it's been quite a long time since my last post. I've been too occupied to post anything in my blog here. Life has been very busy for me, actually when you need to prepare teaching materials for kids of all ages. Now i wish july could come faster, i can't wait to have holidays of my own and time to do my own stuff.
One of my friends have flew to Singapore to pursue her dream with aid of fully sponsored scholarship. Really glad to hear that, and i really hope that she's able to achieve what she wants. While some of my friends are busy with their work, as most of them are working now so we barely even contact each other. But then im sure they are as fit as a fiddle. Speaking of which, i feel like a middle aged woman now. I have no idea what i want to do, everything seems boring to me. I needed a break i guess that's why i couldn't wait for july, well. i hope at least i have a one month break to settle all the things need to be settled before i go to study somewhere else. or else it's going to be freaking frustrating.
Many people have asked me about the course i have chosen in university. And i have come across numerous awkward situations whereby people have doubts on the course or programmes i have chosen. Some said that you should take courses that provide wide range of possible careers when u graduate. Ok, so here's what i wanted to say. i choose what i like, and if any case i have chosen something im not suppose to choose , i have myself to blame, and stop criticizing me. its my future and I'm not going to spend the rest of my life doing something i don't like. urgh. But some people just don't understand, whatever. the world would be a better place if people stop being stereotype.
This afternoon Just when i went shopping with my mom just now, i was really surprised that iban songs are being played in the shopping mall. Only then i realized that Gawai festival is just around the corner. I have no idea what has prompted me to forgot all these important festivals , but then if im still a student im sure i will anticipate gawai as much as i could like any other iban friends of mine. But now, i feel nothing at all. Perhaps gawai is just another working days for me. well i guess things and people do change, like friends become strangers, lovers become each others exes, enemy becoming your friends. Guess you'll never figure out what life has for you eh. and it's just me being the old me, being the only one who cares.
