Saturday, June 27, 2009

_you are getting on my nerves_

well, today, was the most tired day of my life..

and everything is stuck in my mind-- my oral presentation on next week..my homework..and as well as the exam on august..

well, it's okay for me to deal with the stuff..but what made me angry the most is these three girl..
the girl i hate the most in school, and if you are trying to begging sympathize from me..
haha, NO WAY.. OUT OF MERCY!!

okay, that's what happened to me yesterday.. Me, Mavis, Kelly, Daphne, Niem Yee and Sze yin was having our pbsm meeting from 1.30pm until 2.30pm for the kawat kaki practice..well, we did attend the meeting..
before the meeting began, the 2 bitchy girl asked me where to get the first aid box..
and i realized that i am stupid enough to tell them where is the first aid box located..KNS
and then i asked them what was the purpose for tooking away the first aid box, well, bullshit..
the 2 bitchy girl said that a small boy didn't purposely fall off and hit himself hardly on the wall..
okay, then.. i let them took away the box..but then, they didn't even know how to treat the small boy..well, they still don't feeling ashamed for calling them the MEMBER OF PBSM..
HAHA, it's not funny at all ==

so now, i have no idea, i used the cotton buck and carefully put the medicine to the boy's forehead..and everything's done..=)) is just that easy == after the kawat kaki practice, me and niem yee were heading to the office and put the PBSM book on Cg.ting's table..and well..his table was full of rubbish and recycled paper..== and we just simply dropped the book on the table and heading toward the canteen..

this is where the story begin..3 bitches on the canteen were awaited for us..we were having our meeting with these lousy girl because of the Chinese club's activity which we were in charged of it..originally, only six of us were in charged of this activity, but somehow, these lousy girl said that they wanted to give us a hand. so we decided to asked them to join us..

first of all..we were discussing about the venue..we kept on argue all over the meeting, because, whatever we said, they didn't take it in their mind seriously..moreover, they were only care about their opinions and not us..she only agreed with what their gang said..well, all of us feeling kinda regret for asking them to join us..IT WAS TOTALLY A BIG MISTAKE I EVER MADE =((

and now..we have several ideal venue on our mind and we listed out all the venue..the bitches leader said that she wanted to in charged of finding out the price for booking the venue and etc..
and my friend said that she wanted to come along with her, so that she could knew how big the venue is, whether the venue is suitable for our activities and etc..she said :" what for you come along me??" for your information, the teacher was giving the task for my friend, so in logical thinking, my friends has the right to to so..but what my friend did is just kept quiet and said no more about this..she is the quiet girl..so i knew that she just wanted to keep everything in her control...

and then the one of the bitchy girl ask me to choose a day and practice the song we choose ( because we have to perform the song during the activity) ..and now she is asking me the favor but she is the one who decided the day for us to practice..but we think that it's too early for us to practice, as we carry out this activity on october..so we faced it out what we think..
but then she said that : c'mon, it's not too early..are you genius..can u guarantee that we can learn the song immediately??
we just kept quiet..
YES, WE ARE NOT GENIUS, BUT AT LEAST WE ARE BETTER THAN YOU IN THE ACADEMIC PART..you fcuking bitch!!

and then the third bitch glared at me for some reason i couldn't state out here..coz it's a long story..one thing i could make sure that, it's not my fault..she is the one who glared at me sharply.. but then i glared back at her, with anger one..and fight back with her, well, i won it ..she couldn't even said a single word =)) ngeh, you know who is much more terror okay..you slut =))
and then part of my friends wasnt around with me that time..and i went back to find them and told them everything..they feel the same way with me too =)) thx guys, i am so glad that i can have you all as my friends =)) i promise that i will cherish you guys all the time..no matter what happen =)) and when the bitch who glared at me passed by me, my friends all looked at her n some saying something harsh to her..WAKAKA, yes, u guys did the correct things..hehe

WELL, THE END OF THESE I GOT SOME CONCLUSION
- THE BITCHY GIRL WERE HAVING SAME SIZE OF BRAINS--WELL, IT'S PEA BRAIN ACTUALLY =))
-THEY ARE THE BITCHY GIRL , WHO LIVED IN A BITCHY WORLD..
-THEY WERE THE FUNNIEST THING I EVER SEEN ON THIS WORLD, BECAUSE THEY WERE HAVING PEA BRAINS =))
-I REALIZED THAT I HATE THEM VERY MUCH..I WOULD LIKE TO HIT THEM HARDLY ON THE WALL IF I COULD..

