heartache

Am experiencing serious heartache right now, and this happens when i'm so into a drama. TT 

old habit dies hard, this always happens to me whenever i finish a drama. TT

and the drama i finished today is Time Slip Dr. Jin, oh why oh why, i wonder why jaejoong end up dying, i mean at first i watch drama mostly because of Song Seung Hoon, and then i don't know why but suddenly i feel like i want to see jaejoong more than song seung hoon. Gosh, i guess jaejoong has that certain charisma, the kind of swirling force that make u irresistible and get suck in by that strong force. GGgrrrr, i was hoping he would at least married with the woman he loved, but in the end, he died for her. oh why oh why *grief* the screenwriter-shi why you no pity him??? i have a serious heartache now. or maybe i will just imagine that he lead a happy life with young-rae in my own dream world, that will be great. ggrrrr.. and the next thing i hope is that JYJ gets to appear on variety show again, due the lawsuits against their former ageicy, they had a hard time appearing on the television (dramas are excepted of course), as SM entertainment is one of the most influential star agency in the entertainment industry in Korea, which means the broadcast station has to listen to SM if they want their programme to launch smoothly, well you know, people say there are certain things money can't buy you, but i'm sure fame is not  in the list. and now u get what i mean. ._.

and i wonder why the hell the music player won't work after sometimes, well that sucks a lot. GGGrrrr.

The day the exams ended.

so there you go, fly up and high and soar in the sky---- exams are over!!（should have posted this few days ago, but got no inspiration to write until today, ooopsss. sorryyyy)

after a month of continuous struggling, finally, I SURVIVED. 

so let's skip the exams part, cause there's nothing to talk about, except the fact that the questions are super duper hard, and  there'll be no doubt that i'll fail my papers, which means i have to retake the paper in next year, and that means i have to pay for the bloody RM50 for each paper i choose to retake.done. nothing to grumble, it's my fault for study at the eleventh hour, so IT'S MY FAULT. gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

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So ignore the exams, what had been done is being done, and there's no such things like :" oh how i wish i have a time machine to go back to the past and ask the old me to study harder. but it would be awesome if i do have one in the reality. ;D so erm, i'm was squeezing my brain really hard to think about how should i spent my holidays. but before i could come up with anything beneficial, i've just finished some of the movies that i've longed for. teehee

1.Men in Black III

2. Hunger Games

3. Bait

4. The Amazing Spider Man (Andrew Garfield!!!!! xDDD)

5. The Avengers

6. Beastly

7. Drive angry

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and here's my want-to-watch movie list. teehee!!

1. In time

2. The werewolf boy (korean movie)

3. Cabin in the wood. ( blood and violence)

4. final destination 5

5.silent hill revelation

6. salmon fishing in the yemen

7.contagious

8. mission impossible - ghost protocol

9. battleship

and there's a lot in my mind right now, get so high in the sky whenever i talk about movies, movies are greattttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Laugh out Loud. teeheee

barely survived.

I thought i am never going to survive this disaster, but i guess i did somehow. Exams are over, and which was a big relief to me. Was thinking would i end up standing in the crowd during the form 6 assembly, hmm, i guess there's a big possibility that i'm going to be standing. School days are tiring pretty boring, in which i was pretty fed up with routine, it's all about homework, revision, rushing assignments to meet the deadline, that's all. But enough with the grumbling, this is the path i've chosen, and no other is going to take the responsibilities but me, and i will walk on the  bumpy road even if it means i have to go on barefooted.

there's one more subject to go in this coming Saturday, hope i can strive for the best.

sometimes i wonder, if the everything in this world is about equivalence, then why can't we get the things we want even if sometimes we work harder than others, while others can get whatever they want with an ease. I'm not trying to complain, but sometimes i just couldn't help but wonder. Guess the law of equivalence doesn't work well in this world. So, hypothesis not accepted. LMAO, sorry readers, been really into my revision lately.

I thought i couldn't live without facebook, but then i did survived after i deactivated it for few weeks. LOL, but the habits of surfing facebook everyday does gets better after i deactivated it, well at least i'm not that addicted anymore. So, cheers for that.

untitled

hi peeps, long time no see. It's almost a month since my last update. sorry for the waiting though, been busy with the school stuffs, assignments and everything, which almost driving me nuts. @@ though i hate to admit that i'm fed up with the almost-the-same routine everyday, and speaking of which i am really running short of time, and i know i shouldn't be here, but i feel like if i don't let everything out here, i'm gonna die of suffocation.

Stressed can be desserts if you know how to spell it backwards. Awesomely said. But stress is such a nuisance, especially for someone like me who doesn't know how to handle stress. hmm, perhaps writing what i feel in this little, personal and not so private space of mine will be a good way to distress myself. sometimes i just wish i could be as versatile as possible, then every problem or obstacles will be nothing but a dirt to me.LOL, but being versatile can be really tiresome though. So, at the end of the day, i end up being old me, a girl who laugh like maniac at nonsense things, a girl who cry when she lost something precious to her, and a girl who smile when there's someone out there appreciate every little thing about me. ;)

It's been 2 months since the lost of my beloved Grandpa, tears still roll down the cheek whenever i think of him. Yesterday i came across an old video recorded 2 years ago during his birthday, Life is just so unexpected. You'll never know what's going to happen next, and you'll never know a decision of yours is going to turn your life upside down in which your life is going to change,eternally. I once expect that people will stay by my side, like forever, but then when i think of it, it was just so silly, i was really naive to think that way, to think that a relationship will last forever, that things will turn out right if i work hard on it. But when i was the one who only put effort, times and patient into what i believe in, it's never going to work when  others don't seem to care at all. Holding on is never going to be the best solution as you are the only one who get wounds and bruises all over the body. It might seem hard to let go, but i believe as time flies, you will eventually accept the facts. People come, people go, people change, people die. So it's time to let go now. and get a fresh start.

So, i think i better stop here. imma continue my revision. Study can be such a  pain in the ass. ;'(

holidays.

hi peeps, it's been a long time since my last update, probably like a week ?? or more than that.haha. time flies, and the one week holidays almost come to an end already, which is totally  a sad case. I wish i could be more efficient on my time management, but still, i ended up being the old me, which means, i suck at time management. Stupid. now i just feel like want to grab something and throw it against the wall, something fragile i guess, i really need to distress myself. i'm fed up with my life, though i always ask myself to look at the bright side, but easy said than done, sometime i wish i am a time traveler, whenever i feel like going back to the old days, i could just go without any hesitation. i used to say that my high school life is a mess, now whenever i think of it, it was the best part of my life, though it was a little boring at the beginning, enormous storms in the middle, but still it end up with blessings and laughter. By comparing with what i went through now, i wish i could go back to the life i once had. I used to complaint at my former school, like how bad the school was, how strict the rules could be, and the school policies, how stupid i was. now i wish i could go back to my former school and be there like, forever? growing up is part of our lives, but still i couldn't embrace this fact, i hated growing up.i hated  facing things i don't like in my life. i want to be a kid, forever. i wish there's something called forever-holidays-days in my life. argh, 2 more days before Monday come, someone or anyone please, freeze the time. i don't wanna go back to school.

