heartache

Am experiencing serious heartache right now, and this happens when i'm so into a drama. TT 

old habit dies hard, this always happens to me whenever i finish a drama. TT

and the drama i finished today is Time Slip Dr. Jin, oh why oh why, i wonder why jaejoong end up dying, i mean at first i watch drama mostly because of Song Seung Hoon, and then i don't know why but suddenly i feel like i want to see jaejoong more than song seung hoon. Gosh, i guess jaejoong has that certain charisma, the kind of swirling force that make u irresistible and get suck in by that strong force. GGgrrrr, i was hoping he would at least married with the woman he loved, but in the end, he died for her. oh why oh why *grief* the screenwriter-shi why you no pity him??? i have a serious heartache now. or maybe i will just imagine that he lead a happy life with young-rae in my own dream world, that will be great. ggrrrr.. and the next thing i hope is that JYJ gets to appear on variety show again, due the lawsuits against their former ageicy, they had a hard time appearing on the television (dramas are excepted of course), as SM entertainment is one of the most influential star agency in the entertainment industry in Korea, which means the broadcast station has to listen to SM if they want their programme to launch smoothly, well you know, people say there are certain things money can't buy you, but i'm sure fame is not  in the list. and now u get what i mean. ._.

and i wonder why the hell the music player won't work after sometimes, well that sucks a lot. GGGrrrr.