Tuesday, July 28, 2009

[the climb] by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,


There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.

Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.

Whoa, O Whoa.


**meaningful and nice to hear**
**strongly recommend to u**
=))

Saturday, July 25, 2009

[有时候..]

有时候
生气并不代表生气
生气也代表在意对方
如果不会生气
那么就代表根本不在意对方

我并没有要伤害你的意思
我只是想要你知道
我心里装的是什么
想的是什么
当然
我也想知道
你心里想的是什么
如果你选择
沉默
我也不会责怪你
但是
别忘了
你身边也有一个这样
关心
在意
你的人
也许
不是你心中
期望的那个
但是
心中给你的祝福
永远是不会变
有谁会希望身边的人
不快乐
看你跟他们闹到那么快乐
我心里难免会有一点的不快

嫉妒

气你
是因为自己不够好
不能成为你最好的听众

我只能说

对不起
如果我伤害了你
对不起
如果我害你的眼泪流下来
对不起
如果我让你委屈
对不起
如果我做的一切让你感到伤心

总之

对不起

Friday, July 24, 2009

[我给你的真心话]

这几天
真的很累
我的皮肤在太阳的‘关照’之下
变黑了
我想我可以去做黑人了啦
=((

这几天
我不懂我做错了什么
每次都是这样子
我已经尝试过
你还是用你那不屑的态度来对待我
跟你说话
爱理不理的
如果我是真的哪里有得罪你的话
你就说出来
不要用这种态度来对待我
这就是我给你的真心话
你跟别人就可以聊到很开心
那我算什么
需要我时 就来找我
不需要我时
就把我想垃圾般给扔了
你当我是什么?
手中的玩具吗??
有时候
我真的感觉我们根本就是不同世界的人
我时真的高攀不起你们
反正我就是那种一无是处的人
看你们聊到那么开心
我只能在心理羡慕你们
也许没有我的存在
你们会更开心
比现在还开心上一百倍

反正我有哪一次不是多出来的哪一个?
无论是什么我都是多出来的那一个
我劝我自己很多次
算了算了
但是我是真的不能够忍下去了
反正我在你们的心里面是什么地位都没有人
我什么也不是
如果我是真得那么讨厌
如果你是很喜欢把我当作出气筒
抱歉
你找错人了
我不是那个适合的人选


懂吗??

Monday, July 20, 2009

[两个人的故事]

那一年
男孩和女孩相遇
是缘分
把他们绑在一起
一起分享快乐
一起分享心事

[你开心, 我也开心]
那是男孩给女孩的承诺
[那我们都要天天开心好不好]
这是女孩给男孩的承诺

[一言为定!]
那一天再夕阳的见证下
他们所许下的约定

约定与诺言就像一朵花
就算花 种的再美
人们还是会摧残它

那一天他离开了她
就这样走了
一句话也没有说
什么也没有交代
就这样走了

[一切都是骗人的]
[一切就像是一场梦, 不可思议的梦]
[梦醒来了, 就得面对事实]
....
....
....

几年后他们又在当年约定的地方见面
男孩已经是个有家室的人了
而女孩却还是个正在寻找幸福的女孩

[好久不见]
[你变了很多]
[而你却一点也没变, 还是那么的直接]
[当年为什么你无声无色的离开了]
[....]
[有一件事情, 我想要问你好久了]
[什么事?]
[那年我们所许下的承诺,你还记得吗?]
[嗯..]
[那就好] [那...我走了..你的太太好像在找你了]
[再见...]
[再见..]

又一次, 在同样的地方, 一样的时间, 两个人竟然碰面了
可是, 这次, 却是在夕阳下..走上各自的道路

[那是谁?]
[她...曾经是我失去的翅膀...]
[你们认识吗?]
男孩只是对妻子微微笑..
并带着妻子离开了

也许
因为有缘没分
所以错过了彼此

也许是不够了解
所以才选择离开

也许是不明白幸福
所以选择痛苦

当年的美好回忆虽然已经不见了
但是, 所许下的承诺
依然是彼此心中所忘不了的幸福

[对你而言, 我是什么]
[erm,你就好像是我的翅膀..]
[为什么??]
[因为跟你在一起, 感觉自己好像有一对翅膀, 把我带到我想去的地方..一切好不实际的都变到好真实..你让我看见了梦乡与希望..]
女孩微微笑, 脸上露出了幸福的笑容..

