［累了，却没有人诉说．．］

我很累了
有人知道了吗？

我很伤心
有人知道了吗？

我要哭了
有人知道了吗？？


各自都有各自的世界了
我们不再是同样世界的人

一些话
说了就不能再收回来
最算你说一万个‘对不起’
留在心中的疤痕
永远不能消失不见

有时候
累了
却没有人诉说的这种感觉
真的觉得自己是被遗弃的那个人
拿起电话
里面有许多人的电话
但是心中有的还是
空虚

我已经领悟到人性
人
是实际的
也许是不经意的
但是你的每一句话
真的在我的心中
照成不可弥补的伤痕

回到家
打开房门
我不停胡思乱想
在这个世界上
有没有人是用一个真诚的心去叫朋友

‘因为你老爸有钱，　所以我跟你做朋友’
‘因为你老爸很有名，所以不管你做错了什么事，都没关系啦！’
————————————————————————————————————————————
‘你是么谁？做错事就要负责任！你以为你是谁啊？’
‘因为你的家没有冷气，　不是大洋房，没有舒服的沙发，我睬你都傻啊’
‘你不会读书，做么要跟你做朋友’
‘你的样子这么丑，你不配跟我做朋友！’
‘你的家好窄哦，做么会这样子啊！真是的’

看透人性了吗？
你没有钱，　没有权利，　人家看你没有
人家看扁你

在这个世界上，有谁是用真心去看待一切
还是
你是用你的势力眼去看待一切的呢

我感到很空虚
世界上的一切，有没有一些东西是值得我去留恋
值得我去呵护？

i am sick of everything!

firstly
i want you to know that
whatever you say
it has nothing to do with me
yes, you got a girl friend
wow, highly-talented
model student
and just whatever
do not show off in front of me
feel like want to kick your ass
show off you want to study at Taiwan?
so what?
do not count the chicken before they are hatched!
understand??

try to put yourself into my shoe
if i ever insulted one of your best friend or family
you feel very happy har??
big butt!!just shut your mouth up!
whatever u say
i wont listen anymore
since when u have to right to judge us ??
you have no right to do so !
this is our problems not urs, understand??


cb kia ==
i will proof to you that

if today you are the one who underestimate other people,
then,
tomorrow you are the one who being look down by other people !

future cannot be predicted
and dont u know that
the unexpected always happen
pea brain!
=))

[tired..]

i just went back from school
feeling tired
and
tired..
just this..

thought we will get our freedom back
after the exam over.
but everything is just acting oppose my expection
why?
why does this always happens on me?
sigh
did i do something wrong?

i just want to have one day
which i can relax
and do whatever i want
not spending my time in front of the computer
and typing the stupid script
and not spending time in school to tie up the books
i just want to have my own day
this is what i only want ...

sigh...=((

[speechless]

though PMR is over
but i still have to wake up early in the morning
and go to school
*being tortured ==

serious lack of bed time ==
yesterday went to airport again
to pick up my elder bro
somehow he has grown much bigger than b4
perhaps the place where he lived has a lot of appetizing delicacy
lolx, can i have one??

seriously, there is someone who i really hate so much
and honestly, i have never been hating someone like this
as if i want to chop the person into pieces and feed it to dog ==
whatever
just don't flirt with me

and do you know what is the meaning of courtesy ?
perhaps u dont know, right, bitch??
let me teach u , if u are talking to someone
who is older than you
you are not allowed to talk with ur big voice
==get that?
story happens when there is a bitch who talk to someone
without taking any consideration of her words
and by the way she speaks
think twice before you spoke, get it? bitch
and since when u have the right to judge me?
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE ME
this is the deal
i am who i am
if u can't stand for my attitude
just stop messing and f*cking around me
this is the rule
get it?

and u know what
finally i see ur true colours
fat slut =))
haha

sorry for the foul words that i used in this article
as the fire is over my head now haha
it is just the way to banish the tension and stress in myself
but somehow it is not one of the effective way
so
it is not advisable for u to use this method to banish tension
haha =)
anyway, i am going to spend my time at tanjung by this saturday
but still haven't get the permission from my mom
whether i can join this party or not
this party is specially organized by our class
and no money is needed lolx!
lolx, sounds like i am taking advantages
NO
i just want to learn to be thrifty =))
it is good being thrifty, wahaha
whatever

ok, gtg now
bye
have a sweet day

[EDITED PHOTOS]

edited by me =))
hope u truly enjoy it =)

i get my freedom back =))

hehe
finally i get my freedom back
somehow i am still not feeling relieved
so afraid that
i wouldnt be able to achieve what i want
=((

but better just forget it
life will be better without exam
haha =))

*finally what is the feel of doing whatever i want without any hesitation**
** its wonderful**
**indescribable feelings**
**and living happily is the utmost important**
=))

to all PMR CANDIDATES

GOOD LUCK FOR YOU ALL
DO YOUR BEST IN THE EXAM
HAPPY GO LUCKY
=)
JIA YOU