Friday, April 23, 2010

fun?

Haha,isn't it fun to learn something together?
and we really prove it today! LOL
as usual, i was planning to go back at 11.35 am
then kelly them got group study
then i stayed back also
coz i wasn't paying attention in the bio class xD
then i taught Kelly Chapter 4 (Bio)
then i taught her the way to memorize the example of monosaccharides ,disaccharides and polysaccharides.
LOL
guess what
i taught her how to memorize it buy using "alternative" method xD
HAHAHAHA! it was fun
and yet x-rated
LOL hahah
it was fun! but somehow by using the method
we did memorized some of the facts LOL
xD
haha

thats all -Buhbye xD

Monday, April 19, 2010

bye bye

we are surrounded by people everyday
it does not matter if you're at work, school or anywhere
people are everywhere
but different people got different attitude
which some of them
really pissed me off -.-
and now
i finally see your true colours
we used to be so good
perhaps something changed you into a mean girl
i don't want to make it into a big deal
so i'm just going to say it here
i know who's good to me
and i know those who don't even treat me as a true friend.
like Aristotle said : a friend is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.
friends know each other well
friends care for each other as well.
friends won't betray you even in a bleak condition
but what i see in your eyes
is something filthy
feel a little bit disappointed and yet happy
finally,i persuaded myself to get rid of you.
it wasn't something bad though
at least i'm freed from you
and until now
i realized that how much i hate you
you'll never know
i've decided to put this feeling in my heart
not because of scare to let you know
i just want this be the end of two of us
let us be stranger
and live our life as usual
pretend nothing like this ever happened
i don't want my life get ruin because of someone who's unworthy
i won't cry
i won't grieve
i won't be in pain
my tears only worth for those who know
how to cherish & appreciate me
i don't care what you think in your mind
it is non of my business anymore
all i want to do
is to live my life
without you
and enjoy every moment
of my life
with my precious friends
the ones who know me better
than you do

last but not least

though it's not to late apologize
but i don't care what's in your mind
and i don't want to hear you say "why"
coz it's time to say "BYE-BYE"

Sunday, April 18, 2010

off 2 do homework

stay-tuned





Saturday, April 17, 2010

i have nothing

by Whitney Houston

in love with the song

though already listened to it before

but something just make me fall in love with this song

again

&

again

------------------------------------

thats all
buh bye xD

Friday, April 16, 2010

lalala xD


so am here again xD
haha
listening to Justin Bieber's one less lonely girl
some people hate him though
and some said that he's gay and a baby
because when he sings,he sounds like a girl
i don't really care about this
i mean,the song is quite nice
so what should i care for the singer.
i LOVE the song !

hmm...
everyday=same routine=boring
haha,see the equation lol
but one thing that will never change is that
teachers never stop giving us tons of homework
i guess,this is their common hobby eh

lol,and us,the students feel like in hell =x
see the picture at the above?
this is my uncle's work. i have to say that,i was totally mesmerized! i don't know where he found the model
but this is totally nice! it's like she's waiting for someone precious at the railway station
i dont know where the railway station exactly was
perhaps in Singapore, my uncle lives there xD
he got lots of nice pictures, but this is the one i like the most.
most of it because it's kinda like fei zhu liu.
i was planning to edit it,perhaps adding some words to it
but then i change my mind
this is a piece of other people artwork.
i don't want to ruin it.it's like kind of disrespectful
am not that kind of person =x
lately
we got a special book which is only for 6 of us
writing something we couldnt express in the book
it was fun xD
haha, gtg now
have to go c my G-Dragon

you're my heart-breaker
stay tuned

beware, humans

human
the selfish creatures
think only about himself or herself
care only about himself or herself

water pollution
air pollution
activities carried out by humans
were destroying the earth gradually
but yet
humans hasn't realized what they've done to our mother earth
beware,humans
you will regret someday
when the doomsday arrives
it's too late for your to beg for mercy
it's too late
though people said prevention is better than cure
but humans only do prevention after the things getting worst
steps must be taken to save earth
in 5 years
Malaysia will be lacked of Petroleum
in couple of years
if the temperature keep rising for 6 more degree Celsius
then
it's time to say bye bye to each other.
please
play your part in saving the earth
she belongs to us
and us
have the responsibility
to take a good care of her
There's no other good reason
it is because we are human

