[it's hard to deal with the loneliness in our heart]

now spending my time in front of the computer
recently got nothing to do at home
it's pretty bored
anyway, i found some interesting and nice korean drama
i guess it will be as famous as the korean B.O.F
trust me, it will!

hmm, i was arguing something with someone on facebook just now
i was kinda mad of him
==
but i don't care
this is me
i got my own rule
you got yours too
but it was out of my business
it's not something i can take control of ==

k, gtg now~ bb =p

[ i want to...]

suddenly i realized that life is so short
so
i want to declare something
before it is too late..
i mean, accident could be happened at anywhere, anytime and anyone could get involved in it

firstly there is something i want to tell u guys

i know that, i am:
-petty-
-narrow minded-
-never think twice before i spoke-
-rude-
-as cold as an ice-

so all i can say is "sorry"
sorry for all the mistakes that i've done
sorry for all the harsh words i've said
'sorry '

thats all =]
Christmas is around the corner
*anticipating* =]
haha

random post =x

today, i was wandering at home
nothing to do since shcool's life has ended for temporarily
so i decided to clean up and reorganizing my own stuff
and firstly, there's some pictures i want to share with u guys
it's been a long time i didn't upload pictures
so it takes me a while to upload those pic
hope u enjoy =))
well, these are my collection
some i bought it, some are my brother's collection and some are my uncle's
anyway, i love them, they are my life! i can't live without them for every second
my mom used to say that she wanted to throw away all these
i think i will cry to death if she really do so..
somehow i convince her not to do so
haha =))
enjoy these

pirates of the Caribbean ( iim loving it =o)

Blade (this is nice, once i watched it i get addicted, lolx)

Resident Evil (always my liking)

anime's soundtrack
left : jigoku shouju aka girl from hell
right: natsume yuujinchou

Eureka seven

jigoku shoujo & natsume yuujinchou

Pokemon~
(i love this since i know how to watch televisyen =)) lolx)
(though i am no longer a child but i still have to admit that i love pokemon, called me childish or whatever, i dun care =p)

there are still a lot but i was lazy to upload it
sorry, readers..thats all i can say
anyway i just finished watching twilight, i can't wait for New Moon =p
somehow i can't find the novel-new moon, seems like it has been out of stocks =x

gtg now, thats all for today
have a nice day

[yesterday]

i persuaded my mom to let me out successfully =)
i was thinking maybe i can be a good promoter next time LOL
but anyway it was a fun day
i played a prank on my friends
i lied to them that i won't be going anywhere that day, and they believed..yeah, i am a good liar indeed!
then, my mom went to yuen ting's house to fetch her
she was still that tall! so envy of her! >3< anyhow we talked a lot in the car..haha
then we reached at our destination around 10.00am like that..*not sure..
i gave my friends a big surprise, they thought that i won't be coming, LOL but everything was just acting oppose their expectation~
hmm, i took tons of picture, but then i was lazy to upload them, as i need to edit it first..i will upload it asap..
hmm, they bring their friend also, and again i met a new friend~ lala~
after finished the movie (damn the movie was full of a lot of action, i think i can watch it over and over again without getting bored^^) then, we went to Marrybrown to solve our lunch..
and before that ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 will out on the cinema soon!! OMG, can't wait to see my cute & adorable & sweet& chubby Theodore! haha, i am not going to miss it..and NEW MOON ~wait for me!
after solving our lunch, we went to Boulevard again, and too bad Mavis make her own mind to go back home~
so only 7 of us were going to boulevard..seriously and honestly, Boulevard has nothing to shop~ ** but i have to make myself go there as it is easier for my mom to pick me up..hmm
then i helped yuen ting to choose a birthday present for her sis..as her sis's bday is just around the corner..i heard from yuen ting that her sister will go to Kuching for a small operation..hopefully the operation can undergo smoothly, and i wish her get well soon ! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ ^^

erm, i guess there is nothing to share about already, and i am in urgent right now..gtg..bb!!

