lalala~

finally
just dumped all the unwanted things
haha
i've kept all the rubbish in my study desk
and my mom was like
"hey,clean ur things up,before i take further action"
LOL

haha,nothing more to say
arghhh
should i go?
or shouldn't？
bichoso =(

...when i'm alone...

when i'm alone
i like to wander around

when i'm alone
i like to build castle in the air

when i'm alone
i like to listen to the rain

possibly there's nothing i can do
when i'm alone
i feel like i was being abandoned
haha
kinda emo
alone in the house now
my mum is currently busy with her work now
as usual.teacher gave us lots of hw
well, HOLIDAYS
isn't it holidays suppose to be great?
but
for me
holidays is just an excuse for the teachers to give us homework
urgh =(
HAHA
sorry if my words sound sarcastic for you ><
i got nothing to do now
=DDDD
going to tuition later
but don't feel like i'm going
but i have to
i already paid the tuition fees
or else,haha, what a waste
my dog is barking outside
kinda noisy
i wish i know dog language
so that i can ask my dog stop barking
but she probably will just ignore me
hahaha
==

hwaiting =D

finally i bought it xD
congratz
argh,somehow this only got song,no music video =(
but i don't care ~ i will treasure it !
listening to the songs now
what i want to say is
the songs really great
kinda catchy =DDD haha
hwaiting, u-kiss!
xDD
it's raining cat and dog now
i wonder
is somebody missing me right now
coz i feel like i'm missing someone too =)
but i guess the rain will stop later
haha don't ask me why
i can tell xD
listening to u-kiss's dancing floor now
yea yea
i am so excite now xD
yea yea yea yea yea yea yea yea yea
guys
sorry for that
i am not available that day
have fun guys, though im not around x(
sorry for that
hope u understand
=x
bye, the post will end here
=D
off to watch drama =D

i feel like i am a stalker + dreams i want to achieve

i've been crazy for u-kiss lately
and i feel like as if i am a stalker
LOL
i just couldn't rid of my eyes of them xD
especially Alexander xD
but it is just merely i am a big fan of them!
LOL
resources of my happiness xD

i know what i need to do now
i want to save lots of money
and travel to Korea someday!
LOL
my biggest dream in my life =D
call me crazy
call me stupid
call me nonsense
whatever
i don't care
i only know this is what i need to achieve
never give up before i reach my limit !
a promise to myself!
=D
and by that time
i wish i could travel to there with you guys
=D
i never wish to travel to anywhere alone
although it seems nice
but when there is more people around
i feel more energetic
things would be fantastic and seem nicer when there's a person to share with
despite all the tremendous challenge that might come in the way
i hope i can achieve this dream someday
with my precious friends =D
love you guys
am now imagine we all sit around a stove and eating the delicious kimchi xD
it sounds fantastic isn't it?
so
will i have this pleasure, guys?
to enjoy and see how beautiful the world is with you guys?
i know it sounds impossible
but i just hope that we can do this together
i don't mind if this dream only come true at our old age
it doesn't matter
i can wait.
LOL
does it sounds like a love confession
don't misunderstood
=x
the post will end here
bye
=D

*guys, don't be overwhelmed by this, i know you will xD LOL

....

talking of future
i never think of my future

i remember
when i was a kindergarten kid
i wish i would become a doctor

i remember
when i was at primary school
i wish i would become a teacher

i remember
two, three years ago
i wish i would become a nutritionist

my dreams change as time flies
i don't know why it change
but it just happened

one year and a half i'm gonna graduate
and yet i'm still act like a child
playful and stubborn
somehow i'm only the one who is different from others
my friends wish they can graduate as soon as they can
they just wanna get rid of school life
and enter a college or U and start their busy social life
but i act inversely
i wish the school life never end
i know the school life is tiring
but i just
wish i could stay like this forever
i don't want to graduate
i don't want to face all this
i don't want
perhaps i am too naive
thinking that the world that i've always dreamed of will come true
there's no doubt that a person need to face the challenges in their lives
but to be honest to tell
sometimes i would wish i can run away from this
i always tell the others that they should face their challenge bravely
but i once imagine
if i put myself in their shoes
would i be able to do as what i said, to face the challenges bravely?
will i?
it is always easier to say than doing it,isn't it.
i'm afraid
and scare
to face it all alone
alone and alone
i've tried out many method
sit alone in a room
to think about my future
but it just won't work
i need a plan
everyone is just confident about what they need to do in the future
but
i'm not
..........
what should i do?
i just want to lead my life happily now
that's all i know
-live my life with no regret- this is my life plan.
i'll know someday
i know i will.

