-lazy pig- =)

hehe...today same again..just "trapped" inside the house and do nothing as usual..=)
hehe..my mom got go out today, but i decide to stay at home and do nothing, except for watching MYSTERIOUS INCREDIBLE TERMINATOR at youtube..hehe...OMG, the whole series is getting more excited and interest than i expected~ =p

then after that, i continue watching the Korean Drama that i had watched yesterday...XD...
still got 1 week to enjoy, then i have to study very hard..TTv..goodbye my precious holiday..
my uncle and my grandfather come to Miri yesterday..hehexx..
n my stupid sis get her phone..and this is just soooooooooo unfair and unacceptable~~
she get a phone and her phone is better than mine..TT..~
haiz.. nvm then, i'm very satisfied already..hehexx...

and i already finish reading the stupid BM novel...but still got some part im still very blur and not so remember about it...nvm then, as long as i already finish my "task"...
and still got 1 task haven't finish, my English holiday assignment~...
gosh, i just start to do it today..but will the teacher still remember that she had given us a holiday assignment before the holiday..you know..err..well, sometime the teacher is forgetful, so should i just leave it aside and continue enjoy my holiday before the holiday end?hmm, it's better i just finish it, this is for my own sake...==besides, if the teacher really forget about it, nevermine then, at least i can know a bit about what the story is actually about...haha..

gtg now~ bye~

-tired-

today..wake up quite early...TT
because Christmas and new year is just in the corner..
so i have to help my mom to clean the house..
being a free charge kakak for this whole day..lol..XD

it's so tired..but then we only spend 2 hours like that to clean the house..i'm sweating like i juz coming back from swimming..XD..
hooray, no need to wake up so early tomorrow..lol..
*sigh* i didn't even read the BM novel for this whole holidays..
dugong surely will scold me this time..
no idea..will read it later..but feel so lazy to do it..
i have no interest in the novel, but still have to read it..or else, i think i'm gonna fail in my exam...

yesterday kept telling ghost story during tuition class..
lol..trying to scared the small kid inside the classroom, but i'm afraid the principle will scold me, so i just kept quiet and doing my homework...and listened to the teacher's ghost story..got 1 story was really horrible, and it just happened to one of the student which was also the student of the tuition center, but he/she is in night class one...-.-

the story is like this, the student went to Tanjung Lubang (one of the Miri's beach)..and it was sunset at that time..then the student want to take the photo of the sunset before he/she went home..and then something horrible happened..!! ><'''the student used his/her handphone to take the photo, and the when the image come out, something that are not supposed to be in the picture come out..guess what??? inside the photo there was a head floating at there and the things seems like want to hug the student or whatever i don't know..my gosh..!!bloody hell..-.-'''..and then the student wanted to delete the photo but the she/he cant, she/he kept pressing the 'delete' button, but it didn't worked at all...almost one week like that he/she trying to delete the photo, but it just didn't worked..(bloody hell..)then the student just threw away the phone..*end of the story* well, for me this is just...u know, enough to make me cry 4 a whole day, no, three days i guess...this is just..you know..unbelievable...><

and after that...me and my primary friend Yuen Ting, keep talking about instrumental and music..this is the topic we can discuss for whole time during the tuition period..haha..XD..she said that she want to bring her keyboard to my house and learn together like that..haha..my pleasure..^^but don't know when will she come to my house...feeling very excited..hehe..because i never learn to play a piano or keyboard before..XD...hehezz...got to go now..and i smell some unpleasant smell..yuckxx.. ==''~bye~

X x Lovez, Qianz x X

untitled again..=)

a very nice day though i just staying at home for this whole day...^^
hmm...wake up at 8am like that..and then having laksa as my breakfast..yummy..=)
and then watched MYSTERIOUS INCREDIBLE TERMINATOR..hehe..MY GOD..Aaron is so hot~..=)..next episode is getting more excited..^^

and then..have a long chat with my childhood best friend..she want to cut her hair short..hehe..i bet it must be very nice..she is natural pretty 1..hehe...*sigh*the holidays almost end, still not enough eh..wish this holiday never end, then i no need to face with school, uncountable homework, teacher and that stupid principle..=='''

been worrying about my future a lot during this holidays..3 years later i'm gonna finish my secondary life and achieve my own dream..doubt that whether i can do it or not..u know, it seems like impossible..i don't have self confidence, this is why i don't like myself..hope myself can be more braver than i was..TTv..