绿茶

曾几何时，我很抗拒绿茶的味道。

尤其是市场卖的那种一包包的绿茶，我更是无法接受。

为什么？

没有为什么，就是不喜欢。

如果硬要掰个原因，那可能是因为我不喜欢它的味道吧。

感觉上是在喝肥皂水，就是对那个味道很抗拒。

就这样从小到大，我是个‘不喝绿茶主义者’。

直到去年，我对绿茶彻底改观。

还记得那时候跟好友去电影院，站在卖零食的柜台面前，正想着买什么饮品。

眼睛正忙着扫描呢，雪柜里有柳橙汁、可乐、100号......而绿茶就在那么不起眼的角落。

来电影院之前就已经跟朋友们享用了午餐，

吃什么倒是不记得了，大概是很油腻的东西吧。

所以到了电影院，总觉得口干干。

而我也不知道为什么，就买了一瓶绿茶。因为当下，能解渴又不甜的就只有绿茶。

电影播映当中，喝了一口绿茶。

我发誓，那是我第一次觉得市场上的绿茶是那么的好喝。

淡淡的、香香的，喝了又想再喝一口。

电影放映完了，而我买的那一冠绿茶也早就给我喝完了。

就这样，我彻底的爱上绿茶。

这世界上没有绝对的事情。

原来不喜欢的东西，并不代表你会讨厌一辈子。

原来喜欢的东西，也会有厌倦的时候。

叶会枯、花会谢、月有阴晴圆缺，即便是万物之灵也一样。

坏的人，也不见得坏。

好的人，也并不见得真的心肠好。

有些东西，或有些人，你看不见它、他的好，

但是一旦你接触过后，原来你一直想要寻找的就是这种感觉。

也许，你现在缺的就就是鼓起勇气踏出你的第一步。

而你，也永远不知道也许这第一步会让你对某些人、事、物彻底改观。

就像我，爱上绿茶一样。

Olympic Fever !

四年一度的奥林匹克运动会终于开幕了！

虽然没有七早八早爬起来看开幕典礼，但是至少我有看到传递圣火的那一幕啦～

能够见证这么有意义的一刻也不枉我活了18年。

想起四年前的北京奥林匹克，一切历历在目，感觉上是昨天的事情一样。

但是，时间告诉我说那已经是四年前的事了。

那时候的我还说：下一次的奥运会是我18岁的时候，哈哈，pmr都还没有过就想这么远的事情。

四年了，已经整整四年了啊！

时间啊，你可以走得再快一点，一天24小时简直不够用。唉！

今天没心情啃书，一不做二不休，干脆不读了 ;D 

做人爽快些，今天玩够了，明天再来读书。

‘所谓的成熟，就是以前得不到的东西，变得不想要了。’

几个月前在面书看到这句话，之后它就像强力胶一样粘在我脑中。

以前总会跟父母讨这个讨那个的， 但是现在反而明白做父母的辛苦，做孩子的就试看站在父母的立场想吧！不要老是在抱怨些鸡毛蒜皮的事情了，要知道你在别人眼中已经是很幸福的了。

所以，要少抱怨，多感恩！生命总会有低潮的，但是一个人不会永远处于低潮的状态。

累了，就歇会儿。

生气了，就发个脾气，不要瞥着。

看不过眼，那就眼不见为净吧。

闷了，就出去逛逛，呼吸新鲜空气。

人生总会有不如意的事情，学会看开点吧！

一直执着也不会带来什么好结果。

注定是你的就是你的，不是你的就算你拼了你的命还是一样，不是你的。

这不是向命运低头而是学会用另一个角度去看待事情。

就好像别人常说自己多向往天空，希望自己可以有双翅膀去触摸那蓝天白云。

但科技再怎样发达都好，也不可能出现像鸟人这种东西吧？

蓝天虽好，但是遥不可及；我宁愿躺在这矿阔的草原，感受着那泥土所带来的温暖。至少这感觉是真实的。

得不到，不代表你失败，试下往别的地方看，也许你会发现，这世界还有别的东西值得你去欣赏、值得你去珍惜。

得不到的，往往是最好的？也不一定，人们总是对自己得不到的东西有着太多美丽、不切实际的遐想，久而久之把它/他/她的缺点一概无视。

其实，生命无常，与其花时间去得到一些不切实际的东西，倒不如，就珍惜你已经拥有的。=)

于是乎，天气终于不再那么闷热了，好希望今晚来个倾盆大雨，让我睡个好觉。明天醒来了，依旧是美好一天的开始。加油！

我要快乐

今天难得忙里偷闲 跟赖子、怡铮、盈如一起去逛马来斋戒月市集

那个人潮还真的不是开玩笑的多

差点就变成人肉夹心饼了，哈哈

在这个人来人往的市集中，我看见了形形色色的人

有带着小孩的夫妻、有恩爱的情侣、有感情很好的朋友、也有独自一个人逛夜市的单身男女。

很喜欢观察这些人，喜欢猜想他们来自怎样的家庭，然后再想想以后自己会变成个怎样的人。

毕竟未来是个未知数，以后会发生什么事不是我说了算。

但，如果我能够选择，我希望我是个快乐的人。

并不是说我现在不快了，只是现在我发现自己总会想得很多。

总会想这想那，我觉得，这样的人生很不快乐。

明天永远是个变数，也许明天是世界末日，也许明天有外星人侵占地球，又或许明天我会因为一场意外而命丧黄泉。明日不知明日事嘛。

所以，如果明天真的那么不幸是世界末日的话，

我想我会很后悔。我不想至到生命最后的一刻都在担心那些鸡毛蒜皮的事情。

至少，我要我的人生是充满欢乐的笑声，

这，就是我憧憬的人生。

但，憧憬跟现实始终有个距离。而憧憬往往是离现实最远的。

现在的我，并不快乐。

我的生活就是不是读书就是功课，而我唯一感到开心的时候就是在班上跟他们车大炮的时候。

唯有那个时候，我才能把一切烦恼抛到九霄云外。

告诉自己要快乐，但就是快乐不起来。

什么时候我会介意那么多啦？

所以，如果上天你听得见我这个像灰尘般那么渺小的人的心声的话，

那么我希望我以后是个快乐的人。

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                                                                  又被爱伤了一遍 
                                                                  无所谓当作成长 
                                                                  刚刚走开的人 
                                                                  烟还点着味道却淡了 
                                                                  我并不是天生爱寂寞 
                                                                 却比任何人都多 
                                                                 就算把世界给我 
                                                                 我还是一无所有 
                                                                 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 
                                                                 有些人不抱了才温暖 
                                                                 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 
                                                                 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 
                                                                 心不是热的全都是假的 
                                                                 只有眼泪是真的 
                                                                 把从前想了一遍 
                                                                 谢谢了伤我的人 
                                                                 想做乐观的人 
                                                                 每种雨声听了都不冷 
                                                                 我并不是天生爱寂寞 
                                                                 却比任何人都多 
                                                                 就算把世界给我 
                                                                 我还是一无所有 
                                                                 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 
                                                                 有些人不抱了才温暖 
                                                                 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 
                                                                 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 
                                                                 心不是热的全都是假的 
                                                                 我的决定是对的 