就像那首歌
[说好的幸福呢]
‘有些爱只给到这 真的痛了’

也许他们只能到这里
然后对彼此说再见

但是其实男孩和女孩都还站在原地
寻找它们那时的幸福
只是..
痛苦的选择
使到他们都看不见彼此

“有时候幸福就在自己的面前, 只是我们都不知道, 因此错过了它..”


“我们, 就只能到这里了.. ”
女孩在自己的日记里, 写上了这一句话...便把日记本给关上了

"一切美好的, 不美好的就埋在自己心底的最深处
至少我曾经拥有过.."

“至少我曾经拥有过这一切 ...”

窗外下这蒙蒙细雨..
好像在为 女孩与男孩的故事感到伤心
而落下了那一滴一滴的细雨...

*end*

story by QiAnZ




Saturday, July 18, 2009

_do not forget that u were that one who forced me_

u stupid woman

i will hate u forever

i will take my revenge one day

dont forget that u were the one who forced me

i will definitely take my revenge

u better keep my word

stupid!!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

_over excited?? lolx _

now:
typing + wearing the earphone + eating clorets + Viewing Friendster+ viewing facebooks + listening to big bang's song =)) always my favourite =))
today as usual
i went upstairs to 4scA
to attend my Chinese class
well
here start an unusual scene for me
the teacher went in the class about 1.00pm ++ (well, around the time)
and then i could predict that a big disaster is going to happen
because the way teacher acted today was really really unusual
and then as i predicted, she did " bom" us ==
she was as angry as bull
she bom those who did not submit the homeworks
and luckily it wasn't me
should i felt happy then ?? lolx
i certainly will feel very ashamed if i was among of them
by anyway
i really hope that these student
would stop getting on teacher's nerves
her patience has limitation
as well as me =))
and i am going to take part in the geography essay writing competition by tomorrow
good luck for me =))
this Saturday need to go to school
attendance is compulsory for each of the students in the school
=(( my precious bed time
damn that stupid principle =((

and now listening to jesse mccartney's " just so you know"
currently addicted to this song, and "leaving on a jet plane" by chantal kraviasuk is sooo damn nice
well, kinda remind me of the previous year, the saddest moment i ever had

MY GOD~ HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE is available at the cinema right now
i am so eager to watch it
wait for me~ =))
my bro already watched it at KL this morning =) he said that it was nice..
lolx, he told me to read the books, as my bro has full collection of the series
but currently have no time to do so..=))
so buzy this few day
and i realized that Rupert Grint is much more handsome and cute than he was
lolx, so in love with him =))

gtg now, my mom is yelling now..
she is going to chop my head off if i still not in the bathroom XD
lolx
it's time to be a partime bathroom singer
wakaka~ =)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

_is time to say goodbye, nuts =))_

hello~~
i came here again =))
just want to eliminate someone out of my life =))
hey, you
i want to eliminate u from my life
forever and ever
nothing is gonna change my mind
u have ur own life i have my own life
there is a line between us
i will never step in your world
and vice versa =))
thats the rule
you are no longer parts of me
=))
so glad that i did it ~ =))

but anyway

thank you for giving me such a beautiful memories
thank you , i realized how crazy i am~ ==
thank you , i wasted my time ==
thank you, for driving me crazy ==
thank you for everything

and now~is time to say goodbye, nuts =))
BYE BYE =))
woo-hoo
being single is the best =))

Saturday, July 11, 2009

_the most tired day i ever had_

Even it was Saturday
but me as the student of the stupid smk pujut
had to wake up early
i have to sacrifice my bed time
what the heck
just because of the carnival science and mathematic
i went to school with kelly and daphne by the time 6.30
and we went to help the teachers and students
and you know what
that woman has no right to judge us
u just came to this school by last month (well, if i am not mistaken)
they way you talked to us really annoyed me
do you know how much i wish i could slap u
2 times in 1 second
as if we have to obey whatever u told us to do
what the heck..U HAVE NO RIGHT TO DO SO, get it?

