attention,please.

i'll be away for few days, so probably i won't be able to update my blog.
sorry readers. ;D
haha, by the way, holidays has just started few days ago but for me,holidays start on today.
=(
and i don't get to enjoy chinese new year as tons of homework is given.
arghhh!

i'm sick of you

this is so unfair!
don't test my patience, my patience is the biggest weakness, because i can't really hold my temper when i'm angry.
yes, you may be right. but can't you choose not to talk like this?
like everybody offended you.
i had enough of this. ==
you know what, we can be a really good friend if you know how to socialize with people.
i don't know what causes you to be like this, but i really hate the way you talk to me, talk to my friends
it's really too over and you've crossed the line.
think before you talk, that's all i want to say. @.@

Don't laugh ;D

do you believe in karma? well, i believe. and here's the story. a boy,whose name i can't mention due to several reasons. he slipped and almost fell down in front of me. i laughed at him, because i couldn't help myself from doing so. and today, i almost fell down at the same spot. LOL. but luckily no one was paying attention and im glad that no one has seen me with the almost-fall-down pose. xD or maybe somebody saw it, it was me who didn't notice it. LOL hahaha, this is like the second time ady, lolx, maybe karma does exist. well,i believe in it. by the way, i work my ass off for the homework,and finally got the chance to take a break and online for a while. =D ok gtg now. by peeps.

frogs? No, thanks. =)

so erm, i went to school today.
i climbed the staircases and walked into the class as usual.
i put my bag down and found one of my friend was waving frantically at me,she smirked.
i could feel something's wrong in the class.
until she showed me the huge,wet,sticky, greenish thing inside a plastic aquarium.
"FROGS."
i almost scream at the top of my lungs , but i didn't do that.because everything was in control as long as the thing stayed inside the aquarium.
but i really hate it when the thing stared at me. i feel disgusted,and scared.
then somebody try to make fun of me with my frog-phobia.
ok, i admit i almost cried when she did that.i feel like i want to punch her right away.
you think it's funny?well, i'll tell you it's not funny at all. ==
but since you just came to our school,i'll forgive you despite what you've done to me. but no more next time.i said it, i meant it.
the frogs were brought by the students from next class.
coz they will perform a dissect to learn the respiratory system of the amphibians.
i wish i could dissect the frogs too, i mean i'm not afraid of it when it doesn't jump anymore, though i might get disgusted.
LOL.ok.the post will end here.BYE.off to do my addmaths. =))

Don't judge the book its cover.

people used to tell me,
"once failure, forever a failure."
is it true? nobody knows.
but now i know the answer.
seeing you, reminds me of the past.
but now, i'm proud that you're getting better.
in the past,i didn't get the chance to talk to you
and i didn't really know you very well.
you didn't leave a strong impressions in my head like the other boys did.
because that time,for me you're just a stranger who sat in the corner of the classroom, though we're in the same class and i thought that you're merely a lazy worm who always got scold by teacher. i never like you, even as a friend.
but time has proven that i'm so x 10000000000000 wrong.
i don't know whether you've changed or not, but i can feel that you're so much better than before. and now, for me you are so much better than the boys who used to be my classmates. At least, you still remember me as part of the class after so many years had gone by. i was so surprised by then. there's a huge "THANK YOU" i owe you. THANK YOU SO MUCH for remembering me as your friend.this post is dedicated for you. and SORRY for thinking you that way, i'm so immature that time,it makes my eyes teary after i think of something in the past.and now i've learned my lesson. DON'T EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER,YOU'LL REGRET FOR DOING SO SOMEDAY.

;)

oh gosh
i wish i could sleep longer.
but i can't, i just woke up on my own, around 6.30++ in the morning.
=((
finally the rain has stopped. Thank God.
it's kinda eerie though. @.@'''
tomorrow's a school day.
like my friend said: one week already feels like one month.
indeed.
though chinese new year is just around the corner, but i don't really have the mood to celebrate.
i don't know why, but i just felt this way.
but still, i'll try my best to get comfort with it.
oh yes, i just did a little research on the web and i found this beautiful picture.
well, maybe for you it just an ordinary picture, but for me i really like the wording, that was the reason why this picture caught my attention.and the first time i saw this picture, some indescribable feelings just run through my whole body. =)
by the way, i wanna thanks for those who always stand by my side when i need them the most. thank you so much for everything.

