_the movie that i always wanted to watch_

~mall cop~ (my favourite movies at all time =) )

Dance Flick (the funniest movie i ever seen *LOL*)

Camp Rock (cool~)

17 again (Zac Efron <33 )

-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince- ( i wont miss this!!)
(something unfortunate happen to dumbledore, the headmaster of Hogwarts

TT )

-Hannah Montana the Movie (Miley Cyrus <33) -

_get me out of this_

la la~ so do i come here~ =))
these few day only trapped at home and do nothing else beside >>
enjoyed drama
so bored at home~ what else can be done?
since my dad sent the car for annual service and re-spray the car~ @.@
somebody pls get me out of this~
T.T or else i am gonna die because of suffocation =((
hmm, there was a higher possibility that i won't be able to hang out with my friends this sunday~
what a pity~

tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow..
i am always alone at home?
i wonder why i always go alone..
on the long long road~


somebody pls get me out of this~!! =(((

_开心的一天_

今天
跟老朋友一起出巴刹~ 爽死我咯
哈哈，几开心下咯 因为我们很久没有在一起了
小学朋友里面， 就只有他们还会找我一起出 呵呵
首先 爸爸妈妈把我一个人丢在百盛~~ T.T
可怜的我
只好自己一个人在那边等
等啊等 等啊等
终于等到采恩 跟 素芳的到来~~
然后他们就去买kokoberry来喝咯
我买的时候很便宜以下哦~
可是芳跟恩买的时候是原价叻~~
都不知道为什么~~ hehe =='''
本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起来百盛的
哪里知道她说要去做头发的treatment所以只能到富丽华才跟我们会合~~ 扫兴~~ =((
后来肚子饿了， 就去merry brown吃东西 不错吃一下哦~~
然后我们就一边吃， 一边谈天~~ (^.^)谈到很多事情呢 呵呵
然后我们就到百盛里面走走， 顺便陪芳去买她跳舞的衣服~
说到跳舞，恩跟芳下个星期在indoor stadium 有跳舞的表演
很想去看， 可是不懂有没有人陪我去看 =)今年的应该会很好看吧~~
然后我们去popular 因为我要买卡片~ 可是看来看去， 没有一张顺眼的， 所以就走人咯~
过后我们就搭taxi 去富丽华了~~
去到富丽华~第一件事情就是去拍大头贴~~本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起拍的
可是她说她的hair treatment还没做好，真的是kek dao 没办法， 就我们三个一起拍咯~~
在那边磨蹭磨蹭时间~ 然后就到上面的food court坐坐， 顺便等shy hui 来
waseh, 人家变美了哦~ =) 头发还拉直了呢 呵呵
然后大家就一起吃一杯冰~~原来跟朋友一起吃冰 是这种感觉呢~~ ^^
然后shy hui说她要下去了， 恩就突发奇想说要跟踪她~~
天魔星---采恩
007----素芳
747----我

霹雳 MIT 出动~~！！
很可惜， 跟踪失败， 几厉害下咯 kek dao

哈哈， 不过最后还是遇见他~~

最后在小木船那边买了蛋糕吃 就去妈妈回家了~~
回家之前还去买了一个保健品给爸爸， 算是早来的父亲节礼物~~



就这样， 开心的一天就此结束~~

=）

^^---友谊万岁--- ^^

_teardrops on my guitar_

gorgeous ^^

teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

_那又怎样？？_

哈咯~
我有上来了~~
最近一直忙k偶像剧
结果没时间上来坐坐。。
哈哈， 如果给级任老师知道我假期里是那样的relax的活
那么我是真的不用指望可以活下去了
哈哈！！

今天的标题是 --- 那又怎样？？
想这个标题想到好久一下咯， 因为实在是想不到有什么更好的标题了
erm, 其实有一些事情在我的脑海里， 不管我怎么去思考都不会想得通 ==|||
所以， 就决定不管结果是怎样， 往简单的方面想就好， 不要想那么多

哎，这世界上人都会有讨厌的人，你讨厌我， 我讨厌你
你不爽我， 我不爽你
就这样不爽来不爽去， 讨厌来讨厌去， 这些 ‘恩怨’ 是不是要到我们死了， 才会化解？？
与其讨厌， 不如选择不管来得好， 就当自己比较不幸运会遇到这种人咯。。
当然该发泄的时候就发泄， 不要把自己的气憋着， 会很难受的， 说不定下一秒就进医院
哈哈！ （冷， 一点都不好笑）

