"i cried, and no one knows about it.i just wan to keep it as a secret."

have you ever undergo something like this?
when you're really mad about something
but you just don't wanna show it..
afraid of hurting someone you really care.
well..
i've cried some many times, in which no one knows about it..
it really hurts so much..
but as each passes by..
you will start to forget about it..
as years gone by..
you will say: i feel so stupid for crying alone in the night.
it's right..
is there any need to make it so complicated?
you say it's for our sake.
but i don't really see it's good for us..
you said we don't understand you..but have you ever let us to know what's in your mind.
pls, we are not good at guessing about what you're thinking..
it's really tired.
i ever did this..i don't know why i did this. i just feel like i wan to catch everybody's attention. but it turned out to be soooo bad.
waiting there and praying for someone to go and comfort you is something useless,well for me it's useless..unless that particular person is sensitive enough to know what's going on you. but so far, i've never meet someone like this, except me..well, i have to say i am good at observing people.
but sometime, people just don't accept me to go inside their heart and see what's going on..so, i give up..instead of hurting myself like this,and act like a busy body whore, i just ignore what happens. so, don't blame anybody for not understanding you and sooo on. End.