disappointed

想你了

时间匆匆，已经一个星期了

虽然已经有心理准备

但是您不在了，

心中的世界仿佛失去了一大块土地。

说不出的失落感，

找谁来诉说？

我只能强颜欢笑，骗自己说：“我很好。”

说好不哭的，

但是眼泪还是不听话的掉下来了。

拼了命把眼泪擦干，但还是掩饰不了那泪痕。

伤心，

因为你已经不再了。

再也看不到那等待我们回家的老人家

再也看不到常坐在门前那瘦弱的背影

再也看不到了......

对不起，因为我到最后对您说的那句话还是：阿公，我要回美里了噢。

而你也只是握着我的手对我微笑点头

而我听说，那天你哭了。='(

其实我还有好多话想对您说，但是我不知该怎么说。

脑海里总涌现那些年的回忆......

请原谅我的不孝，

在这里我想对您说 ：阿公，、您放心走吧。能够做您的孙子是我这辈子最幸福的事。感谢您出现在我的生命里，让我的生命有了那么多的色彩。如果还有下辈子，那么我希望我还能够做为您的孙子来到这个世界上。

那，我们下辈子再见。约好了噢=')

Uncertainty

Hi readers, so here i am again. i'm trying hard not to neglect my blog, as it's a platform to distress myself. Tomorrow's a schooling day, hectic, stressful and exhausted. TT. 4 days of bio is really distracting, sigh. nothing much i can do about it, i've chosen the path and i'm going to be responsible for that. But there are times i'm just so lost, i'm really uncertain about the direction i'm heading to. Did i make a right choice??? i'm so lost about my future. People say adult carried a heavy load on their shoulders, but sadly, teenagers nowadays are just the same as the adult. rushing to meet deadlines every day, stack of papers need to be read and do, and all sorts of assignment need to be handed in time, and most importantly, they worried about their futures all the time. this kind of feeling is like floating in the middle of the pacific ocean, and you just don't know where the tides or waves are going to bring you. if you're lucky, you'll wash up on the shore of an unknown island. You explore the island, and be the owner of the little place. but if you're unlucky, you'll just end up in the nowhere of the pacific ocean, floating and wandering for the rest of your life. This kind of uncertainty is like a pain in the neck. GGGRRRR, guess it's part of our lives which we cannot avoid. Hmmm.....argh, i'm so helpless.

once in a blue moon

Hi readers! it's good to be here again, it's been a long time since my last update. Sorry, i have a rather packed schedule. The baby in the picture is very cute, don't you think so?? feel like want to kiss her right away. LOL, or is she a he? nahhh, never mind about that.LOL.

So today's a schooling day, our school had organized a Jogathon, in which the students in the school need to join this activity, no excuses, unless you have a very severe illness. LOL. erm, compare to the last jogathon we had before mid-term school break, this one was a short one. LOL, haha, though the route is short, somehow it's a total disaster for me. it's easy to be me, just eat whatever you want and don't exercise.haha. easy right.

ok will stop writing now. this is what happen when i have nothing to write. GGGGGGGRRRRR

T.G.I.F

  My lips curled without me realizing it, and when the bell rang, i quickly packed my bag and get in line, IT'S TIME TO GO HOME. most importantly, it'S FRIDAY!

  So i've been here for almost 2 weeks already, and which was quite a surprise to me. LOL, at first i had a hard time adapting myself with the surrounding and the academic staffs here, but now i am slowly adapting myself to it, which is a good thing to say right.haha.

  and i'm still working hard on making friends, cause i'm usually not the first to open my mouth and speak, well, unless you talk to me. Being the first one to speak is very AWKWARD, and i don't really like the atmosphere when everything turns bulky. But a good thing to say that i'm making progress on this,hahah, though it's not obvious but i know i'm moving forward.

   Orientation was rather boring and lame, nothing fun to talk about, the only good thing i would like to compliment is that i don't get to introduce myself! haha, when the teacher asked us to sit in a big circle, and when he stand in the middle of the circle with a white ping pong ball in his hand, i swore to God that my heart was about to jump out of my chest at anytime, and my palms are sweating. The rules are: those who get the ball must introduce themselves by shouting out loud your name, former school, where you live. luckily this self-introducing section ended quicker than i thought, yay!! and three days of orientation are enough to shred me into countless pieces, not to say it was carried out under the blazing sun, in which cold breeze is what i seek for in the open air. TT and consequently, i'm getting tanner than before. the next thing i would like to do when i shop in the drugstore is to buy VASELINE TRIPLE WHITENING. it's a must!

   Erm, currently i'm keeping my fingers crossed that i'm going to stay in the Biology Class, despite the fact that i couldn't confront my fear towards the disgusting creatures, to be specific, FROGS, LIZARDS, EARTHWORMS, SNAILS, SLUGS，and any other creatures which are extremely repulsive. forget about the creatures, i'm looking forward to my biology class, though no further information has been told to students, but i'm hoping that i could know which class i'm in by next week. FINGER CROSSED. speaking of which, i dreamed of a small lizard crawling on my hand last night, and today, this dream actually came true! first, when i entered the bathroom to change my shirt, a small lizard suddenly came out of nowhere when i closed the door. to my amazement, i didn't screamed or hopped or cursed, i kinda ignored it you know, haha, there's no point dealing with a lizard when you're constantly craving for an extra hour of bed time. LOL. and then the second time was when we are having row call, everybody sat on the floor, nobody is exempted. be it dirty or dusty, u have no choice but to sat on the concrete. and then here comes the almighty lizard, who is crawling like a boss, next to me.!!!! oh why the hell you're here!!! wanted to scream but i can't, wanted to jump but i don't wanna cause any uproar among the students,GGGRRRRR, !!the guy next to me quickly grab the little creature and played with the small creature. For who's sake i acted like nothing happened. i swore i would jump as high as i could or ran as fast as i could, just to get the hell out of the open hall. TT it was really torturing though. really frightening.