当然， 你讨厌的人， 可能是在朋友之间所发生的
可是， 你在她/他的背后说她/他的坏话， 你感到很满足吗？？说不定自己的罪恶感还会增加哦
最算你再讨厌那个人，那又怎样？？ 那个人还是你的朋友
“因为一日为友，终生为友”
做得了朋友是一种缘分，也许你会不爽他/她，但是大家依然是朋友的事实， 依旧没有改变
谁叫大家都是朋友呢？？ =)
先了解彼此才来下定义， 不然可是会后悔一辈子

好了， 今天就到此为止吧~~要去温习功课了~对了听说朋友今天有跳舞表演， 加油加油


*p/s 觉得自己伤害了朋友的人， 赶快跟他们道歉+自己反省吧
（我也要反省一下, paiseh） (n.n)'''

仔细想想能有朋友这种感觉真的很不错

_原来_

原来
有些时候
事情会比我们想象的复杂

明明说不在意了
可是心里面却很在意

明明说不喜欢了
可是心里面还是很喜欢

明明说不管了
可是自己的心却在不停的挣扎

想骗自己说 一切都是假的
可是 事实就是事实 没得好辨了

有时候
幸福已经敲门了
可是我们却不知道
至到它走了
才会懂得什么叫后悔

有时候， 不要忽视身边的人， 也许他们的出现与存在对你来说是再也平凡不过的事情
但是， 也请你学会珍惜吧
适当的时候给予他们一句适当的问候， 也不错
因为他们心中想要的就是你的关心， 你的问候。。。

学会珍惜， 就会发现自己其实拥有不少珍贵的东西。。。

_wtf_

saturday~
normally. i wouldn't have to wake up so early..
but just because of the stupid sucking and no use test..i have to sacrifice my bed time and have to wake up so early..
the test is really sucks man..all so hard..sienz..
and guess what? that stupid fucking no use fat ass principle will call the parent of those who get C in each subject..
what the fuck la..who do you think you are??
i know i am rude..but you are the who turn me up like this..
i really can't control myself anymore..i try to convince myself that whatever you did..
is for my own good..
but i just can't do it..never expect it will be so hard for me to accept the way you are..
cause i hardly can see there is any benefits for us if you do like this!!
wtf...
just hope that i wasn't belong to here..shit!!

_my heart is gonna explodes_

test is coming soon..
and we have received a bad news..
totally a bad news for us..
for the chosen one..
we had no choice but become the chosen one..
we have lost our freedom..
why you want to tied us up??
we are just like the birds that lost their wings..
unable to fly and have no right to fly..
being control by the evil fat nanny.. v(=.=)v
this time..
if we could not "fly" successfully, the evil fat nanny is gonna shoot us using her gun T.T
pity us..
do you have the right to do so??
no..you have no right at all..
sigh, but what can i do?
the gun is in her hand..
she can do whatever she want...
shoot us..??maybe.. (lol)

anyway, gonna try hard for the coming test..
or else the evil fat nanny is really going to shoot me..lolx

_i see your true colours_

i wonder doesn't a friend..
is always the one who will support you...
the one who will always stay behind you and supporting you?
friends, is like a four leaves clover..
hard to find, and lucky to have..
some people say that, friends are the siblings that the god didn't give us..
well, somehow, i find this sentence is very meaningful and somehow it is a quite reasonable answer for me.. to answer the question : what does the term "friend" stand for..

if you are asking me this question, my answer would be like the one i have stated above...
but somehow, there is a few types of friends in my life, maybe it does appear in your life also..
well, depends on your luck..0.0

some friends are really a true friends, the one who will never abundant you no matter how bleak the situation are..

some friends are just like the people who are using the mask to talk with you..
who are using you as the tool to do something..
some might use u as the bridge to cross the river..some even like viruses, harmful and dangerous...

some are the people who would say something bad about you..like me..i have met so many people like this before..ignorance is the best way to avoid this kind of people..some people thought that as if they are the king/queen of the world..all must obey them??sorry la..i wouldnt do this for you, everything is worthless...don't think you have the right to do so..you faker and B*tch..just get off and go away from..

i will never lose something even you have gone or die~~

and finally i see your true colours..

i wouldnt mix up with you anymore...!!! b*tch

_faker_

ever since when...

the people around me turn out like a doll..

a doll that would never talk with me..

everything is like an illusion..

i choose to not believe anyone..

there is a huge wall between me and you all..

and wall that you could never break..

is there anyone that i could really believe??

everyone is using the mask and talk with me..

everything is just a lie..

the promises that we had made..is DEAD and Gone..