AND ALL OVER , THEY WERE STILL SLUTS. =))

Thursday, June 25, 2009

_life_




life..

can be easy..

life ..
can be tough..
once you are lost..
that's when you'll find that life is not that easy..

one of my best best best best friend has been absent for three days..

and as i expected..something happened to her family..

well, it's not something i can tell u..
it's all about her privacy
respect respect xia lor..

hmm. is death horror?
if u ask me what is death?
my answer would be:
"death is something we couldn't sense, we couldn't smell and something we couldn't see.."
that would be my answer..

somehow, i found that i am still not old enough to talk about this
but somehow,
i realized that
life is fragile like the glass
as well as the humans..
life can be destroyed easily by death..

like love, do u swear that your love for some will last long forever
even though the one who u love do something that hurt u..
do u think u will choose to forgive him/her?

well, some might be yes some might be no..
for me, i will choose to leave the people alone and forgive that people
once u forgive them, u will realized that the burden u carried is much more lighter than before.

it's all about ur heart and ur will.. are u willing to do so??
it's just one decision can change your life entirely..

life is dull..
when you don't learn to be appreciated
life is dull ..

when you don't know where to go

life is dull, when you lost the will of continue live on..
life is dull ..

when you lost yourself..


somehow..


we will learn that life is not that complicated when you have found your true love and your dreams..because you have found the purpose why were you living in this world..

**END**
hope u enjoy it..appreciates your life..=D


"Life is a sea and we are all surfers..."

"you can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf"


i found this on the web, and i found it was really beautiful and meaningful..=))

Sunday, June 21, 2009

you are lucky..


"I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without"..

yes..it was so true..even though i don't know her, i bet that she is beautiful..maybe i will mesmerize when i have a chance to meet her...if she don't, how come, he would fall in love with her so deeply? she must be very special
i could see that, whenever you talked about her, your face was different..
she's got everything i have to live without, this phrases suit me the most..
i am just a girl..a stupid girl who kept waiting at the shore..
hoping that somebody who did not exist came and take me back home..

"She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause"..

cause you have the thing i will never have a chance to hold it tight in my own hands...='(




Saturday, June 20, 2009

will you be the special one..just for me??

i just read a mail..

my friend posted to me..

" every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep"..

"at least fifteen people from this world love you"...

"there are at lest two people would die for you"...

"you mean the world to someone"..

the last phrases hurts me the most..i mean someone like me would mean a world to someone?
how come?? and when will it be true?? i guess it will never be..

the first phrases, is definitely impossible for me, as if the phrases is teasing me..
someone who always alone like me..Even though friends were always by my side..
but somehow, i still feel the loneliness, especially when i realized that everything i done is related to you..

you made me feel that everything around me was as much complicated as you did..
i never tried to approached for you, coz i know i will never did..someone like me will never get the right to..have someone like you..it's about fate..if we are not destined to be together, what should i waiting for? but so, i still can't get myself out of this... stupid me..

" you are the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the reason why i wish upon a wishing star.."

yep, that's just fit me very well, whatever i do will not caught your attention,
because there is someone much more special in your heart..

you said that you never wanted her to leave you, that hurts me a lots..
my hearts broke into peaces..but you will never see this, since your heart was with her..

i wonder, among the people come from this world..
will there be somebody..
a special one..
just for me??

no matter what it takes, i will wait..for the special one to appear and change my life entirely..


_effort_

yeah, finally i made it..~
i just posted a new playlist on my blog =))
enjoy the song please..
and the first song and the second song on my playlist is the best song i ever heard from David Archuleta~ and he is soooo cute~!! my prince charming =))

and maybe three days ago, our class teacher required us to write a letter of apologize for her..
for not performing very well on the second trial exam..
and all of us just did as she said..
hmm, somehow, i manage to write a letter, which is a one-paged-letter..
well, better than nothing, isn't it??

the third trial exam is on August~and now, i am still not prepared..
hopefully the lucky god is by my side~ =))
but somehow, success is depends on the effort we put..

*sigh* hopefully that i can do it..it is just the matter of time..
and one thing still i have to announce
guess what~
this Thursday, i went to Belle's bookshop and bought something i always wanted to buy~
it's twilight!!! my god, can't believe i make it..hehe~
and now, i already finish until page 252, still got 200++ pages to go.. =))
and then, i will buy New Moon, nothing is gonna stop me ~
yea~~ Addicted to Twilight..