    enough with the lizard thing, and as for the conclusion for this short summary (SHORT?? DUMBO,it' very long!) is that i'm still looking forward to my life as a form 6 students, and hopefully i can enjoy it to the max. =) and i'm going to say bye now coz  i still have my own things to settle by tomorrow, and hopefully things goes smoothly. =)) bye readers, p/s:  next week is going to be a hectic week. TT. bye. hopefully i do lost some weight as an impact of the non-stop activities organized by the school.=0

   

 

i'm so speechless when i listened to the truth. i wonder why there are people who like to make up false stories and accuse others for things they did not commit? this is not a story telling competition, and i'm surprised that u even spread the false stories to others so that they believe in you. i feel sorry for the victim in this case, what she demand is simply an apology, was it being too harsh for you? or saying i'm sorry is going to cause you death?? tsk tsk tsk, such a bastard, a scumbag, a jerk. you know what you suck to the max. you are the suck-est person i have ever seen in this world.hahah. not satisfied ?? come and confront me then.im not scare at all, coz all u have is lies and lies and lies. LOL, you got your friends with lies, and i swear if they know your true colours nobody's going to stand at your side anymore. my patience is the only thing that i can't take control of, if u want to play with the bomb, you are most welcomed. =) don't blame me for cursing you. coz are the one who spread the malicious things first. don't wanna mess with me? then just keep quiet, bitches. =) sorry, no white eye, i don;t wanna see u die without eyeballs. LOL. get a life. whore. =)

knowing that u don't have much time left.

see the picture above?? i despised those words very much. GGGRrrr, frankly speaking,today's my last day. i'm kinda scared, but still looking forward to my new life in new school. =))))((((((

i have nothing to update actually, nothing's been good in my life. well maybe there's something good just that i forgot what is it. LOL. 

well i have to admit that it takes time for me to adjust everything, back to the life i had when i'm still schooling. but it's kinda hard you know.since i've been stuck in home for almost 6 months already?? that's really long. i'm used to sleep late, wake up late, online for whole day, be a full time potato couch. LOL, i'm still afraid that i will not be able to wake up at 5 in the morning, that's really torturing you know. not to say i will be back to home only like 4 or 5 in the afternoon, spent most of my day in school?? hell no!!haha like i have the option to say 'NO'. someone is gonna kill me.

and it's really inconvenient when my mom need to fetch me with my sis together, sometimes my sister need to stay at school, and guess what i'll have to wait for her then only mom will come to fetch me. (though mom hasn't say anything about it, but i guess things will go like this, fuel oil is not that cheap dude) 

i wish i have a car, though i have one, i have no license!!!! am so regret right now, should start my driving course right after Chinese New Year, and all i did is just giving excuses like: hey i'm not ready to drive and all sorts of excuses u could ever thought of. failure!!! what's the point for regretting now???what has done cannot be undone. guess i will just bear with it. but still if i get to drive to school it's going to be great! 

ok readers, gonna stop here. nothing much to write already. bye bye!

*though we could at least hold on a little longer, but everything is just as delicate as it seems to be.once hurt, everything will not back to the same place it used to be.*

i need an anger management class

seriously, i've never been so mad before! and u noe what the way u talked to made me pissed off. like i owe you money what. only now i understand being busybody is no use! no worry la, i will stop bugging u, like it? that's what u want. last but not least, hope u go die. fuck you.

lalalalalala ;)

hello peeps, how ya doing. i'm doing great here. LOL. so erm, there's nothing i can talk about my life, coz it's just boring. LOL, it's not like i hate boring life, boring life shows u're comfortable with it, at least i have foods, and shelter, and vehicles, thats what matter the most.

so today's the 2nd of May, mum just decided drag me out of the house to buy stuffs needed for form 6. so the first to settle in the list is uniform. i don't know why am i so scare to buy uniform, it's probably i'm scare people knowing how big my waist can be. that is just embarrassing. being a girl is so hard ;( but i love being one :) luckily there's only one worker in the shop and she appears to be friendly, and i guess today's its my lucky day.hahahahahah! and then i also bought the socks, together with the uniform. so uniform (checked), socks (checked).

and then we went to somewhere near mega Hotel are to have our breakfast, well because i'm constantly craving for chicken-feet-noodles (鸡脚面), the first thing the came out of my mind when i eat this dish is my childhood memories.haha, never miss this when i was small.haha. and then there's a pet shop next to this restaurant, oh my gosh!!!!!!! there's one cute golden retriever in there. oh my gee, when the puppies look into my eyes, i almost melt! it's like the cutest thing ever in this world, i wish i could take him home :'(( but money's the problem. it might a small amount for those rich people, but for me, it's a super huge amount. sorry, Matt, i can't take you home. ( i decided to name him Matt when i first saw him LOL) i wish someone lovely is going to take u home soon. ;((((

ok peeps, i will stop here, school starts next week, which mean i'm really nervous about it and i'm not going to update my blog frequently like i do now.maybe once a week, or once a month, who knows, hahah. bye readers, have a nice day.

it's me,again ;)

hi there readers, surprise much??? hehe 3 posts in a day is a bit too much i guess. well, nothing much for me to do, those dramas i've been enjoying so much is still broadcasting, which means i still need to wait for another week to watch a new episode, which is a pretty sad case for me. i feel like want to finish it all at once, i can't endure the waiting and guessing about the story line throughout the whole process. I HATE THIS SO MUCH.

speaking of dramas, i'm so surprised that up to 130 ASTRO channels are available from today till 6th of june, i was like : hell ya, are u kidding me, since when astro becomes so generous. LMAO, well since they won the putra award. haha, anyhow, i get to enjoy the channels i didn't purchase, which is a good thing for me. so as i'm done with my korean dramas, i've transformed into a potato couch for the whole afternoon, and of course the remotes are in my hand. hahah! i took control of everything. LOL, i immediately switch to channel 711, the channel i wish to watch the most in my entire life, LOL, mum said this channel is a little expensive so she didn't purchase it, so im not wasting this golden opportunity! LOL, I watched kim & kourtney, australia masterchef. fuhhh, last but not least THANK YOU ASTRO! hehe.

countdown 11 more days before my nightmare starts, gotta enjoy as much as i could, gotta play like there's no tomorrow, nobody's going to stop me,wakakakakaka!!!

OMG!!!

话说我近期都在追看韩剧——《屋塔房王世子》，我的妈呀，我只能说朴有天真的是太太太太太xN倍 帅了。 然后刚刚在看第12集的时候终于给我盼到啦！！！ 笨蛋王世子终于跟朴荷告白了！而且而且还嘴对嘴涅！！！ 人家最吃这套了 xD

 1.你很有guts，二话不说把薄荷给拉住了，秒杀啊！！！

   2.终于给我亲下去了！给我狠狠的亲吧！！！ xD (我疯了哈哈）

3.好唯美的画面啊 xD 我快崩溃了 哈哈哈哈 ！！！！

于是，还没看这部戏的朋友赶快去看吧！真的很好看啊 xDD

我好想...

于是，我终于看完这部连续剧啦！哈哈，只用两天就看完了而且超好看的说！没办法啦，我的假期只剩下短短的两个星期了，所以有什么好看的戏一定要想办法在这个两个星期内看完，那之后就要好好专心的读书了。 TT 

害我还以为你六月才会开课，哪里知道！我的计划全部被扰乱了。我好恨啊～～～～～～ 

话说看完这部连续剧，我的心脏快负荷不了了啦！谁叫男女主角真的太甜蜜了，啊～～～～～～我也好想谈恋爱哈哈 （十足一个花痴女）

已经十八岁了可是我连一次恋爱都没有谈过，

所以如果你问我会想要跟怎样的男孩交往的话我想我应该不能给你一个明确的答案

有时候我会认为阳光型的男孩不错，

有时候酷酷型的也不赖， 

哦不不不，也许聪明的男孩是我的选择。

所以说啊 女人是善变的。哈哈！ 不过管他的什么型，只要感觉对了，就算知道是错的也会一头栽进去吧？

也许我憧憬恋爱，也许我是看太多连续剧导致自己有严重的幻想症。

不过这种东西还是随缘吧 =)

该有的时候还是会有，也许你的他/她在寻找你的路途中迷路了。所以耐心的等待吧，耐心的等他/她的到来。=))

愿全天下的人，幸福快乐。

screw u!

here's a big 'screw you' for those who annoyed me.HAHA, sorry, hormone's fault.being a woman is hard! so first of all, i heard that form 6 is going to start next month, like in the early of May. well i thought it would at least starts around in June! OH-MA-BOY, my plan of getting my license next month is completely ruined. 

can i say F you instead of Screw you? nevermine, don't wanna get my blog x-rated for having explicit content.still want my readers support me.LOL, as if i'm having tons of supporters LMAO

and then secondly, my parents are being such a pain in the neck especially when they won't stop nagging. I know it's not right to say something like this about my parents, but i'm tired of explaining the same thing over and over again (like endlessly), but nvm i'll skip this one.HAHA

and then third thing is that i'm so so so depressed about my future school, in which i can't mention the name here due to several reasons. But trust me,you'll know this place as it is famous for its over-strict disciplinary issues. i guess there's a name pop out of your mind. though it's still not confirm that i'm study over there, but somehow the possibility is very high. =((( i'm scared though.hahaha. 2 years my mama, try to imagine it. i wonder how they manged to survive through 5 years of endless tortures in that school. No offense that, rumours about this school is spreading like wildfire. i'm sure i'm not the only who thinks like this. ;) so should i laugh or cry now. someone tell me please.

and then seeing my friends going to universities/colleges makes me a little bit down. i feel like wow everyone is going somewhere far and i'm still trapped in this little city located in northern Sarawak. LOL. but still it's my own choice for staying here. So i guess there's no difference in what path we chose, what important is how you manage get rid of the obstacles that block your way. It's not like i'm not going to U. just that i have to wait for another 2 years. HAHA, be patient la! xD

wow, i feel good after letting out all my dissatisfaction here. good thing i have a blog.hehe. BTW,Can't wait for next sunday, it's gathering time! =))))) can't wait to see my friends whom i have not met in ages. TEEHEE

the 3 perverts.

this is what happen when 3 pervert  start their conversation.LOL.

i said i will post it.hahaha!!! xDDD

hang out

that funny moment when you can't close your mouth when you're driving----

ok, let's accept the fact that i look ugly when i drive. shuts! x( lmao i don't even know i can't close my mouth at that time, lol, funny!!!!

this post is dedicated to PGIE =))

HI readers! Good evening! hehe, honestly i have no intention in updating my blog today until i saw something which really took me by surprise.

first of all, i would like to thank you for the 'present', i liked it. thought it has been five days after my big day but still i really appreciate it. THANK YOU. hehe. thanks for saying that i'm your good friend coz i have never expect i'm in your GOOD-FRIEND-LIST.anyhow, that is so sweet and kind of you. you're such a sweet girl. I do not know whether i have personally told you about this or not, but from some aspect both of us are really alike. i mean like our attitude, it's the hyper-crazy-type of girls. and yeah not to say the kpop group we both fancied. LOL. erm, what i have to say that i really glad that we are friend, though our friendship just started like two or three years ago and before we were in the same class we have never been so close before. it's my pleasure to have a friend like you. and i mean it literally. hehe. and though we are following different path in our lives now, and we might not be seeing each other so frequently like we used to be during high school days, but you know what, i will also pray for you so that you'll get what you want in life, and be a successful person. like what i said in the previous post, i'm such a pessimistic person, and you know what i really admire you last year coz everytime i see you. you'll always have a really bright smile on your face, like you're the spokesperson for some branded toothpaste.(perhaps colgate ?? xD) haha   hope i didn't offend you. xDDD
anyhow, thanks again for everything. hehe!

when the anxiety is slowly killing me inside.

sorry for posting such a horrible pic, hope you don't take it wrongly as a ghost picture.haha, though it looks like one.   three days left until the doomsday arrive. i've tried my best to ignore the date, but every time i wake up, my mind just remind me that i'm getting closer to the day, the day i wish that will never ever come.  oh god i'm doomed. btw, don't you think that emoticon is just adorable, can't resist its cuteness though.haha, okay back to the topic. i had a bad dream last night, i have no idea whether i should keep this dream inside or maybe i should talk to someone about this dream i had last night. i know this is kinda superstitious but some of the Chinese do believe that dreams are going to come true if you never reveal it to a single person. i don't want it to come true but i'm scare  of letting people know about this dream or hallucination i had, in fact it's really embarassing to talk about it.
for most of you maybe it's not a bad one, but for me, i have a high expectation on myself so i consider it as a bad bad bad super bad sign.<---; like  this, very very bad. despite the dilemmas and hardships i'm going through inside of me, i think i should be positive about the results. not like i'm positive about getting a good ones, but i should be positive-minded about my results. (now i realize how good i am when i'm comforting others, but when i'm the one who need to be comforted, i just suck at cheering myself up.) optimism is what i craved for my entire life, but somehow it's something beyond my approachable area. i want to be an optimistic person, in which i could just smile and embrace the failures i made in my life, and admit that it was part of me that it actually made me a better person.but instead, i grew up with a friend called 'pessimist'.what a sad case. TT thus, the anxiety is killing me inside, bye readers. i'm mentally ill. 

childhood memories.

hi readers! after a two-day hiatus, finally i'm back! LOL. never feel so great before. *don't expect me to tell you why,blerk* xD as you can see, i've change the header of my blog, in my opinion i like it very much, well i'm talking rubbish i wouldn't change it if i don't love it.hehe. and the playlist has changed as well, enjoy the  songs readers, it's my favourite after all hehe. actually i want to put in YG's songs only but then i changed my mind.heheh.

few days ago, my older brother and my sister were chatting in the living room and i joined in their conversation as well. They were talking about things that remind me of my childhood. i have to say kids nowadays are lucky, why would i say so. easy, the 90's kids spent their entire childhood with sand,mud, hide-and-seek and etc but kids nowadays have iphone, ipad, laptop. see the difference? it's sad to see kids nowadays don't play the way like we did, it's their lost.haha (sorry to say this, no offense though,just a piece of my mind)

ok these are the things that reminds me of my childhood.
1. Digimon

here comes the highlight! hehe my brother is the one who introduced digimon in our families, i still remember the excitement when we first watched this. at that time, we rent the tapes from the shop and watch it at home. when we already finish it, we urge our parents to rent new  episodes from the shop. till now it has 6 series. but my favourite series are the I,II,III,and IV. didn't watch the Vand VI one, somehow i didn't see the originality in those 2 series.



2.Pokemon
and then here comes the cute one! i am sure many of you know this cartoon. i'm not ashamed to admit that

 i still watch this now.hehe! HIGH -FIVE to those who watch it as well.haha. i was attracted by Pikachu's cuteness, Satoshi's never-gave-up-spirits.and the most important thing-----all of the pokemons are so damn adorable. LOL. 








3.Doraemon

Doraemon! the cutest thing ever in this world. somehow i thought doraemon do exist when i'm still a kid.hehe. i even imagine things i can do when i have doraemon by my side :borrow time machine from doraemon and memorize all the answers in exam and then i don't have to study anymore. or borrow something from him and take revenge on those jerks who pissed me off ;D oh ya and there's one pair of shoes i want to have from doraemon as well. the shoes enable those who wear it to step inside the world of story tales. that just awesome!




and i also play silly things when i'm still a brat. like things below:-
1. bake cookies using mud (not really bake, just put the so-called cookies under the sun and wait for it to get hard.)
2. fishing (with no bait at all as i thought the fish will come to me if i put fishing rod into the water)
3.build my own base with scraps
4. boil the water and put some grasses in it ( i called it 'tea')

LOL. can't stop laughing xD look how silly i am. well everybody's silly when they are still small.heheh. wish i could go back to that time. it's just too so much fun. too bad things like time machine doesn't exist.=((
i really appreciate the things and people who appeared in my childhood times, thanks for making my childhood colourful. it's just amazing. and when you grow up, you'll realize things are not as simple as we think when we were small. how i wish i could go back and enjoy the simple but yet happy life i once had.

talking nonsense

i've realized that my blog is boring, like totally boring? can't find anything captive in my blog, it's dull and not worth reading at all.even i myself as the blog owner would make this face (like the picture in the left) when i view my blog. i guess i'm going to admit that i've lost the enthusiasm in managing my blog. it's sad to hear that. but to be honest, i never have the capability in keeping my passion towards something for more than a month, i guess. or a month is already at maximum. i really have to change this attitude or else how i am going to survive in this cruel and reality-based society. it's not about the strong ones survive it's about those who fit well in the society survive. that's the rule. 

when i first made my blog. i want it to be simple and elegant. and now it looked really simple but it's too plain, i guess elegant is too much for me. like stars in the sky, you knew they existed but somehow you couldn't reach for it, it's beyond your capability. and i think i kinda don't remember the reason why i made this blog. LOL. such a piggy head. but then whenever i'm having a bad day or some jerks pissed me, this little place of mine become a good place for me to let it all out. though things couldn't be solved by simply writing at here but it does make you feel better.


i do not know whether people are reading my blog or not, or i'm just having hallucination that i have tons of readers viewing my blog each day,LOL, i don't really care anymore. what important is that i love it. if i don't love it who's going to love it more than i do?? LOL.

doomsday

i'm sick!!! sore throat and caught flu.IN FACT i have been sicked for 4 days already, i feel like hell.

6 days more and here comes doomsday. i'm not nervous (liar) but i'm doing my best not to think about it. a little bit scare to see that. but mom said she's not going to say anything to my results as she knew i have already gave  my best. but then it hurts so much when u didn't achieve your parents expectation. gggrrrrr...hope next week come faster, i don't want to been through this waiting-anticipating-and-yet-nerve wrecking-endless-day anymore.it's torturing.

okay, that's all for today.bye peeps.

hi peeps! Today's my big day! heheh, no big celebration though, ady celebrated few weeks ago. =) turned 18 today, and whether i like it or not i'm an adult now! but then today is just another ordinary day for me, no extra or special feelings about it. or maybe i should go to bar and have some alcohol and gone wild? nice idea, but i have no guts to do so. i don't want to die yet! xD

haha, i guess that's all for my birthday post.sorry i know it's too short but to be honest, i have nothing to say except the fact that i wish my birthday wishes do come true. hehee.ok that's all.bye readers, have a nice day =))

急性子

我自认是个不折不扣的急性子
‘慢’这个字似乎与我的性格格格不入
做东西什么都要快
比如：
1.看电视剧的时候会先去查看结局（在这虚拟的网路世界，只要动动手指，要什么有什么）结局不好不看
2.看小说的时候，总会第一时间往最后一页翻，烂结局宁可不看 xD
3.减肥的时候三不五时都会去量体重 （严重1天之内可以量几次）看见体重没有下就不减了
4.妹妹在用我的电脑的时候，我总会问“好liao吗？好liao吗？” 实际上她只用了10分钟 （抱歉）
5.逛街的时候 我总爱说：可以回家了吗？我很累，脚很‘酸’ (实际上是想回家追连续剧）

以及................（我就省略下来了啦）

其实说‘慢’与我格格不入也有点不对，我也有‘慢’ 的时候
1.跑步慢 跑没两下就气喘如牛
2.学习慢 总得学几次才会做的好
3.领悟慢 简单的道理要很慢才会领悟 （可悲）
4.月经慢 同样是女人可是我的姨妈总不会守时，（真头疼）

我应该是急性子+慢郎中的合体 hahahah!