Gone away like the wind..

and i could see no more..

_gloomy_

if you are standing next to me right now..
you will definitely know that i am feeling blue and depressed..
the exam is coming soon..
i am not well prepared..
so what should i do??
and time is unwilling to wait for me..
a girl who just want everything in her life perfect..
=(
but due to many reasons...
life wasn't going the way i want...
but i know that life is like that...
what can i do??
wait at there and cry like a baby?? =='''
*sigh*
i dont know...
i am searching the clues which can make life much more easier..
but i knew that people would always said : smile make life easier..
really?? is it dependable??
there is a big question mark in my heart, a question that people will never know..
because i have treasured it in the deepest place in my heart..
no one is gonna find out, what am i curious of...
friendship?? exam?? life?? personal matter?? or love??
just guess yourself..
anyway, i will just enjoy the life i am having right now...
and i should complain no more about this..
let the life keep going on its own..
and life doesn't always work out the way u want..
it was just like a boat..
sometime you can travel all around the world without any problem...
but sometimes, there is an enormous storms or waves which will turn the boat over..
well, that's the way it is...

_if i am given a choice_

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i would become a bird..
flying in the sky..
worry about nothing..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i can travel all over the world..
and enjoy the happiness..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
my heart is gone missing..
so that i would love no one..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i never met you..
so that my heart wouldn't feel itchy like this..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i can have a special place in your heart..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that...
i can become the princess in your heart..
the most special one in your heart...

only that..
i don't have any choices..
but only stay calm at here..
and wait for you to seek for me..
now and forever...


written by _QiAnz_

_be appreciated_

today, i opened my mail box and checked whether my friends have send me something
or not..but then, i received a mail, a touching mail..

it is about people's attitude towards some issues..
well, let me tell you..
if you were complaining about you were unhappy about these and that,
why don't you think about other people??
do u think that you have any right to complained about this??
there were still many people who was more unlucky than you, but did you ever heard them to complain?? but instead they worked very hard in order to 'survive'..have you done this??
i guess no...but i know you are now non stop complained about it..

well, if you were complained about your parents were making you annoyed..
did you ever know that, some people in the corner of the world don't even have a chance to
speak with their parents or sibling?? why??if you asked me, my answer is
MAN-MADE DISASTER...

if you were still complained about this and that after you have read this article..
i think you are really cold blooded..don't ever think that you are the most unlucky people in the
world, they were still many people who faced the same problem with you..
if you have time to complain, why don't u use your brain to think a way to solve it??

=) PLEASE BE APPRECIATED

10-04-09 friday

the bookmark that i received =)

before going out lor =)

at da tou tie shop with yi ying

sorry, i know something has went wrong here..lol
actually this post was supposed to be down there, but i made it wrong already, anyway..
it' still the same thing isn't it?? =)

today went out with yi ying lor..we go watch cinema at parkson there =)
race to witch mountain..
a nice movie..=) and it was very touching when it goes to the end hehe almost cried out..
but i managed to hold my tears >< buy ="="''" hmm ="="'')">

Saturday 11-04-09

zi lian si =='''

at the airport toilet =x

today my big bro go to KL

a bit heavy hearted =(

no more laughter will be heard anymore when he went to KL

*sigh*

anyway, hope that he can finish his course successfully =)

jia you =)

my life is ruined ==

my life is totally ruined ==
ruined by homework, ruined by a lot of complained, my life sucks man ~ SUCKS~!!
i can tell you that, even in my dream, i will still dreaming that i am seating for PMR, pity me.,
very depressed.. ==
sigh, that stupid principle, still want to held a lot of seminal..
use your brain a bit okay, we can use the time to do our own revision, and not sitting in the music room and doing nothing..!! wth
i am totally speechless, my life is occupied by those no use thing..
everyday study study and study, but well, i have no argument with this since i like to study..
well what i don't like is wasting my time with those useless activities...
i hate it = =
and one thing i want to complain is my eye bag is getting bigger than before TT
wth..==