=((

here i am
the title is kinda rude
forgive miee =))
i found that everybody is talking the movie '2012'
and compliment abounds =)) good for this hehe
i want to watch this since last time i saw its advertisement board at cinema
and my friends is planning to watch this movie on the coming wednesday
guess what? too bad, i can't join them ='(
i'm persuading my mum to let me join them, somehow it doesn't work..arghh!!
but i don't even dare to imagine that i am going to die on 2012..i am too young to die..
i am not married yet, my dream is not achieved yet, and i hvt travel all over the world~
='(
just hope that all these are just rumors, but nowadays..trees are being cut down merely utilized for profits..animals lost their habitats..ecosystem is no longer balance.the environment is humiliated..=(( rubbish can be seen at anywhere..i can't imagine..someday when i woke up,i was greeted with this unpleasant scenes..dead bodies of humans and animals..oh no!!
if you considers urself as human, please don't do anything which is harmful to the environment..
saving the environment is our responsibility..being able to breath and live in this wonderful world is the best present we ever received! ='(

and this Saturday, we got lunch at Mega Hotel..which is organized by our school's koperasi..
guess what, that fcuking bitchy principle said that " no jeans " what the heck? whats wrong with jeans? do jeans offend u? what the fcuk~ then, i am now hesitating what should i wear on this coming saturday?? shit you !

gtg now, hope you guys enjoy this post =))

tagged~

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被你點到的人 你要去跟他說
●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...
●我寫完了●
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不能再点回点过你或被点过的人 哦...


我的大名: 韵倩
我的生日：14.03.94
誰傳給你的：采恩
近期開心的是: 放假咯~
生日想要得到什麼禮物：你的祝福~ =))哈哈
近期壓力大的是 : 考试成绩 & 减肥
未來想做什麼：地理学家/海洋生物学家/小儿科医生/护士 （好多好多..哈哈，太贪心了）

有沒有喜歡的人：没有
同學會要回去找老師嗎：不知道
跟誰出去最幸福：家人，朋友
跟情人出去最想去哪：海边/电影院
聖誕節要做啥：吃火鸡& 跟朋友交换礼物
最想跟誰過聖誕節：朋友
有幾個兄弟姐妹：四个 （包括自己）
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：叮当-我爱他
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：MBLAQ-oh Yeah
喜歡什麼顏色：天蓝
上廁所會不會先沖水：上好才冲水吧
最想大聲說什麼：你知道我很讨厌你吗？xD
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：敢
上廁所會不會脫褲褲：当然啦，白痴
谁很欠打：死肥猪校长
現在很迷麼：《下一站，幸福》*超好看！！
睡相很差：赞成 xD
現在的時間：04.16pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会

體重多少：跟你说了你会笑掉牙xD
今天天气：晴朗，没有太阳
你懷孕了嗎：没有==
你若中樂透最想做什么：买豪宅，然后再去旅行~
大學生一定要玩的活動：宴会吧~
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：黑
你相信爱情会永远吗 ：不
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：白色t-shirt （印有davy jones的图案，我最喜欢的t-shirt，哈哈)
放棄一個人會很難嗎：应该吧
最近在追看什么戏：下一站，幸福


【點名人物】

1.Chan su Feng

2.Yumiko

3.kelly

4.cai en

5.niem yee

6.carie xiao gui

7.daphne

8.mavis

9.suk hui

10jiao jia

④號認識⑥號嗎?不认识

⑩號是男還是女？女

①號有沒有兄弟姐妹?有~

⑦號姓氏? 没有姓氏

⑩號人緣好嗎?好

④號有人追嗎?有吧

⑥號喜歡的顏色是?不知道耶

③號和⑩號是朋友嗎?算是

⑧號的生日是?1月27 日

你怎麼認識⑩號的?同校的学姐

你跟①號的生日差幾個月?5个月

你喜歡①號聊天嗎?喜欢

你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎?没有

你喜歡和③號在一起嗎?喜欢

⑩号是什么星座阿?射手？不是很清楚耶~

现在①号在干吗？不知道哦

②号的性格？傻傻的

tagged!!!

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
（一成不变的老规矩=..="）


(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位朋友他被点到了。
(5)不可点那位点你的人。

(尽量点些有写Blog的人，他们才可回复。）

^..^" 被点到的：

01. niem yee

02. mavis

03. Daphne

04. Kelly

05. Nicholas Xiao Bai

06. Carie Xiao Gui

07. Su Fang

08. YuMiko Ling

09. And

10. Jiao Jia


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1. [05号的人脾气怎么样？]
怪咖一个，爱作弄人

02. [07号有男/女朋友吗？]
应该没有哦~不是很清楚诶..

