[i am sick of everything]

i've decided already.
whatever happens around me.
i won't act like an old lady, try to look into the matter and solve it.
i don't want to torture myself like this.
at the end, i get nothing.
by the way.
i am not going to talk very much.
my words are offensive, ya know.
i'll just keep my mouth shut.
don't misunderstood.
the post is not against anyone.
am just angry with myself. what i've been through.nobody asks me about it.
it's fine anyway.since nobody wants to listen. i'm not going to talk with the wall, anyway.
if this is what you want for,i'll grant your wish, i wont talk anymore.
HELLL