TT

_one-way flight_

hey, i come here again =)
this week was definitely is a tiresome week =( we have to study even for today =( that stupid principle, please used your brain a bit okay?? you are causing me going crazy!!!

okay, as you can see the title for today is one-way flight...well, it's not the flight i am talking about..
well, what i am talking about is love..
love is a one-way flight when you fall in love with someone you are not supposed to love..
love is a one-way flight when you love him/ her, he/she don't know about that..
love is just like one-way flight when you are broken hearted..

it was just like no matter how hard you try, no matter how big the crush is, there is no reward back at all, i mean NO REWARD BACK AT ALL..
especially, when you love him/ her, he/ she don't know about that, it was very painful and silly..but that's the way it is..=(

okay, that's all for today..erm, before i end this, don't forget to turn off the light today as well as the other electrical appliances..=) save the earth, for the sake of the earth and as well for the sake for your loves one =)

happy earth day..=)

_what's wrong with mie??_ =(

it's had been a long time didn't come here..
what can i do?? there's "thousand" of homework i have to finish..
sometime even have to burn the midnight oil =(
*sigh*..
luckily i have finished some of it..==v
found that i am a bit out of community..erm , i know my description is sucks, so please ignore it ==
get it what i said just now?? i said i am a bit out of community!!
sometime, somehow i feel that i want to be alone..i hate other people interrupt my world, i just want to be alone! but somehow the "taste" of being alone is not that bad =)

i love to do my homework alone, singing the song i like myself, hey don't think that i have mental problem ok?? i am NORMAL~~ don't ever misunderstand =)

each day passes in a blink of an eye =( PMR is coming soon..=( haiz

_first day after my birthday_

today, nothing special happened..
and then suddenly i felt like wanted to turn on the phone..
and then suddenly i received 7 messages..
haha..
the message was all about my birthday..
thx again to those who sent that..=)
Su fang, sharon, xiao bai, daphne and sze yin and still got two more i forgot le..==''' [thx =)]
hehe =) the happiest birthday ever..=)
yesterday Yuen Ting went to my house to return the disc that i have borrowed to her..
and she still remember my birthday, very unexpected lor..hehe =)
she gave me a small cake..nice ^^
thx ya Yuen Ting, best friends forever..=)

and today buzy doing my homework and projek..hehe..
and then 6pm like that, i went out of the house to have a day dreaming outside the house...><><'' very geli..hehe.. well, that's the activities for today..hehe.. _a nice and wonderful day_

_happy birthday to me_**thx friends, luv you all**

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~
hehez, i have grown one year older..^^ didn't receive any gift or present which is very expensive or made in any well-known brand, but instead i have received a lot of meaningful present and gift from my beloved friends, thanks friends, i really really appreciate it..i really do~^^


First, Corina, i want you to know that, thx friend..you were the first one who wished me happy birthday, you were the one who always said that:Qian, your birthday is just in the corner..and you were always the one who cheered me up whenever i feel sad, you were always the one who lead me to the light whenever i was trapped in the darkness, you were always the one who i would share my top secret with..thx, friend, you are my best best friends forever, since i was born, i really hope that there is a people who can understand me like you do, and you had fulfill what i wished for..=) thx..

second, to my beloved friends, kelly, Daphne, Mavis, Sze yin..=) thx for the lollipop, maybe for other people who don't know how to appreciate, it was just a small present and gift, but for me..i really like the lollipop, it was very meaningful to me...and i liked the flavor too,it tasted very sour and sweet..like our friendship..maybe sometime we quarrel,that's when it tasted sour, when we were happy, that's when is tasted sweet..i like the moment we share with each other, i like moment when we laugh together, when we study together, when we were gossiping together..and thanks for singing the birthday song outside the school, you guys really make my face blushed to red..hehe..=)friends, really love you...

at last, friends, i want to let you know that... friends, you are the apples of my eyes.. friends, you are the loving companions at all time.. friends, you are the people who always cheered me up.. friends, i want you to know that, when we graduate, i will remain fresh the memory we used to share with each other inside my heart, always and always..and there will always be some special places in my heart for you guys, for my beloved and trusted friends..=)
i won't forgot you guys..i will always remember you guys are the one who made my face blushed into red outside the school..although i didn't received many present like other people did..but one things for sure is, the gift and the wishes are surely the most meaningful things in my life..=)
although words cannot express what i feel now, but lastly, friends i would like to let you know that..
..THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS..