a visit to the camp

Aloha! so here i am again today. been away for whole day and just went back from camp few hours ago.

haha! So today i came across an old friend of mine whom i have never met for ages, we chat in facebook and he invited me to visit our friends in the army camp.

so i was like hesitating but then i decided to go with them as i have never meet them for ages. Haha, the trip was cool and fun haha!

as we arrived at the camp, the canteen was flooded with people and parents. to be honest, this is my first time ever being there. and basically everything is far more different from what i thought it would be. haha i thought it would be a place full of mud and mosquitoes but it was quite clean, well this is what i see in the canteen la, not sure whether it will be the same in their dormitories though.LMAO.

haha we spent our day at there and chat a lot. haha. and we end up being silent in the car during our way back home.ngahaha. too tired  i guess.

currently watching Jeremy Lin's highlights on youtube and i was like, OMGEEEE HE'S SO HOT! can't stop rewind those video just can't get enough of this. xD ok gtg now. bye peeps!! =)))

i ain't perfect.

hi readers! it's been a long time since my last update. honestly, i'm not really into blogger lately well until i saw this incredible man on the news when i was bored.

<<< see the guy in black, obviously not the guy at the back. He is now the hottest discussion on the internet lately, those basketball maniacs are talking about him and even those who never watch basketball match know him, to be short, he's famous now. it's like the whole world is talking about him.

Not long ago, i came across an article regarding him on the newspapers and frankly speaking, he catches my attention. HAHA.

ok, His name is Jeremy Lin, and currently playing for knicks, with number of 17. hahah. i only know a few things about him, oh ya forgot to mention that he's now the one and only professional basketball player whom managed to graduate from Harvard University. Surprise eh? i was surprised too. haha. i think that's all i know about him and though i'm not a huge fan of him but still he catches my eye. Not only he's tall (191cm,holy god! xD), but he's cute too. xDDD hahah *smirked. guy who knows how to play basketball is just so smoldering hot! and 3  of my ex-crushes used to basketball players. =))) *proud. xD

ok so i decided to write my a post for him, hahah, but then i was shocked when kim kardashian said she's interested towards him. (pls kim, don't flirt around him, he's way too good for you, switch your target please.)

this post will end here i guess. enjoy reading it peeps. will continue to update it when i have the chance. =)

you remind me of how pathetic i am, thanks a lot =)

craziness

i've been a big fan of 2ne1 since they debut, but then i wasn't able to pay my attention to them coz my bias was Super Junior that time.
and then just when i watch MAMA again, i thought 2ne1 is superb! i mean they are really globalized, even the superstars in Europe work with them, awesome eh? hehe =)
2ne1, hwaiting!

my life's a turd =P

that's what i would say right now, all turd.

Last night was totally a mess you know, all the harsh words and bad-mouth things happen like within a second.

A phone call is enough to tear us apart, and luckily i still have my earphone, cover both my ears with volume to the max, well, it does help a little and thanks to that i manage to survive. ;D

this year has been a rough year for me, never feel so exhausted and helpless before. i cried at night when everybody else had fallen asleep and that's the best time for me to let those feelings out without people notice it.

Crying may not be the best solution but you'll certainly feel better.

;

i swear if i have a knife in my hand i would use it to stab into your heart slowly and eternally, and by then you'll know how much it hurts your loved ones betray you.

life = obstacles

you can't call your life as life when there aren't any obstacles.
obviously, this is what we live for.
and now, i'm here coz i have my own problems to deal with.
i guess everybody has problems, to deal with it or to ignore it,it's basically your choice.
now i feel like i'm standing on a crowded street, where thousand of people walk pass nme.
i looked at each and everyone of them, hoping they could at least realize that i'm shouting out S.O.S
but then people disappeared, i was alone on the street, crying.
well, this is basically how i feel,right now.
I used to think that if you ignore it things will be just fine, but then i'm so wrong.
sarcastic eh?

"我学会了带着面具微笑，即使我并不开心。" -------------我的心情写照

近况

话说 我的生活真的很颓废
话说 我也不想这么过生活
但是 每一天一睁开眼睛的时候
就会很心灰意冷，觉得自己很失败

也不懂为什么自己会有这样的感觉
如果知道原因的话 我也不会在这边发牢骚了
很讨厌自己这样emo

=（

勇气

明明只是个简单的问候

明明只是个简单的“你好吗，最近过得可好？”

我却难以启齿。

一切关于你的回忆，那些已泛黄的回忆

却还在我的脑海里。

一个人的夜晚，一个人的双人床，我好像想你了。

你....

最近好吗？

梦.想

梦想这个字，我想是离我很远的。

从来没有想过自己要当个什么伟大的人

不，也许我曾经有过什么感人的梦想

只不过，我还不敢去实现它

与其说不敢，倒不如说自己没有勇气

17年的光阴，什么都没有说就溜走了。

现在的自己，什么都不知道

对自己的未来也没有任何憧憬

可悲？可怜？毫无头绪

算了

船到桥头自然直

现在的自己只想走好现在的路

以后什么的就交给老天爷决定吧