and then when we sold out all the things and food, we cant even went back yet
because one meeting was going to held at canteen
and at that time, most of the students had went back
except for those couples who were still staying inside the school
and keep hugging with each other
**disgusted** could u pls find somewhere else to do these, just somewhere else far away from me okay? retarded ==

during the meeting was carry on, i feel so sleepy and all the words cannot get in my mind
well i guess this is the most tired day in my life
i never been so tired throughout my life..
just imagine that you were standing for almost 3 hours like that and u dont even have the time to sit down and take a break..== what the heck..
and that porku, she didnt even come and visit our stall
then why should we give the money 4 u, you didnt even shows your supports to us
we need prove okay? keep buying those food which contain high colestrol
== still not enough fat in ur body meh

==and then we all go back around 1.30pm..==
what a tired day i ever heard..=((

stop here~ bb

Thursday, July 9, 2009

_see this_


well, chatting with my bro right now
and he sent me this
an orchestra performance
performed by the students of Carine senior high school
my gosh
i hoped i would be there also
what a pity =((


_最近_

今天, 我们班的国文老师
跟我们说
pra prm 3的日期弄错了
真正的日期是八月多才考~
woohoo~
总算没有那么紧张啦~~
今天上了华语班
被老师数落, 因为写太多错字
paiseh啊, 老师~ 哈哈!
上好华语班的时候
已经是三点多了
那时候, 学校外面正刮大风
天空非常的阴暗
我很喜欢这种天气, 凉凉的
然后我跟思莹, 盈如,还有海豚
在学校外面发疯
因为外面难得刮大风啊
很久没有这样爽了
也很久没有跟朋友那么疯了

然后
有一个问题, 一直埋藏在我的心中很久了
一个人对一个人的爱
是真的能够到永久的吗??
我很混乱~

哎哟, 最近一直吃很多好的
长胖了许多
前天还跟我妈去百盛的secret recipe那里
吃蛋糕
那里的chocolate indulgence 超好吃的说~
有空大家可以去试试下
哈哈

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

_我很显_




最近真的是衰透了

本来是八月的考试竟然提前到七月多那样

我还只剩下两个星期的时间

你到底要我怎样?

还真的他*的

说要我们好好读书, 连书都不会教

你叫我们怎么去读?

学生不会读书, 你们是不是应该负责任?

每天就只会偷懒, 像个猪样, 猪都还比你们可爱

然后今天上课的时候, 听那个道德老师说

明年中四的科学和数学, 可能是采取国文教学

bullshit, 我们都习惯用英文了啦

还叫我们用国文, 考鸡蛋给你看啊

alang-alang的

然后最近家里鸡犬不宁

搞到我都很累

讲少一句不可以咩?会少一块肉啊??

我很讨厌这样的家庭, 每天吵来吵去的

你们有没有想过我的感受, 要多说一句又不是, 少说一句又不是

你们是不是要我死了才甘愿??

不要把我给逼疯了

别人的家庭永远是那么美好的, 为什么我的就不可以?

有时看见别人的家庭, 就觉得很想哭

人家说老天爷是公平的, 这是真的吗??

为什么世界上还有那么多 不幸的人?

为什么世界上还有人因为没有东西吃而烦恼,因为战争而哭?

我学会去珍惜, 可惜, 你们却不珍惜我

我学会不去计较, 可是你却老是跟我计较

我学会不要去理会了, 可是你一直给我压力

我尝试不去管了

可是这些烦恼还是在我的心中

挥之不去

你可以不要再给我压力吗??



Monday, July 6, 2009

_我累了_

最近

生活超级不协调

一下子忙这个, 一下子忙那个

有时候 连温习功课的时间也没有

我很讨厌这样的生活

难道我们就没有自己的自由吗?

给我们一大堆 我是没话说啦

可是, 时间大叔?你可不可以再 通融我一下

一天的时间可以不要那么快度过吗??

做事情拖泥带水是我最为所禁忌的事情, 因为我讨厌拖

功课堆积如山的感觉很不好受,说要我们努力温习功课

给一大堆功课我们又有什么时间做完呢??