有感而发

以前的时候

总爱说我要这样，我要那样

现在想起来自己真的是蠢到可以

什么我要这样做

我要那样做

在这样现实的世界上

不是自己说了就算

不是每一件事情都能够照着自己的意思进行

就像那天空

它不会永远是晴空万里

也许在你没有注意的时候

天空会布满乌云，下起雨来

可笑的时这天空也不会永远是那样阴沉

所以未来会怎样我们也不知道

或许下一秒

自己不在这个世界了也说不定

这些事情不是我们说了算

树会枯 花会凋 月有圆缺

而人的感情比这些东西更脆弱、经不起打击

甚至有时候连最亲的人之间也要互相猜疑  

真讽刺啊 '_'

现在

幸福离我很远 

而我能做的只有往前看

期望前面等着我的会是一片春天

a visit to the camp

Aloha! so here i am again today. been away for whole day and just went back from camp few hours ago.

haha! So today i came across an old friend of mine whom i have never met for ages, we chat in facebook and he invited me to visit our friends in the army camp.

so i was like hesitating but then i decided to go with them as i have never meet them for ages. Haha, the trip was cool and fun haha!

as we arrived at the camp, the canteen was flooded with people and parents. to be honest, this is my first time ever being there. and basically everything is far more different from what i thought it would be. haha i thought it would be a place full of mud and mosquitoes but it was quite clean, well this is what i see in the canteen la, not sure whether it will be the same in their dormitories though.LMAO.

haha we spent our day at there and chat a lot. haha. and we end up being silent in the car during our way back home.ngahaha. too tired  i guess.

currently watching Jeremy Lin's highlights on youtube and i was like, OMGEEEE HE'S SO HOT! can't stop rewind those video just can't get enough of this. xD ok gtg now. bye peeps!! =)))

i ain't perfect.

hi readers! it's been a long time since my last update. honestly, i'm not really into blogger lately well until i saw this incredible man on the news when i was bored.

<<< see the guy in black, obviously not the guy at the back. He is now the hottest discussion on the internet lately, those basketball maniacs are talking about him and even those who never watch basketball match know him, to be short, he's famous now. it's like the whole world is talking about him.

Not long ago, i came across an article regarding him on the newspapers and frankly speaking, he catches my attention. HAHA.

ok, His name is Jeremy Lin, and currently playing for knicks, with number of 17. hahah. i only know a few things about him, oh ya forgot to mention that he's now the one and only professional basketball player whom managed to graduate from Harvard University. Surprise eh? i was surprised too. haha. i think that's all i know about him and though i'm not a huge fan of him but still he catches my eye. Not only he's tall (191cm,holy god! xD), but he's cute too. xDDD hahah *smirked. guy who knows how to play basketball is just so smoldering hot! and 3  of my ex-crushes used to basketball players. =))) *proud. xD

ok so i decided to write my a post for him, hahah, but then i was shocked when kim kardashian said she's interested towards him. (pls kim, don't flirt around him, he's way too good for you, switch your target please.)

this post will end here i guess. enjoy reading it peeps. will continue to update it when i have the chance. =)

you remind me of how pathetic i am, thanks a lot =)

craziness

i've been a big fan of 2ne1 since they debut, but then i wasn't able to pay my attention to them coz my bias was Super Junior that time.
and then just when i watch MAMA again, i thought 2ne1 is superb! i mean they are really globalized, even the superstars in Europe work with them, awesome eh? hehe =)
2ne1, hwaiting!

my life's a turd =P

that's what i would say right now, all turd.

Last night was totally a mess you know, all the harsh words and bad-mouth things happen like within a second.

A phone call is enough to tear us apart, and luckily i still have my earphone, cover both my ears with volume to the max, well, it does help a little and thanks to that i manage to survive. ;D

this year has been a rough year for me, never feel so exhausted and helpless before. i cried at night when everybody else had fallen asleep and that's the best time for me to let those feelings out without people notice it.

Crying may not be the best solution but you'll certainly feel better.

;

i swear if i have a knife in my hand i would use it to stab into your heart slowly and eternally, and by then you'll know how much it hurts your loved ones betray you.

life = obstacles

you can't call your life as life when there aren't any obstacles.
obviously, this is what we live for.
and now, i'm here coz i have my own problems to deal with.
i guess everybody has problems, to deal with it or to ignore it,it's basically your choice.
now i feel like i'm standing on a crowded street, where thousand of people walk pass nme.
i looked at each and everyone of them, hoping they could at least realize that i'm shouting out S.O.S
but then people disappeared, i was alone on the street, crying.
well, this is basically how i feel,right now.
I used to think that if you ignore it things will be just fine, but then i'm so wrong.
sarcastic eh?

"我学会了带着面具微笑，即使我并不开心。" -------------我的心情写照

近况

话说 我的生活真的很颓废
话说 我也不想这么过生活
但是 每一天一睁开眼睛的时候
就会很心灰意冷，觉得自己很失败

也不懂为什么自己会有这样的感觉
如果知道原因的话 我也不会在这边发牢骚了
很讨厌自己这样emo

=（

勇气

明明只是个简单的问候

明明只是个简单的“你好吗，最近过得可好？”

我却难以启齿。

一切关于你的回忆，那些已泛黄的回忆

却还在我的脑海里。

一个人的夜晚，一个人的双人床，我好像想你了。

你....

最近好吗？

梦.想

梦想这个字，我想是离我很远的。

从来没有想过自己要当个什么伟大的人

不，也许我曾经有过什么感人的梦想

只不过，我还不敢去实现它

与其说不敢，倒不如说自己没有勇气

17年的光阴，什么都没有说就溜走了。

现在的自己，什么都不知道

对自己的未来也没有任何憧憬

可悲？可怜？毫无头绪

算了

船到桥头自然直

现在的自己只想走好现在的路

以后什么的就交给老天爷决定吧

lala =))))))))))

oh great, i just woke up. haha
my schedule has been a mess since holidays kicked off.
gggrrrr..haha Chinese New Year is just around the corner, like less than few days??? xDDD
i asked my mom yesterday: Mum, we are going back to Sibu on next next week right?
my mom looked at me with her eyes as big as a ball and said : next week la!
i was like: oh my god, next week? are you serious.

i have never expected it would be so fast. LOL.
oh ya, before i end this post : Happy Chinese New Year everybody. Wish you have a blissful and prosperous year. bye bye =)))

oh gosh

shit shit shit shit shit

i've accidentally delete my recent post!!!!! hell!!!! ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =(((((

once bitten twice shy.

ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY. what an awesome said.
you said you'll be more careful next time. but you didn't prove it to me.
well, maybe you say it for fun, and i don't know whether you meant every words that come out from your mouth.
i'm quite disappointed at you actually. urgh. not gonna talk much about this. what i want to say is that i really dislike your behaviour. dun make yourself such a......not gonna say that word. haiz.