3. [你对02号的第一印象是...]
心思细腻的女孩 =))
4.
4. [ 01号有交过几个男/女朋友 ？]
两个吧~不是很清楚哦~

5. [ 04号最怕什么东西? ]
昆虫！这个我很清楚..哈哈

6. [ 你对09号的第一印象是... ]
很冷静的人吧

7. [ 01号认识02号吗? ]
认识啊！还是好朋友叻

8. [ 那10号认识03号吗? ]
认识吧！

09. [ 06号相不相信这世界上有鬼? ]
应该，哈哈

10. [ 08号的星座是? ]
水瓶座~对吗？？

11. [ 你跟03号的关系如何？ ]
很麻吉，哈哈！每次讲来讲去！ 我很爱作弄他

12. [ 05号读哪呢? ]
Smk Pujut

13. [ 你跟07号和09号，哪个比较熟? ]
7号~！

14. [ 你对03号最深刻的印象是... ]
她特别的跳高方式，保证你看了是一路笑着回家~哈哈

15. [ 07号的兴趣是？ ]
跟朋友聊八卦？？哈哈，因为我也喜欢聊八卦

16. [ 你喜欢和02号聊天吗? ]
喜欢啊~

17. [ 06号喜欢的人姓什么？ ]
我不知道他姓什么耶..

18. [ 10号是个怎么样的人？ ]
很难猜得透的人，哈哈..

19-[ 08号对你而言是？ ]
不可失去的好朋友~^^

20-[ 04号有跟你吵过架吗？]
有啊，朋友嘛，难免有不爽对方的时候，但是最后还是和好如初啦~
=============================

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:
采恩~^^

2. 你们认识多久呢:
erm,从三年级开始认识，到现在应该是七年哦~=))

3. 有没有对他很想说的但是说不出口话？
erm,我们还是好朋友厚? xD

4. 她/他对你来说是...
好朋友~

5. 你觉得他/她的个性如何
开朗，开心果~

6. 请问他/她的电话号码最后四个字是？
4322 (我很记得~哈哈！）

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問 : 对你来说，刚刚被点到的人里哪个最重要？
答 : ==''很难选

問 : 对你来说，什么样的求婚方式最特别？
答 : 只要是真心的，都ok啊~erm,不过有惊喜是最好啦~

問 : 一天你要是死了，上帝让你带一样东西上天堂，你会带什么？
答 : erm,我跟朋友们之间的美好回忆..

問 : 吵架时最讨厌对方...
答 :明明是自己错却把错怪在别人的身上的那种人，一巴掌给你醒啊

問 : 如果你找到了阿拉丁神灯但只能许一个愿望，你会想要...
答 : 哈哈，希望我能够达到我自己的愿望..

問 : 你会选择爱你的人，还是你爱的人？
答 : 我爱的人吧，虽然被爱是幸福的，但是还是比较喜欢自己爱的人

問 : 每当窗外下雨时，你会想到...
答 : 世界各地的每一个地方是不是也在下雨？XD

問 : 你会提出什么样分手的理由？
答 : 我们是不可能..(不知道啦，随便乱掰的)

問 : 你想在什么年龄结婚？
答 : 适婚年龄 25-27这样吧，哈哈！

問 : 小时候印象最深刻的事是？
答 : 从楼梯滚下来..xD

問 : 你对爱和喜欢有什么不同的看法？
喜欢没有像爱那样伟大..应该吧~哈哈！

[....]

just here to inform all the readers that
i added another new song into my playlist
its another good song that i discovered from a Korean Singer Band - 8eight
the song is titled "goodbye my lover"(에이트-잘가요 내사랑)
the MV is really sad! strongly recommend to you guys, it is really a good song, you won't regret after u listen to it! =))

i am going to school tomorrow, for the stupid and no use rehearsal
and thanks to this stupid rehearsal, i have to cut off my nails!
bullshitz.. ==

k, i am busy with my own stuff right now, will update again tomorrow, perhaps..haha, see whether i have the time to do so !~
bye~

[updated]

here i am to inform all the readers that
i just added a new playlist
enjoy the songs~

1. three by Britney Spears
2. Toxic by Britney Spears
3. Circus by Britney Spears
4. Eh Eh I have nothing else to say by Lady Gaga
5. Ego by Beyonce
6.Ave Maria by Beyonce
7.Eat you up by BoA
8. She's like a Star by Taio Cruz
9.Love Game by Lady Gaga
10. Have you ever by Westlife (nice!!)

the first song is another good song from Britney, but the lyrics was kind of...erm, you will know if you go hear yourself~

[a memorable day with my precious friends]

*lolx, Daph as we promised, i uploaded the picture! ahakz!!