Christmas is just in the corner..Merry X'mas to you all~all of my friends..have a nice and sweet Christmas with your dearest one and happy always~ *HAPPY GO LUCKY*
keep smiling and happy everyday then you will be more lucky..hehe...

X x Lovez, QianZ x X

my own world...

this is what i am talking about..this is my dream house, this is the place i like!! full of grasses, but i would like the house be more simple, a wooden house of course..^^well, I DO NOT OWN THIS PICTURE NOR THE HOUSE..and i like this picture so much..and this is my dream house..^^its like you can have a peace when you live here..haha..^^i juz love it..^^

Sashiburi desu~being a lazy pig just now..haha... hmm..nothing important happen currently...just feeling a bit out of mind... lol...yesterday learned Science chapter 4 about reproduction one.. lolx...want to laugh whenever i read this chapter but i don't dare...well, you know..its like don't respect our body..haha.. ^^v peace~ a bit tired now..just back from tuition and practice my violin skill just now...hehe.. now the thing i want to do the most is lie on the ground which is full of flower and grass and look at the sky...the fresh air approach my skin..looking at the bird flying freely..wow..it must be very nice...**i've been imagine i doing this a lot of time...**sigh, but there is no place like this in Miri..TT when i grow up..i want to live at the place which flowers are planted all around the house..^^ like the place where Bella live..haha..this is the life i want..no war and peace...but izzit impossible to find a place like this??i mean, now the world is no longer peaceful already...when we were enjoying our life, somewhere in this world, maybe something bad is happening...like people lost the people they love the most...or maybe war is happening somewhere around the world...our world can't be definitely peace..once we still desire for something, war will still happen.. hmm..thinking about which country or place i want to travel the most..haha..of course Japan is the 1st 1 in my heart..haha..then Scotland, England, Paris,Texas,Greece, Italy, Glasgow, Africa(well, i like here coz a lot of animal live at africa~yea~i want to see elephant..^^), Australia (Sydney), Korea, Taiwan..wow..a lot of place eh..lolx..not sure whether i have enough budget to travel to these place or not..lolx..gotta work hard eh..and find a nice occupation for myself..^^ ok..got to go now..bye~
Xx Lovez, QiAnZ..xX

what hurts the must~ **Cho Chang and Cedric Diggory**

hehezz..my favourite scene in harry potter and the goblet of the fire...cedric was having a dance with cho chang..^^.Hermione was dancing wif Viktor Krum at the back there..hehezz...

yes~a day passed again...~ ^^
today..my mom is going out to buy my sister's book ..i didn't went out~
guess why??hehe..coz wan read harry potter and the goblet of fire~ ^^
i skip reading prisoner of azkaban coz i oredy read it b4..n i feel very rush 2 read it..
but in this episode..my most favourite character- Cedric Diggory died~ TT
it was very sad~ eventhough he was just the minor character in this series..but i reli admire him very much..hehe...well one of the reason is he is so handsome..n im the big fans of cedric and cho chang~ ^^ they look so adorable together..sweet and cute..but unfortunately something happened in the end..sad...**tears**

i watched a lot of cho chang and cedric video in youtube..
im having my tears come out a lot of time whenever i watched the video..TT
this is really pity...TT

it must be REALLY SAD if someone u love was dead...separate with you...
TT..my heart is aching right now...TT...feel so sad now...

owh..it is so romantic..when cedric was having a dance with cho chang during the yule ball...
i hv the pic up there.....some scene i really like it...hehezz..i think when i watch haary potter and the goblet of fire..i think i will cry until my eyes turn red..like rabbit..i hate it..when the characters tat i like died in a movie..this is really painful eventot i wasnt happen in real life..but i juz hate it..i dun think any1 will like it..

what hurts the most by cascada (a really nice song..down there was part of the lyric i think is meaningful 2 me and 2 cedric and cho...TTv)

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

and having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....
(this sentence reli make me heart broken..oucch...my heart is aching..) TT

TT...tears is coming out now... TT

_the latest me_

well..found out myself is a bit different from b4..so..nothing 2 do...writing down a list about me..c how im different from b4..hehexx~..

