ironic.

it was ironic when you're praising someone whom you actually dislike.

LOL.

and it is more ironic when you thought of yourself when you're reading this post.

triple LOL!

shouted for help. no one cares.

i opened my eyes.
"it's another day again." i whispered.
staring at the phone's screen, it's 6.57 in the morning. Hell, why i woke up so early??
i lied on the bed. nothing to do. so i decided to surf the next using mobile web. well,i visited facebook of coz.
then something run through my head. it was the thing someone used to tell me.
"you grumbled because you wanted someone to notice you. but at the end no one cares. so what for? " it was true. no one really cares. it's like you shouted for help, but everyone just passed by and ignored you.
so i will live my life to the fullest. that's it.
and i'll say bye bye to you, hatred.
=D

yeah =D

finally glee season 2 episode 1 is out..i'm downloading it now.hehe.
can't wait to watch it. omg, it's like today is going to be the greatest day i ever had. teehee..
erm..i saw someone is going to interfere other's life again. or even worse, she's trying to seduce someone. i didn't mean it to say something like this. but, your action has proven it. So, no offense.
can you just stay quiet in your life? it's like perigi cari timba kind of girl, no self-respect. i don't know what's your next step, but i know you got some bad intentions. =(((

hesitant....

hello, peeps, sorry for leaving my blog neglected! thousands of sorry =D oh no, my mom is seducing me with the ice-cream again, gosh, it's a big temptation for me. No, you can't eat it, remember, ujian SEGAK next week! but...i wish i could eat it as much as i could xD oh no, i was selected to participate in the coming debate competition. i wish i could say " can i say 'no'?" to teacher, but before that, she cut in and say 'i knew you could do it.', oh, thanks for 'knowing' me so well == and i dun now which jerk suggested my name to teacher, if i knew it, i would slap that person in the face, and say 'mind your own business.' LOL, but maybe i was too cruel. xD

went through a stormy day about two days ago. i was a little bit emotional and moody. that kind of feeling just keep on recycling in my body, when i think i was okay, that feeling come back to strike me again. i just can't stop myself from thinking the things that keep me mad. i cried in front of my mum and thank god, she helped a lot to counsel me. thanks mom. in fact, she was more emotional than i was when she had listened to my story. LOL. when i think about it all over again, i feel stupid to cry over this small matter. let it be.. don't dwell with the past, because it makes your life harder. so i just wanna make my life simple and joyful, and i convinced myself to got rid of it. but whenever i look at you, it's getting awkward, because no matter how hard i twist my tongue, what happened is already happened. and i just cant pretend that nothing happened. i hesitated. i went through a few sleepless night, thinking about the same question. that was the darkest moment i ever had, for the time being.

oh shit, i dun noe which jerk just called in. but i didn't pick up the phone. this jerk ady called in for a few times ady since last night. == i dun noe whose number is this. shit.

ok the post will stop here.

p/s: i knew i wasn't the important one. but could you please at least treat me better.

if you have guilty conscience

dun noe what should i start with. the school day was just boring. haha.most of the malay teachers din come to school today. perhaps they still celebrating raya. xD
hmm. see the title right? this is referring to a thick-faced person. dun really like to mention her name here. but her attitude is driving me crazy and sometime, im sick of her. even with a look at her is enough to make me crazy and mad. sorry to be absurd and sarcastic, but i just hate her.
well, it all started with a function. i dun noe why she could become the leader instead of my friend. where as my friend does all the job and she only does part of the job. i guess this is the benefits of being the leader eh. and yet you didn't bring the things and stuff you are supposed to bring by today. "ooppsss....bla bla bla." i know you're trying hard to make your words convince other, but for me, it was just a bunch of shit, totally bullshit. fak off, lazy-bug. the only task you know how to do is showing off that you're going to study overseas and bla bla bla. so what? like i care. lots of people are studying overseas as well, it's not only you are able to do that. argh. shit, i really hate her.
last but not least, if you have guilty conscience, you should apologize and not walk away without any reasonable explaination. ==

what should i do?