one day left =D

yeah~
finally
there's only one day left before the holiday~ haha
the time i anticipate the most
just wanna sing miley's song loudly now
" and a jay-z song was on" x 3 *i'm singing it right now xD
this song has caught my attention xD
*again* "moving my hips like yea" xDDDD
i'm over the moon right now
there's a lot of things i want to do during the holidays
but i just couldn't think of any right now
=.= i hate this,seriously
anyway, we just finish designed the t-shirt
and it looks so nice! haha
just can't wait for it
i'm gonna wear it as soon as i get it xD show off xD
haha =D
facing a dilemma right now
ARGH!
do you think it's possible for me to stay in the house
for 3 weeks? LOL,it sounds cool though *i must be crazy
haha, Miri is too bore for me
rather spend my time at home xD
anti-social xD
whatever, this is me =D
yeah yeah, going to buy u-kiss's album soon xD
haha xD
I LUV U-KISS
nomu nomu saranghae♥♥ xD
wakakaka
i've gone crazy for them xDDDDDDDD
what can i do?
they're too hot!!!!

erm,talking about my school life
there's nothing special actually
just a typical school day
most of the time the teacher was busy with their matter
and mostly we just sit in the class
and talk + play
haha, destress ourself ma xD
haha
and so far there's only 2 subject which the teacher already finish marking
math and chinese
talking of chinese
haha, my result sucks ==
though i get a better mark compare to last time
but i know teacher was just giving markah kesian LOL
i would have get a bad result if the teacher didn't do this xD
have to read a lot during this holidays.
you'll laugh if you read my essay LOL xD

okay the post will end here
off to see u-kiss at youtube
CRAZY xD but
i love it
=DDDDDD

_slow motion_

recently,i just discovered a song called "slow motion"
by Karina Pasian
what a nice song it is
strongly recommend ;)

"Slow Motion"

[Verse 1]
I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

[Hook]
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Chorus]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?

[Verse 2]
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself

[Hook]
So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

[Chorus]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I

[Bridge]
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why

[Chorus]
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

hole

though exam has finished (well i consider it finish already ==)
i thought i would be over the moon,but things happen oppositely
i dont know what to tell and how to tell
a little bit gloomy
try to find something to do
but i don't know what to do
i said this before exam
"i hope holidays come faster."
but now
...
i just really don't know how to describe this feeling
it just grow rapidly in my heart
my mind
guess this is what they called EMO

a hole in my heart =(
listening to
-by 2am
=((

_finally,i'm back!_

hi,readers! it has been a while since my last update xD
busy with my exam!
anyway
i just added something new
xD
you'll know if u often view my blog
haha

i just changed the playlist.

1.bingeul bingeul by u-kiss
2. Bonamana by super junior (new hit song!)**
3.man man ha ni by u-kiss
4. Party in the U.S.A by Miley Cyrus
5. Tik Tok by keisha

haha,i put u-kiss song in the first xD
somehow i started to realized that i've addicted to u-kiss,more than SUJU
besides, i can't wait to buy suju new album!
when will it arrive i wonder
if possible i want to buy u-kiss one also
and f(x)!
i know im crazy
but i just can't help myself for being crazy
I LOVE U-KISS !!!
they are going to visit Malaysia on June,but too bad,only at KL >.>
lucky kl people TT
i'm dying to see them TT
Dong Ho
Alexander
kevin
Eli
Kibum
kiseop
Soohyun
T^T

"don't build castle in the air!"someone told me this
whatever ==
i don't care.


♥♥♥♥♥♥

yea yea~

finally it's weekend again!
yea yea...~
=P
whatever xD