** i like~ **
-laughing-
-smiles-
-family-
-friends-
-money^^ (well..i like moneys..^^hehezz..i admit..)-
-hot chocolate-
-double chocolate-
-chocolate with mint-
-my idols-
-all Harry Potter books-
-day dreaming a lots-
-laugh with no reason..maniac-
-gossip-
-spying ppl-
-hang out wif friends-
-lying on the bed n imagine something-
-lying on the bed and read books, play with my sutff-
-play violin (i enjoyed doing this a lot..whenever i feel angry..oni music can lower my bad temper) =p)
-play psp-
-play ps2-
-messaging-
-listening 2 radio / song-
-twilight=) -
-new moon-
-playing at beach and shout-
-sunset-
-sky-
-ocean-
-windy day / rainy day-
-love spring-
-love korean drama,hong kong drama, taiwanese drama, japanese drama-


** I hate~ **
-people ignore me-
-ppl don't reply my msg / call (eventot sumtime i do so..hehe..)-
-war-
-boredom-

** I cry~ **
-when the characters tat i like died in a movie-
-when sum1 i love is leaving-
-when i watch touching movie / reading touching story-
-imagine something sad-
- my mom scold me terribly-


tats the latest me..hehe..easygoing..easy get mad..easy went upset..XD no offense~

_boredom is killing me_

feeling a bit tired now~juz now helped my mom 2 do some house work~...
my bro keep on calling me 2 help her...shit..i was reading HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRET on tat time..until chapter sixteen i guess..coz forgot oredy..THE HEIR OF SLYTHERIN~^^hehezz..cant take my eye off harry potter XD...addicted~ wakakaka~..==..laugh like a maniac..lolx..

hmm...yi ying juz arrived at kuching yesterday around 7.12pm like tat..
hmm..i was on9 on tat time...n searching 4 some information about artist..hehezz...i search a lot about robert pattinson~..hehezz..he look more handsome in TWILIGHT~ XD...but no chance 2 watch it..pity me...

hmm...wonder wat r otherz doing right now?? watching tv? hang out wif frenz?? spying ppl?? (well..i enjoyed doing tiz...n i hvt do tiz 4 ages..hehezz)well...watever...realize tat i grow fat a lot during tiz holiday~...should exercise regularly..or else..haha..i guess u all noe wat i mean~.. =p
my leg grow twice amount than usual ppl hv~..my gosh...dun wan 2 become goyle in harry potter..TT

wonder will some1 was thinking about me during tiz time..haha...no offense...
thinking about sumthing tat never ever will bcum true..well..i like 2 imagine..same word..no offense...hmm..i bet it muz b veli bitter when u luv sum1 hu u shouldnt love...

well...i been through tiz b4..veli sour..bitter..but somehow got abit sweet~ ^^


hehezz...gtg now...^^

love,
_QiAnZ_

FREAK out of my life ~ u weirdo!!!

shit~things unlike i expected....u weirdo ..juz FREAK out of my life!!!
bet u never appear in my life...
so wat..primary 3 until primary six ...the things we been through this all...seems like doesnt important 2 u..so wat m i looking for...no reward back!!! worry 4 nothing!!! its not worth!!! for wat im doing tiz..!!! for nothing !!!

hate u forever...oh yeah..u got u own friends...so old friends doesn't important 2 u anymore..
HAHA..i reckon tat u never treat me as ur friends..u b*tch...
better dun c u...hate u...hope tat i never ever meet u..
friends u cant live without..?? theres nothing u can predict in future..well...things owez don go like the way we wish for...drop off the thing u dun wan...n den choose a new 1 again~ hate!!!...F*ck off...!!!! better dun appear in front of me...

someday ur friends will suffer like me... !!!
what on earth are u thinking of !!! a qian jin dao xiao jie hu dont even noe how 2 use bas...dun u feel ashamed for urself!!! weirdo~!!!

