hi peeps, long time no see. It's almost a month since my last update. sorry for the waiting though, been busy with the school stuffs, assignments and everything, which almost driving me nuts. @@ though i hate to admit that i'm fed up with the almost-the-same routine everyday, and speaking of which i am really running short of time, and i know i shouldn't be here, but i feel like if i don't let everything out here, i'm gonna die of suffocation.
Stressed can be desserts if you know how to spell it backwards. Awesomely said. But stress is such a nuisance, especially for someone like me who doesn't know how to handle stress. hmm, perhaps writing what i feel in this little, personal and not so private space of mine will be a good way to distress myself. sometimes i just wish i could be as versatile as possible, then every problem or obstacles will be nothing but a dirt to me.LOL, but being versatile can be really tiresome though. So, at the end of the day, i end up being old me, a girl who laugh like maniac at nonsense things, a girl who cry when she lost something precious to her, and a girl who smile when there's someone out there appreciate every little thing about me. ;)
It's been 2 months since the lost of my beloved Grandpa, tears still roll down the cheek whenever i think of him. Yesterday i came across an old video recorded 2 years ago during his birthday, Life is just so unexpected. You'll never know what's going to happen next, and you'll never know a decision of yours is going to turn your life upside down in which your life is going to change,eternally. I once expect that people will stay by my side, like forever, but then when i think of it, it was just so silly, i was really naive to think that way, to think that a relationship will last forever, that things will turn out right if i work hard on it. But when i was the one who only put effort, times and patient into what i believe in, it's never going to work when others don't seem to care at all. Holding on is never going to be the best solution as you are the only one who get wounds and bruises all over the body. It might seem hard to let go, but i believe as time flies, you will eventually accept the facts. People come, people go, people change, people die. So it's time to let go now. and get a fresh start.
So, i think i better stop here. imma continue my revision. Study can be such a pain in the ass. ;'(
Stressed can be desserts if you know how to spell it backwards. Awesomely said. But stress is such a nuisance, especially for someone like me who doesn't know how to handle stress. hmm, perhaps writing what i feel in this little, personal and not so private space of mine will be a good way to distress myself. sometimes i just wish i could be as versatile as possible, then every problem or obstacles will be nothing but a dirt to me.LOL, but being versatile can be really tiresome though. So, at the end of the day, i end up being old me, a girl who laugh like maniac at nonsense things, a girl who cry when she lost something precious to her, and a girl who smile when there's someone out there appreciate every little thing about me. ;)
It's been 2 months since the lost of my beloved Grandpa, tears still roll down the cheek whenever i think of him. Yesterday i came across an old video recorded 2 years ago during his birthday, Life is just so unexpected. You'll never know what's going to happen next, and you'll never know a decision of yours is going to turn your life upside down in which your life is going to change,eternally. I once expect that people will stay by my side, like forever, but then when i think of it, it was just so silly, i was really naive to think that way, to think that a relationship will last forever, that things will turn out right if i work hard on it. But when i was the one who only put effort, times and patient into what i believe in, it's never going to work when others don't seem to care at all. Holding on is never going to be the best solution as you are the only one who get wounds and bruises all over the body. It might seem hard to let go, but i believe as time flies, you will eventually accept the facts. People come, people go, people change, people die. So it's time to let go now. and get a fresh start.
So, i think i better stop here. imma continue my revision. Study can be such a pain in the ass. ;'(
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