好矛盾一下咯。。时间已经不多了, 我还只是呆在这边

不知道要往哪走。。

我只能说我很恨这一切, 如果能够让我选择

我真希望能够让自己活的快乐一些

不用顾忌或顾虑什么

人生。。还是过的平凡+快乐就好

Sunday, July 5, 2009

--i would like to say...--

today..my brother woke up earlier than i am..

and then after i woke up i straight away go to brush my teeth and then do my homework

luckily i already finish my most of my homework last night

and that causes me to go to bed at 11.00 pm..

o.0

haiz =((

panda eyes =((

and just now went out with my mum

i bought myself a cotton candy

hehe and i shared the cotton candy with my sis.. =)) ^^

somehow i found that i am very lazy after the holidays

hmm, someone please help me

how to get myself ready for the test

many activities are waiting for me to participate

i got no time to do my revision

i just want everything be perfect

=((

Saturday, July 4, 2009

_i went out today_

today was an unusual day for me
because i woke up by 6.42 am..
i usually don't woke up that early
maybe i was feeling excited for going out (maybe..==''')
and i reached kelly's house by 8.13 am, Mavis was there also...
and kelly's dad sent us to parkson..
b4 that we stayed at her home for almost 1 hour like that, hehe..
and then by the time we reached parkson, the shops there still havent open..
and we still waited for niem yee and kelvin..
after sometime, they arrived.. we walked around and then we went to the restaurent for some private business, hehe sorry cant tell you what is it about..and then we walked to imperial mall..
b*llshi*t, the sun today was hanging brightly on us, and i keep sweating..lol and luckily i did brought my pinky handkerchief =) hehe..
and after we reached at imperial mall, we directly went to the business office and asked the staff there about something..
luckily the staff was really kind hehe, after that..kelly said that she want to buy the antivirus's software, and we managed to find one, but it was cetak rompak one..so she decided not to buy it..it's better to buy the genuine one..
so again we walk to parkson again..and then suddenly niem yee said that kelvin wanted to treat us coffee bean, but at first, we thought she was just kidding but he already went into the coffee bean lw..and by the time, my legs were feeling pain, because of the stupid shoes..TT..pity my leg..
and i ordered a cup of iced tea, i want to pay it myself but Niem Yee said that kelvin will pay for me, but then i keep argue with her, and it's all settled, i will let him paid..=(( but somehow, i felt that i was a bit guilty for letting him treat me..=(( i shouldn't done this, i should paid it myself, because i am like the people who has a thicked face..don't know what called "ashamed", sorry kelvin~ for wasting ur money >.<''' and then kelly and mavis said that they dont want to drink that, because none of the drinks there were suit for their taste and moreover the price was really..."wow, impressive"that's all i could said about the price..hehe then they all go to buy coco berry and this time i treat niem yee..hehe i bought her a cup of double chocolate.. then we went to 925 to have our lunch..925 were crowded with people and then after we finished having our lunch we went to boulevard and buy something.. after that. we managed to go to ice city before we go home..











-ours-




-kelly the anti insects one-




-four of us-^^
-dont have enough time to edit-hehe >.<

thats all for today
bb n-n

Thursday, July 2, 2009

_i survive_ =))

so yea, i come again

and i have performed my best

and everything was going very well..=)

the evaluater was really gorgeous, and she looked like she was mix blood..

well, maybe she is =))

i am so nervous when she questioned me

"what would u like to do when you are older?"

"well, i wanted to become a doctor..and when i become a doctor i would like to fly to africa and help the helpless one.."

well, that's one of the question that she question me

i am so glad that i did it, at least my marks now is still valid =))

and this saturday i am going to hang out with my friend

but the purpose we hang out is not because we wanted to hang out

it's because we have something important to do

sigh, a big burden for us..=((

and now, i am getting sick..=((

pity me

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

_dead time_

tomorrow is my dead time

i am going to present my oral in front of the evaluater and 3 teachers

i am so deadly nervous

someone plz replace me okay

stressful =((

can someone lead me out of the darkness

i am waiting for u to arrive and save me

='(