Edward Cullen >.< =))

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

_tagged_

1.被點到必填,不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友,不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么:韵倩
02 你的綽號:Qian
03 你的血型:o型
04 你的星座:双鱼座
05 你是男還是女:女的啦 ==
06 你幾歲:15
07 你住哪裡:miri
08 你現在的學校 : smk pujut =((
09 你有沒有手機 : 有, 但是没用了
10 承上,那是多少:1个
。。。。朋 友 題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友(限1個): 不知道, 因为都很要好
12 你最討厭的人(限1個):学校的校长 ==
13 你最正的女性朋友(限1個):思莹~~
14 你最帥的男性朋友(限1個):没 xD
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭:爱炫耀, 爱占人便宜, 多嘴, 做作, 狗眼看人低
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭: 不自量力, 爱扮酷, 对感情不认真或不诚实的家伙
17 你的好朋友有誰(不限): 很多
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去:伊莹
19 你身邊最憨的朋友(限1個,不能自己): 什么意思?? o.O
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友(限1個): 素芳
。。。。 情 題 - 15 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人: 没~
23 如果没有,你希望什麼時候有另一半: 大学的时候 >.<
24 到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:==
25 到目前為止,你被多少人告白過:好像没有吧
26 到目前為止,你交過多少個男/女朋友: 没
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 没 ==
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣:不知所措, 不过应该不会发生在我的身上 哈哈!
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 :不会吧
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人:没喜欢人啊
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎:没~ 都没交往过 ==
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 没啦!!
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎:没有
34 是誰,你們什麼關係:没有~
35 現在有人在追你嗎:没有
。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天,好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣:伤心, 不知所措
37 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你會:问清楚才下定论
38 如果有天,好朋友對你喜新厭舊了,你會:绝交, 这种朋友不交也罢
39 如果你很受不了你的父母,你會離家出走嗎:不会, 因为没有地方比家里更舒服 =)
40 你上課認真嗎 : 应该吧, 视情况而定
41 你功課好不好: 还好
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: blog ,msn ,friendster ,看戏, 听歌, YM, 下载
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 不知道
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性:不懂
。。。。兇 手 題 - 1 0 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:采恩 sharon
46 这個人對你好不好:好啊
47 這個人是你的誰:小学好友, 同时也是好友 =)
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎:喜欢, 不过是朋友的喜欢
49 你們認識多久了:从三年级开始认识~
50 這個人是怎樣的人:好啊, 不过有时会做出让人出乎意料的事 哈哈~
51 這個人正/帥嗎:超正, 没骗
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过:有啊, 出巴刹的时候
53 萬一你喜歡這個人,你會怎麼办: 不可能的事
。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰:采恩,素芳, 思莹, 海豚, 伊莹, 盈如, 念怡 (统统都很正)
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰:Albert Duncan (老哥的朋友, 见过最帅的, 人又高, 赞!) >.<
58 說到憨你會想到誰:不明白那个意思
59 說到痴你會想到誰:蟑螂
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰:kenny
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰:朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 爱因斯坦, 哈哈 ==''
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 海豚 (因为每次做傻傻的事)哈哈!!
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰:hmm, 盈如~ 因为给人感觉是酷妹,不爱笑~哈哈~
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : 我, 伊莹 (大笑姑婆二人组) wakaka~~
。。。。學 校 題 - 1 1 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰: Mdm Suriati =)
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個:第二排的第二个
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰:"Rosemary" haha !! (傻傻的)
70 你的英文好嗎:还好吧
71 你的體育好嗎:不好~
72 你的数学好么:还好~
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長:不喜欢~ kns一个
74 你的學校好看嗎: 还好吧, 不是很好看
75 你的班級是:3 Elite
76 你的班級在幾樓:第一楼


开始点名咯~
* 伊莹
*盈如
*思莹
*海豚
* shy hui
*念怡

**没人啦, 想不到了 **

Thursday, June 11, 2009

_the movie that i always wanted to watch_


Dance Flick (the funniest movie i ever seen *LOL*)

Camp Rock (cool~)


17 again (Zac Efron <33 )


-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince- ( i wont miss this!!)
(something unfortunate happen to dumbledore, the headmaster of Hogwarts
TT )



