worried.....

worried...
worried about everything...
my heart beat started to increase
every time i think of it
i convinced myself
not to get myself stuck in these
but i can't
i can't get rid of these
it occupied my mind, my breathe,my sight and everything
why does this always happened on me?
i am sick of these!

i have no one to share my feelings with
i am afraid..
i am afraid to bother everybody
i am afraid they will think i am such a nuisance
i am afraid they will think me as a big menace
i am afraid of everything
i consider everything,but it doesn't work at all.not at all
tensions,stresses and everything, i have to say that i really hate this.

if only i am given chance
i would choose to live as a bird, but not a human.

i am really tired.