我的各團本命

SHINee 本命 : onew

BEAST 本命 : gikwang

2AM 本命 : seulong

2PM 本命 : chansung

ZE:A 本命 : junyoung

SuJu 本命 : Kyuhyun

FTIsland 本命 ：Choi Jong Hun

SS501 本命 : -

MBLAQ 本命 : Thunder

4Minute 本命 : JiHyun

SnSd 本命 : Seohyun

TvXq 本命 : U-know

UKiss 本命 : Kevin Woo!

JYJ 本命 : -

BigBang 本命 : TaeYang

CNBLUE 本命 : JungShin xD

2NE1 本命 : CL

TeenTop 本命 : -

miss A 本命 : Fei

sistar 本命: Bora

BEG 本命 : Gain

AfterSchool 本命 :-

f(x) 本命 : Victoria!

Secret 本命 : HyoSung

KARA 本命 : -

T-ara 本命 : JiYeon

WG 本命 : -

F.CUZ 本命 : -

B1A4 本命: -

A Pink 本命: -

Infinite 本命: SungGyu

Block B 本命: -

Girl's Day 本命:-

大国男儿 本命: -

i used to....

I used to think that,

guys who wore cool clothes were attractive.

I used to think that,

girls who put heavy make up on were pretty.

I used to think that,

people would agree with you if you talk louder.

I used to think that,

guys who talked sweet stuff were cool.

but that was years ago.

Now, i think guys who don't talk much are cool.

Now, i think guys who prove themselves by the means of action are perfectly cool.

Now, i know girls are pretty when they don't fake a smile.

Now, i know people would only listen to you when you are RIGHT.

I despised the word "used to", but now i kinda like it. EVERYBODY has a past. It may something good, or something bad which you might throw up whenever you think of it. but it is part of us isn't it? learn to accept it, it is one of the best way to make yourself feel better. =D <3

congrats

CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE STUDENTS WHO INVOLVED IN THE SKETSA. WE GOT 2ND PLACE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SARAWAK. WITHOUT YOUR EFFORTS AND CONTRIBUTION, OUR VICTORY MEANS NOTHING. THANK YOU! =D

hahaha, as u can see above. our class won! heheeh, though im just a minor character but still im so proud to be one of them, feel so glad i joined it.hahaha. but 4 of them won the sony ericsson xperia, i'm so jealous of them. but they deserve it.hahaha! mom, can i have the phone pls? hahaha, begging my mom to buy a new one for me. but what she did was : look away and pretend she's deaf xD hahaha. but i wish i could have one. xD hahaha. btw, my group won the explorace as well. hahaha, NO 1 xD hahaha, two good things happen in a row.err, i guess thats a good thing. but i hope bad things won't come afterward.hahaha. =( speaking of which, i got tons of thing to do. and the exam is just around the corner. which mean im gonna die on 9/5/2011.LOL, just kidding la. it's just that im not prepare for the test ya, all i wanna do is eat,play,sleep, and fart. =D hahaha =D muscle pain!! no warming up before the explorace, i should do it,urgh.no point for regretting now xD

ok, gotta sleep now.bye peeps. stay tuned and have a nice day. btw, only 7 posts left before it reaches 400 posts xD ahhhahahahah =DDD

muscle pain, OUCH.

OUCH, i just had my ujian segak, guess what, i only get 11 marks, which i am considered as 'kurang cergas' LOL. whatever, it's already in my expectation. == hahaha!

CHOCOLATES ARE LIKE SHITS, THE SUCK+est THINGS TO EAT ON THIS WORLD. DON'T EVER SPEAK OF CHOCOLATE IN FRONT OF ME, COZ I MIGHT ASK YOU TO SUCK BALLS.

Craziness ;D

hi, peeps, here i am. Ok, school life was a mess for sure, homework not yet finish, dozing in the class, keep gossiping when teachers are not around. THIS IS TOTALLY A DISASTER, A CALAMITY. So, i think i am gonna change my attitude the day after tomorrow, but before that, let me play a crazy homeless girl. =D hahaha. ok, recently, i am so crazy about some particular stuff, movies, and dramas. You know what, when you are crazy about something, you will even forget whether you have eaten or not, or maybe you forget to pee and instead of rushing to toilet, you'll just pee in the pants, HEHEH. ok, i know i am dirty, but dirty jokes are my favourite, call me a rude girl or anything, i don't really care, that's who i am. I won't change myself because you don't like me. so i'm gonna share about the things i am crazy about. here it is, enjoy ;D

Musical Dramas _ GLEE
So, i watched the season 2 already, it was just as great as i expected. Well, Ryan Murphy, so i wouldn't be so surprise. hahaha, and the season continues. but i only manage to watch until episode 5, ARGHH! i think i will continue to watch it AFTER SPM. STILL A LONG TIME TO GO, oops, no, maybe the day will arrive just in a blink of an eye, but before that, i guess i'll just wait patiently then. =( omg, i love all the cast, all of them are absolutely awesome. but i love SAM the most, though he has a rather huge mouth, but i still LOVE HIM, then Artie come second, hahah, i love Artie's vocal, he has a rather unique vocal compare to others, and when i hear his singing, i'll know it was him.hahah =D hahaha=D


hahaha, these are the listed songs which are my fav from this series. =D

1. Marry You
2. Forget you
3.Don't Stop Believing (appear in season 1)
4. Faithfully (these are the diva!!!!)
5. Defying Gravity (featuring Kurt and Rachel)
6.Beth (great great great )
7. Baby (hahah, sam did the cover,gee!)
8. California Girl
9. Listen
10. Telephone
11. Firework
12. Take a bow
13. True Colours
14. My life would suck without you
............ ( there's lot to list, so i'll just stop until here, hahaha, that is the top 14 in my chart xD calie la, i even make my own chart, shame on me, sot xD) hahahaha

Movie_ I Am Number Four



This guy is like the hottest guy ever, EVER!!!!!!!! his name is Alex Pettyfer. Did you see it, his facial expression almost killed me when i first saw this picture, oh God, why is this guy so HOT. xDDD hahaha, he's the main character in i am number four, ok shame on me, i haven't watch this yet,! ok, maybe i'll buy the dvd and watch it at home instead. =D and i can see his face whenever i want,hiak hiak hiak =D and Quinn in glee also one of the cast in this drama, great, they'll make a fine couple hahahahahahah!



he's HOTTTTT!

ok, i think i'll stop here. enough of my craziness, hahah, i'm scare you'll be infected later.hahaha. bye peeps, hahaha, btw HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!~ people played prank on me today, and i wasn't able to take revenge on them, i mean I AM NOT GOOD AT SAYING LIES. hahah, maybe next year then, I WILL TAKE MY REVENGE HAHAHAHAHHAHA !