-Hannah Montana the Movie (Miley Cyrus <33) -




























_get me out of this_

la la~ so do i come here~ =))
these few day only trapped at home and do nothing else beside >>
enjoyed drama
so bored at home~ what else can be done?
since my dad sent the car for annual service and re-spray the car~ @.@
somebody pls get me out of this~
T.T or else i am gonna die because of suffocation =((
hmm, there was a higher possibility that i won't be able to hang out with my friends this sunday~
what a pity~

tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow..
i am always alone at home?
i wonder why i always go alone..
on the long long road~


somebody pls get me out of this~!! =(((

Saturday, June 6, 2009

_开心的一天_

今天
跟老朋友一起出巴刹~ 爽死我咯
哈哈,几开心下咯 因为我们很久没有在一起了
小学朋友里面, 就只有他们还会找我一起出 呵呵
首先 爸爸妈妈把我一个人丢在百盛~~ T.T
可怜的我
只好自己一个人在那边等
等啊等 等啊等
终于等到采恩 跟 素芳的到来~~
然后他们就去买kokoberry来喝咯
我买的时候很便宜以下哦~
可是芳跟恩买的时候是原价叻~~
都不知道为什么~~ hehe =='''
本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起来百盛的
哪里知道她说要去做头发的treatment所以只能到富丽华才跟我们会合~~ 扫兴~~ =((
后来肚子饿了, 就去merry brown吃东西 不错吃一下哦~~
然后我们就一边吃, 一边谈天~~ (^.^)谈到很多事情呢 呵呵
然后我们就到百盛里面走走, 顺便陪芳去买她跳舞的衣服~
说到跳舞,恩跟芳下个星期在indoor stadium 有跳舞的表演
很想去看, 可是不懂有没有人陪我去看 =)今年的应该会很好看吧~~
然后我们去popular 因为我要买卡片~ 可是看来看去, 没有一张顺眼的, 所以就走人咯~
过后我们就搭taxi 去富丽华了~~
去到富丽华~第一件事情就是去拍大头贴~~本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起拍的
可是她说她的hair treatment还没做好,真的是kek dao 没办法, 就我们三个一起拍咯~~
在那边磨蹭磨蹭时间~ 然后就到上面的food court坐坐, 顺便等shy hui 来
waseh, 人家变美了哦~ =) 头发还拉直了呢 呵呵
然后大家就一起吃一杯冰~~原来跟朋友一起吃冰 是这种感觉呢~~ ^^
然后shy hui说她要下去了, 恩就突发奇想说要跟踪她~~
天魔星---采恩
007----素芳
747----我

霹雳 MIT 出动~~!!
很可惜, 跟踪失败, 几厉害下咯 kek dao

哈哈, 不过最后还是遇见他~~

最后在小木船那边买了蛋糕吃 就去妈妈回家了~~
回家之前还去买了一个保健品给爸爸, 算是早来的父亲节礼物~~



就这样, 开心的一天就此结束~~

=)

^^---友谊万岁--- ^^

Thursday, June 4, 2009

_teardrops on my guitar_


gorgeous ^^

teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

_那又怎样??_

哈咯~
我有上来了~~
最近一直忙k偶像剧
结果没时间上来坐坐。。
哈哈, 如果给级任老师知道我假期里是那样的relax的活
那么我是真的不用指望可以活下去了
哈哈!!

今天的标题是 --- 那又怎样??
想这个标题想到好久一下咯, 因为实在是想不到有什么更好的标题了
erm, 其实有一些事情在我的脑海里, 不管我怎么去思考都不会想得通 ==|||
所以, 就决定不管结果是怎样, 往简单的方面想就好, 不要想那么多

哎,这世界上人都会有讨厌的人,你讨厌我, 我讨厌你
你不爽我, 我不爽你
就这样不爽来不爽去, 讨厌来讨厌去, 这些 ‘恩怨’ 是不是要到我们死了, 才会化解??
与其讨厌, 不如选择不管来得好, 就当自己比较不幸运会遇到这种人咯。。
当然该发泄的时候就发泄, 不要把自己的气憋着, 会很难受的, 说不定下一秒就进医院
哈哈! (冷, 一点都不好笑)

当然, 你讨厌的人, 可能是在朋友之间所发生的
可是, 你在她/他的背后说她/他的坏话, 你感到很满足吗??说不定自己的罪恶感还会增加哦
最算你再讨厌那个人,那又怎样?? 那个人还是你的朋友
“因为一日为友,终生为友”
做得了朋友是一种缘分,也许你会不爽他/她,但是大家依然是朋友的事实, 依旧没有改变
谁叫大家都是朋友呢?? =)
先了解彼此才来下定义, 不然可是会后悔一辈子

好了, 今天就到此为止吧~~要去温习功课了~对了听说朋友今天有跳舞表演, 加油加油


*p/s 觉得自己伤害了朋友的人, 赶快跟他们道歉+自己反省吧
(我也要反省一下, paiseh) (n.n)'''

仔细想想能有朋友这种感觉真的很不错