you might be my family,
you might be my friends,
you might be my enemy,
you might be my frenemy.
i don't care who you are,
thanks for lighting up my dull life. :)

A weary Day. and It's Raining

Saturday was supposed to be the most wonderful day in the world
but today sucks.
i don't know why, but everything bad happened to me.
and yet, i have to pretend that i'm okay.it's kinda tired for facing all these on my own. but probably i'll just ignored it.
So, today's a gloomy day, no sun, no heat. =) GREAT. =)
but i'm worried that there will be a horrendous flood at the shallow area. that will be a disaster. =(

so my friends and i went to Red Crescent HQ today.
i don't really feel like i want to talk about it. because erm, nothing's special. =(
somebody please get me out of this, it sucks. everything sucks.
my eyes are heavy. i wanna sleep
but there's tons of homework waiting for me.
so i can't sleep yet.
tomorrow start tuition.
3 hours of physics, oh great i'm gonna die.
so....
bye, peeps.
gonna help my mom do the chores.
bye-bye

p/s: butt out of our affair, there's no place for you anymore. =)

Sorry. Friend

"SORRY"

is a word i ought to say

especially to you.

sorry for hurting you

sorry for making fun of you

sorry for turning me head away like a coward

sorry for acting like a stranger in front of you,when you are suppose to do this to me

sorry for avoid looking at you

sorry for everything i've done you.

i ought to say sorry, i owe you an apology.

I'M SO SORRY. =(

too much to think

=(

i need to take a break

holla ;)

9th of January, which means HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERGIE!
hehe have a truly blessed birthday ;D all the best heheheeh!

last night

aloha, here i am! it's 8.13 in the morning!
it's early isn't it?
but my neighbour doesn't think the same way i do. =.=
she's screaming at the top of her lungs at her grandchild.
HELLO, CAN'T YOU SEE IT'S EARLY IN THE MORNING? DON'T MAKE SOUND POLLUTION PLEASE.
i wish i could tell her that right away, but what can i do? we are obligated to respect the elders, and plus i don't wanna make my mom in a awkward situation.
well i guess i'm just unlucky for having this unthoughtful neighbour.
last night, an ordinary night.
as usual, tons of homework are given. ESPECIALLY THE HISTORY.
but it did help me to memorize all the important fact and yeah for it =D
oh ya, i watched THE REAL HOUSEWIVES OF NEW JERSEY last night. and i was like on fire.
as usual, DANIELLE was a full-time attention seeker and plus an evil old witch.
she brought the ex cons along with the annoying kim g to a fund raising feast which was held at the brownstone. and these bastard were pissed when they found out there were no seats for them, though there was a guy accommodated them to their seats, but they were not satisfied as the seats were at the corner of the room or somewhere people wouldn't notice them.== i felt sorry for Caroline and Dina though, Brownstone were their family business and their husband work there.i saw the sneak peak for next episode, where Dina confronted Danielle and said she was sick of everything about her. during the confrontation, Dina ask Danielle to shut up by saying "SHHH..." and Danielle was pissed, and she said : NEXT TIME YOU SHHH ME, YOU EXPECT ME TO SPEAK LOUDER! lol,poor Danielle, nobody cares about you. =D

ok this will do for today, off the watch we got married.
p/s: was it me or what, i hate this feelings. maybe doing homework will got rid of this hateful things.

366th post. PROUD =D

so finally it's the weekend
i've been waiting this for so long.
and i'm proud to say that this was the 366th post, teehee =DD
if only i put this effort in academic, then my mom would probably cry.LOL
i don't know why, the air is chilling. somehow i like it.
hehehe
listening to 98 degree's i do cherish you.
it's kinda sarcastic though, i only knew this band by this year. i'm such an old-fashioned-freak.
LOL.
school is as fun as usual, and i'm happy to say that i'm not that anti-school anymore,at least for now. i can't guarantee that i won't feel the same way after this. LOL.
=))
and ermm. something really unexpected happened today.
LOL. and some of us were on hyper mode.
hahaha.
ok. my mom has been bugging me with the tuition thingy.
"do you think you'll need to tuition for additional math?"
"urmm.i'll think first."
"you should go to your teacher's house and fix your broken BM. you SUCK at BM though."
"mom,stop it. don't stuff all this things into my ears at once."
"what about physics?"
"MOM!"
"....."
FUNNY.== she has done this to me for many times already.
all i did is just ignored her.
but honestly, i'm kinda scare.
all of my friends, including the not-so-close friends already started their tuition plan.
i just don't know how to express this feelings, it's so conflicted.
it feels like you're falling behind,when everyone is paying effort to strike for the best.
if i decide to study on my own, the outcome might not be as good as when there's someone tutoring you.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
and plus i don't want to burden my mom with the tuition fees and transportation n bla bla bla.
my annoying little sis studies at private school so the fees are quite a burden plus my mom has to fetch her. so i wonder, is it a right time to tuition. there's some tuition centers nearby but i don't feel like going. urgh, i know what you going to say ----- lots of excuses. ==
we've been informed that we are going to sit for 3 exams throughout the year, which are TRIAL SPM 1, TRIAL SPM 2,TRIAL SPM 3 respectively. which was quite a good thing. but it would be better if there's no exams throughout the year. wakakakaka.
ok i think i'll have to work my ass off to guarantee that i'm safe. =((
ok gtg now..bye..
SAD !

