_gloomy_

if you are standing next to me right now..
you will definitely know that i am feeling blue and depressed..
the exam is coming soon..
i am not well prepared..
so what should i do??
and time is unwilling to wait for me..
a girl who just want everything in her life perfect..
=(
but due to many reasons...
life wasn't going the way i want...
but i know that life is like that...
what can i do??
wait at there and cry like a baby?? =='''
*sigh*
i dont know...
i am searching the clues which can make life much more easier..
but i knew that people would always said : smile make life easier..
really?? is it dependable??
there is a big question mark in my heart, a question that people will never know..
because i have treasured it in the deepest place in my heart..
no one is gonna find out, what am i curious of...
friendship?? exam?? life?? personal matter?? or love??
just guess yourself..
anyway, i will just enjoy the life i am having right now...
and i should complain no more about this..
let the life keep going on its own..
and life doesn't always work out the way u want..
it was just like a boat..
sometime you can travel all around the world without any problem...
but sometimes, there is an enormous storms or waves which will turn the boat over..
well, that's the way it is...