♥

i'm so in love with super junior's kyuhyun !!! ♥

a day at friend's house.

went to kelly's house just now.
and i was late. x( sorry
there's nothing much to do, just cut and paste. and discuss about the designing as well.
HAHA. and i was the last one to go back, my mom's fault. she's owez that late.
by the way, what does 'XOXO' means? i saw this on gossip girl. and i was puzzled. haha.
=DDDDD
read someone's blog just now.
and i was quite angry though it's not my turn and i got no right to question and angry about it.
but still i feel pity for the baby. =(
everyday go out and left the child behind. you made the decision to give birth to the child, and yet you neglect him and had fun outside. is this what a mom should do? well, i'm speechless. feel guilty for the child though. i guess you're not mature enough and you still act like a teenage who wants to had fun all the day without taking consideration of the consequences. all you care is F.U.N. well, there's nothing wrong about having fun. i'm not saying that having fun is something wrong. but in this case, you are wrong! TOTALLY WRONG!!! sorry if i sound too harsh. but i can't help myself for being this way. urgh.
by the way, i haven't do my hw....

dear fairies,
pls give me some magical medicine. so that when i eat it, i can ignore my homework. teehee.
p/s: i'm dead broke now. so can you give me for free? thanks a lot =DDD

love,
QiAn. ^^

tears falling down.

oh my god!
can't stop myself from crying
sorry, dun misunderstood.
i'm not crying for someone
i'm crying for a drama.
well, it's now actually a new drama. i've watched it like 5 or 6 years ago.
and i decided to watch it all over again like 2 or 3 days ago, when i accidentally remember the title of the drama during shower.
LOL.
and i've cried for so many times. =((
it was just SAD! though i said i dun watch sad drama and this was the only exception..haha.
omg!!!!

happy birthday =))♥

i don't know whether you are going to read this or not,

but still..

happy birthday =D

love you ~ =D ♥♥♥

holidays----♥

the holidays finally arrived!!!
hahaha.
but only for one week and a day..how sad!
unlike other school, we are going to school on tuesday!
this is totally absurd!
by the way.
when the holidays come, i'm not going to laugh first and smile like a crazy person, coz i noe the bad news are still waiting for us. and finally, bad news stroke! guess what, it's HOMEWORK,again.
HOMEWORK, you are my nightmare, my fear! please go away from me. kekekekee.
not sure how am i going to spend my holidays. but probably will just go with the flow. i'm not the kind of person who would jot down and plan my schedule. coz it makes me nothing but like a robot.
hmm. am going to have a tight schedule. mostly occupy by homework. hey,you know what, thanks a lot for giving us lots of holiday assignment.==
yeah~ SM artists are going to have their tour at L.A now. hehehe.i wish i could fly to there. haha. maybe i should sneak in to the airport, and hide in a stranger's luggage, and maybe i could fly to L.A hahahah, and mission accomplished ! yeah yeah! getting more and more crazy.
hehehehe. i saw him yesterday. he looks good =D well, he looks good in every outfit. and i guess he even looks good when he's naked.=p LOL. forgive me.something wrong with my brain today...
heheheheheh.

anything, gonna list down something before i leave.

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU:-
#why did you 'purposely' appear in front of me?
# why you have such a perfect and a cutest smile i've ever seen?
# why you have to smile all the times and you know what, it's kinda annoying.
# and i know it's weird, but i have to hate you, why did you look so alike with TOM CRUISE ?
# why did you looks so sexy and charming when you were running on the field.
..................
i'm thinking hard but i just couldn't find 10 reasons why i should hate you. in fact, i'm so deeply in love with you. ♥
oops!.. there's still one left.














# why did you snagged away my soul when i decided not to fall for you anymore? ? and yet, you didn't mean to give it back to me.♥