a NICE~ WONDERFUL day~

hehez..today go out wif my dar all them~ ^^
we din go watch movie~ coz fang wan work~lolx..Daphne~im soli about tiz.still tot mayb i can tell u abit bout the story~hehezz..nvrm..plan 2 buy the cd~XD...i met yuen ting at the ground floor..then we go 2 shop 2 c whether got things 2 buy or not..hehezz..
about 11pm like tat...cai en call me said her and fang arrive ler..hehexx..
den we go union bookshop meet wif them..hehezz...cai en ask me whether she can hug me or not..n den we hug each other..she hug me till veli tight..seems like she veli miss me..XD
n den we go xiao mu chuan there buy drinks n sit at there n GOSSIP..lolx...
most of our topic is about XX de ler..hahah~XD...try 2 guess if u can..XD..hehezz.n den i share my sad things wif themm..hehexx..n den they all misunderstood me..WAKAKA~~tiz is so funny..hehezz..they misunderstood tat i like a wrong guy~..hehezz...veli funny o...till the veli the end they all suddenly realize they misunderstood ler..XD...funny dao si...XD..wonderful day..
n den we go take da tou tie..but b4 tat we all go toilet 1st~n den take some pic inside the toilet~hehezz....i look super duper ugly in the pic~ TT
n den we go take da tou tie lor...after tat having lunch at the food court there...we meet hui ying~~miss her so much..she didnt change at all....she work at union shop there..hehezz...she ask us whether can go out on 1/1/09 or not..coz tat day she go back 2 bintulu ler..TT...she is soo hardworking...hehezz..^^
having a nice lunch at food court~cai en and fang eat fried noodle..n den me and yuen ting eat salad chicken rice~nice~im so full..hehezz...haiz..its pity sze wen come so late..su fang ady last night told her we oni go boulevard..but she go imperial mall..=='''about 2pm like tat she arrive lor..hehezz..then we go play game...hehezz...i like 2 play cooking master 2~..nice~..hehe..

about 3pm like tat i go home lor...n den me n yuen ting oso got buy some ji nian ping b4 back home..its a cute ring..we buy it at SINMA~hehezzz...quite she bu de.~~TT..hehezzz...today is the BEST day in my life~

**BEST FRIENDS FOREVER~**

frustrated~ TT

whooa... long time din update my blog lw..
currently feel very tired.. TT becoz of an unexplainable reason..
juz feel tired becoz of nothing..ceh..feel like im a weirdo.. TT..

yesterday sumthing change my life..hehexx..guess wat??
lolx..try 2 guess if u can...wakakaka~...din expect this thing will ever happen in my life...hehexx..
haiz...yesterday my mood got abit weird la..sumtime happy sumtime angry..dun noe oso..mayb i need 2 consult a doctor lw.. P/S: mental doctor..lolx..i guess i am having a severe mental problem..hehexx..mayb will go rambutan soon..XD

when i feel angry i will do sumthing tat are not supposed 2 be done..dun like 2 sms or toking on tat time..
juz wan 2 be alone myself..n ppl better dun disturb me..or else mayb i will do sumthing tat will eventually HURT u...
well cant helped oso..hu ask me hv tiz weird behaviour???but will change tiz attitude 1..
dun worry...

realize tat..sum1 hu u rely on so much..doesnt like wat u expect...wat i think b4 wasnt correct at all..n i will ask myself dun b so kepo..!!i think tat me in ur heart muz b veli important..but it juz wasnt like wat i think..hah...wat izzit call?? destiny?? fate??or traitor..
well..no need 2 explain so much...juz b myself..and no need 2 kepo so much...u've got sum1 much more important than me~


SIMPLE IS THE BEST ~ yeah..going out tiz friday wif shy hui~ su fang (my dear)~ cai en (my lover..lolx..quite rou ma hor..lolx..XD)..annie can go wor..miss her so much~ TT

hehexx..feel so excited now..tiz is wat BEST FRIENDS called~..yeah cheerss~

P/S: to daphne if u read my blog..yeah im going 2 watch TWILIGHT tiz friday..hehexx...im feeling so good now..feel pity 4 u~ dun b sad...if cannot watch we all go buy a twilight cd 4 u..hehexx...4 a christmas present 4 u??how do u think?? XD (but hv 2 c whether got sell the CD or not..^^)..lolx..i noe u're the biggest fans of edward n bella..wakaka~