lately

ok, though today is the third day of school.
but still i can't accept the fact that this year is our senior year!
omg,it's like everything is being fast forward.
don't you think it's too fast? and 5 years just passed like that?
oh God, you must be punishing me. i'm not ready for this yet, neither physically nor mentally.
but school time was fun !~ at least it's much more better than being a full time couch potato. speaking of which, my butt is getting bigger by each day. hahaha.
and we had our assembly today, but not a formal one, because the principle wasn't there at the assembly, and don't ask me why she wasn't there. coz I DON'T KNOW. =D
and urm, like always, we've been whispering through each others' ear during the assembly haha
and standing next to our class, was 4F and there's a new face in that class, the particular student happens to be a REALLY TALL GUY. taller than the rest of the guy in our school, even taller than our disciplinary teacher. LOL. i guess even the teacher have to look up at his face when they're talking to him, he's just too high. so i will never ever stood next to him, because that make me look completely like a dwarf.
haha, one thing best about school, is that we get to see friends ! and being able to see beside Corina and Christyan is the best thing ever. xD lol, dirty jokes for the whole school day is merely a piece of cake for us.HAHAHAHHA! we should call ourselves an expert of dirty jokes already. =DDDD and i taught Christyan a funny chinese word. and i think he's madly in love with this word, because every time i talk chinese with my friends, he keep saying those words, which made us burst into laughter. the teachers are still the same, except for moral and physics. by the way, who's going to teach us Chemistry, no teacher enter the class so far. though i hate it, but still i don't want our class fall behind in this subject just because no teacher enter our class.
tons of homework has been 'offered' by most of the teachers, their reasons are almost the same : spm year, you must have your resolve. ok, done. and we've spend our time talking about which college or university we want to enter, when there's no teacher in the class. it's fun though. i mean we don't have much time left anymore, all we can do is cherish the time we are given. even just for a single second. and speaking of which, i don't think i can carry the burden of hating you.i mean i'm a grown up, so i should be mentally mature.so i want to set myself free. i don't wanna lock myself in this small prison and bother me with this matter. but it's not like i forgive you, i just decided forget everything you have done to me, decided to ignore the scar you gave me. it's just like this. in fact, i don't think i can forgive you. so if i can't forgive you, i'll just forget you. that's it. =)
if you are expecting me to carry this burden for the rest of my life, urgh.i'll pass.
ok that's all. bye. have to finish my homework first. bye. stay tuned.

Happy New Year!

i know i'm late.
but still today it's the 1st day of 2011 =D hahaha
so i had fun with my friends last night, and everything would be perfect if YUKY YEE can go. things aren't perfect if one of us is missing. but glad that she had fun with her friends and family too =))
hahaha. speaking of which, never thought the dinner would be so expensive! luckily we brought extra money,or else we would end up by washing dishes there hahahaha
then we planned to go PARKSON to countdown, but parking lot was full dy. =.=
well, something we expect. hahaha.
so we went to Merdeka mall. but hell, i feel like i want to go out of that place. nothing fascinates, except the da qiang. LOL. then after went through lots of discussion, we decided to spend the last 1++ hours at the City Fan. hahaha..we discussed a lot of things with others, and we listened to the untold stories by others!~ LOL
and when 12.00am finally arrived, you could see the fireworks display =D great great great. hahhaa..and my hands were busy typing all those msg to my friends. and thanks for all the wishes. everything's splendid and fabulous.=D
by the way,HAPPY NEW YEAR! HEEHEE~