*end*
* don't just simply read this, take your action! PLS*
* thank you =) *




Thursday, April 15, 2010

LOL

i've just realized that i have to stay on for most of the school days.

monday- pbsm
tuesday- Est class
wednesday- chinese class
thursday- sivik + spbt
friday - free

see? my mom still urged me to study before the exam. and i said: i need time to take bath, eat, do homework and etc.i don't have much time to do study. and then she just walked away. LOL! today we had our civic class after the school. Learning civic is kinda fun because the teacher didn't asked us to read the text, instead of doing that, she discuss with us about the social problems that often happen in the community lately. then i asked : teacher, why are some of the girls and boys are gay and lesbian. i'm very curious of it . LOL. then the teacher explained to us. it was fun though. xD ok,the post end here. before that, i have never ever hate someone so badly. argh.whatever. when i look at you,the fire in my heart starts to burn.i don't know why,i just hate you. =.=

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

OUT OF BLUE

life is full of obstacles
some there are things that will happen within your expectation
can you imagine that you are diagnosed with disease
and you are told that you still have couple of months before you take the last breath
what will you do?
will you cry?
though things happen for a reason
but i couldn't find why He has to take away their life.
someone explain to me pls
i know being immortal is something ridiculous and nonsense
but
why He has to take them away
while they have some many things they need to do
dreams that will never be achieved
words that will never be told
and the smile that we will never forgot
this is really unpredictable and unacceptable
='(

someone pls lend me a shoulder to cry on ='(
the tears are coming out








i've asked someone about this question in the school today
she said she wasn't fear of death
but she feel a little bit sad
for unable to spend her time with her loves one.

='(

it's like someone slap you heavily on the face while you are dreaming something good.
what will i do if i am that person.
='(

Saturday, April 10, 2010

feelings

just got back from the stupid and lame annual meeting of PBSM. The meeting only last for 1 hour. If i knew it from the beginning,i shouldn't have wasted my precious time at there,listened to some crappy stuff, *oh! and it was hot inside there..=.= they should have sold all the fans there and install new air-cons there,like what kelly had told me..HAHA..

have you ever been such a dilemma condition? seeing others were putting efforts on what they done,is making me envy and admire.how could they do so well.how do they maintain their performance. what do i do? "argh,just go and eat dust, you sucker. i'm falling out, seriously. I need someone to push me from behind,someone who can truly 'activate' myself. argh,anyone please. Tell me what should i do.

I dont want to hurt you that way,sometime i couldn't control myself. I'm totally out of control,like a beast eh,LOL.
Don't know what to say here..Feelings,stand for what. Sometime,there are some feelings you couldn't express..you don't know what to do,nobody's willing to help you. They're just an outsider after all,you're the one who can truly understand yourself,you know what you want.

okay,i'm speechless now..dont know what to say anymore.i Hate this kind of feeling. already my wit's end.whatever. HELL.

Friday, April 9, 2010

experiences

arrgh,i skipped school today xD haha,actually it was because of the hockey competition which took place at KRP. we were on duty today,so we have to skipped all the lessons and bcum the 'temporarily doctor'.there's no much injuries happenED but it was kind of tiring.But today's better,at least we got home by 3.30pm.which was much more earlier than yesterday. But i was kind of over the fire right now. What made me mad is those stupid bastard who don't even know the rule! okay,the story begins with a girl who come xx school, she got injured,and i dont know how she was hurt. for ur information we were not allowed to go in the hockey field if no instruction from the judges were given..then the audience said: oii,PBSM what the heck ! what are you doing..etc etc and PBSM NO USE! excuse me,do not order me if you don't even know the rule,do you know how bad the consequence is if we just rushed in without obeying the instruction from the judges! and lastly we rushed in carry along the stretcher,and the girl said she was okay and she want to play until the end of the competition..AND NOW! WHAT FOR WE RUN TO HER LIKE AN INSANE AND CRAZY PEOPLE CARRY THE STRETCHER ALONG AND SHE REFUSED OUR HELP!!!!! sick sick sick sick sick sick sick! argghhh! even the stupid teacher also shouted us! gah! i swear i'll glare at her sharply every time i see her. you call urself as a teacher and you don't know the exact rule at all? get off! theN we were out of mood..but luckily there were few teachers who truly understand our condition and said that it wasn't our fault..! but however it was really good to see that our school team won! lol, the girls team get the second place and the boys team get the third place,i was much relief! though they didnt get champion,but they've done their best! LOL, there were a few boys who looks so handsome when they were in the field! OMG they were H.O.T! LOL, at the end of the competition our school team cheered for SM Sains,which is a little bit weird yet funny to me.haha,it's really nice to see people who come from different school cheered for each other.except that freaking stupid and weirdo school. they were all barbarians! i've just realized that the student from sm sains were soooooooooooooo POLITE! they didn't even shout like a monkey..instead of doing that,they just clapped their hands! unlike me..HAHA.. it was quite an experience to me after all ! one of the judges were so tall and hot haha,he's a SiKh and he know how to speak chinese! my god! at first i dont know he could speak Chinese so well..and when he passed by me,i said it in chinese: wow,he was handsome! he must've heard it! MY GOD ! >.<

LOL,okay..the post ends here..bubye xD

arghh! xD

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

i want sushi king's Ramen!!!

;(

Sunday, April 4, 2010

我想要...

我想要善待自己
善待别人

我想要好好读书
为自己的未来着想

我想要好好地爱自己
这样才会有资格爱别人

我想要珍惜跟她们在一起的时光
每天都开开心心的

我想要每天都开心
让我的开心感染身边的每一位

我想要好好的度过我的每一分每一秒
将来才不会有遗憾

加油吧 =)

Friday, April 2, 2010

知足

豪宅
名牌衣
名牌包包
名贵跑车
金钱
名利
能干的另一半
这些就是人们就算拼了自己的命都要追求的东西

我不知道我要的是什么
只是想要
简简单单
快快乐乐
地度过我的一生

我以前常常抱怨这个不好
那个不美
现在我也懒得理了
只要知道自己的眼睛还能够看看蓝蓝的天空
嘴巴还能够尝到好吃的食物
耳朵还能够聆听鸟儿吱吱叫的声音
鼻子还能够嗅到雨后森林的味道
我已经很满足了



自足吧
不要抱怨自己的生活有多辛苦


感恩

至少自己还没有沦落到要在街上乞讨
感恩
至少我们餐餐都温饱
感恩
至少自己有家人有朋友
感恩
至少我们四肢健全
感恩
我们能够来到这世上
感恩
能够和你认识
感恩
你成为我的家人
感恩
你成为我的朋友
感恩
你成为我生命中的一部分

人,还是要懂得自足,才会快乐

Thursday, April 1, 2010

明天放假~爽死~ 哈哈,最近很爱看小说,我也不知到为什么
每次看到男主角对女主角很专一的时候
我常常想现实生活真的有那么完美的人吗?
我也不知道
只知道很难找到这种人咯

时间过了
感情也会慢慢变淡
今天相爱的人
有可能会变成明天的陌生人

未来是个未知数
谁能保证
他/她能够永远待在身边?

谁能够保证
他/她能够永远对自己专一

人们常说相爱很难
但我总决觉得相爱容易 相处难

谁不希望自己以后能够嫁个好的男人?
谁不希望自己以后有个幸福美满的家庭?
谁不希望以后能够和自己相爱的人度过下半生
但是
有多少个能够实现?

“幸福没有那么容易,所以总是让人着迷”

这句话,我是真的很喜欢
因为越是不容易得到的东西
我们就越想得到
越不能跨越的界限
我们就越想去跨越
不是属于自己的东西
却老是强求
结果到最后
遍体鳞伤的人是自己
还要受别人的指指点点
这又是何苦呢?
学会放手吧
把手心中的石头
丢进大海里
然后重整心情
坚强地走下去
累了
再停下来
看看自己错过的风景
看看自己错过的人
然后再继续走下去
在这么多人当中
一定有一个人是属于你自己的那一个

加油






(p/s:这纯粹只是写写而已~)