[change]

"don't be afraid to change.."
"you have to change.."
the phrases people use the most.
talking of 'change'. what's in your mind?
to be honest to tell, i hate to change. i'll be the original me as far as i could.
it might be good, or another way, bad. things didn't work out the way we want. like relationship, some relationship didn't work out. we cried, we grieved.nothing can be done to save this relationship.let it gone by, our lives must go on.

speaking of change...it reminds of some people i know..i used to think that, changing isn't a bad thing. but when you grown up, it brings effects, not only to that particular person, but also those around that person. some people change coz they want to accommodate and get adapted with the surroundings. sometimes, bleak conditions force people to change, albeit they don't willing to change.but they have to, in order to survive in this brutal world. things seemed easy, but actually don't. remember the time we used to talk jokes? gossiping, spying people, though it might be a small matter, but these are the things i remember till now. but now, taking a glance at you seems to be the hardest thing to do. =( i ain't trying to aggravate..but i feel like if i don't let this out, i'm going to die (not really),LOL.some of you might think this post is pointless. yep, it might be pointless, it is a crap, rubbish and whatever, i don't really care. i don't wanna disguise myself as a person you don't know. i wanna prove my personal existence in this world. i do exist in this world. i might be a tiny person, but at least i'm real.being able to live in this world is the most wonderful gift i ever had. all of us have tomorrow, and plus it will never be out of stock. as long as you have it, you'll have the chance to proof yourself. =D the post end here.bye..^^