-you're captured on the screen-!! =))

so today i went out with my friends again
and now my purse is getting "slimmer" than before
guess that you all get it what i was trying to say right?
i spent a lot today, and everything was like out of my expectation
never thought that i would spent a lot today
still thought that i can save up some money so that maybe next time i won't have to beg money from my mom ='< hmm, first of all, we waited for somebody for so long, hehe, Daph, you owe us an apology~ lolx, you came so late.. since Daphne had her lunch (actually is breakfast) ady, so kelly and i decided to went to PP cafe to have our lunch.. the food was really appetizing and mouth watering,lolx =) if next time you guys were hesitating where to have your lunch, just go to PP cafe..the price was not so expensive like other restaurant do..=) and the food was okay we gossip about some people and some 0ldies haha! then we went back to Boulevard again..or else Mavis couldn't find us..after that i was very thirsty, That time Mavis already went back with her brother so it only left me, Daph, and kelly..we sit at xiao mu chuan~and again we gossip and spying again..this is what we like to do when we have nothing to do, haha, you can't take control of us, wakaka!currently listening to tank's song-ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi =)) erm, then i saw him~ haha!then we went upstairs and buy something lar..we asked Daph to put on some shirts and thanks god, the shirst really suited her! as she was the slimest among us, so thats why we asked her to put on those shirt, but unfortunalely,she didn't bring enough money, or else we will force her to buy away those shirt..from now on, i realize that, being slim is really good! so regret ='< but instead of regretting for everything i've done, doing something is better right? hmm~ then again we went to ice city again~milk ice was out of stock, so i just choose strawberry ice with coco flakes, it was delicious though~ hmm..=))

thats all for today~ bb =))

[it was very weird]

so hey,i came here again =) now chatting with cai ge..lolx, he would be my best buddy if he was born to be a girl ;p haha, forgive me cai ge, this is what i really want to say..LOL he asked me in msn to give him my blog's link,so i did give him. But before that, he called me big ma ma,then i was hesitating whether i want to give him the link or not..but afterall, i just give him.he read it and he said he like one of the post.lolx, i was like..erm, suprised?? i guess,this is the only word can describe how i feel so far..today something happen among us, somehow i still don't really know what's happening, but the atmosphere is really weird, i mean WEIRD! we don't talk with each other really much compare with before. did i just do something wrong, something that really annoyed you..？from the article that i previously posted, he felt that i was kind of being...being..being lonely..?hmm, maybe he was right..thought i was surrounded by friends who came from all walks of life, but somehow we are just friends...not a really close friends..so far, the one who i am waiting for had not appeared yet,the one who i can really share my secret with..it's not like i don't want to share my secret,my feeling, my thoughts with others, but i just don't feel safe if i do so..i think you all can understand this right? though i always put on a smile whenever i hang around with you guys, but inside me, it was just not as the same as the outside...this can really explain, behind the truth, there is still another truth.. hmm..honestly i really admire those who were born to have anything they want..their parents showered they children with their love and their care. but so far, i am satisfied with my current family condition..i am satisfied.i am wondering when should i ask yuen ting out for movie, perhaps next saturday？i promised her that i will choose one day and go out with her.it has been a long time since last time we met.i really MISS her, at least she still care for me! i was planning to give her a birthday present, but i haven't choose what i want to give.maybe something memorable ? lolx, just whatever, hopefully she will like it.as time goes by, people change.*sigh* wish i can go back to where i originally belonged to ...but i know it was impossible..lolx, wish doraemon will grant my wish..=))
erm, got to go now,my mom is calling me.will post another article asap.see ya, and thx for reading ,have a nice day.

[feeling bored..]

so i am here again
for nothing
its already november
and in another words
mean that Christmas is coming ~
lolx
lots of Christmas decoration can be seen in the supermarket
haha

it was a tired day
=((
though PMR is over, but somehow my own time is still being occupied by some activities
hope i can get rid of those stupid activities
but somehow i can't =((
addicted to some chinese songs hehe

i just have self-made sushi as my dinner
delicious
want to have some? pls call o1x-86x81xx
haha =))
sushi will be served within 30 minutes ,lolx
whatever =p
i am bored

im not going to school tml
rest for one day
haha
and one more thing
i look really fat from a far distance
especially my face
someone pls help me
how to get rid of those excessive fat in my body
but..hehe
i can't control my mouth
i just eat whatever i want =p
forgive me

okay, feel kinda sleepy now
im off to my bed =)) bye
stay tuned