_effort_

yeah, finally i made it..~
i just posted a new playlist on my blog =))
enjoy the song please..
and the first song and the second song on my playlist is the best song i ever heard from David Archuleta~ and he is soooo cute~!! my prince charming =))

and maybe three days ago, our class teacher required us to write a letter of apologize for her..
for not performing very well on the second trial exam..
and all of us just did as she said..
hmm, somehow, i manage to write a letter, which is a one-paged-letter..
well, better than nothing, isn't it??

the third trial exam is on August~and now, i am still not prepared..
hopefully the lucky god is by my side~ =))
but somehow, success is depends on the effort we put..

*sigh* hopefully that i can do it..it is just the matter of time..
and one thing still i have to announce
guess what~
this Thursday, i went to Belle's bookshop and bought something i always wanted to buy~
it's twilight!!! my god, can't believe i make it..hehe~
and now, i already finish until page 252, still got 200++ pages to go.. =))
and then, i will buy New Moon, nothing is gonna stop me ~
yea~~ Addicted to Twilight..

Edward Cullen >.< =))

_tagged_

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。

2.請老實的回答每一個問題。

3.不行擅自塗改題目。

4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。

5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。

01 你叫什么：韵倩
02 你的綽號：Qian
03 你的血型：o型

04 你的星座：双鱼座

05 你是男還是女：女的啦 ==

06 你幾歲：15
07 你住哪裡：miri
08 你現在的學校 : smk pujut =((
09 你有沒有手機 : 有, 但是没用了

10 承上，那是多少：1个

。。。。朋 友 題 - １０ 題。。。。

11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 不知道， 因为都很要好

12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：学校的校长 ==
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：思莹~~

14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：没 xD
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：爱炫耀, 爱占人便宜， 多嘴， 做作， 狗眼看人低

16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭: 不自量力， 爱扮酷, 对感情不认真或不诚实的家伙

17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）: 很多

18 你經常和哪位朋友出去：伊莹

19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: 什么意思？？ o.O

20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: 素芳

。。。。 情 題 - １５ 題。。。。

21 你有沒有喜歡的人： 没~

23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 大学的时候 >.<

24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：==

25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：好像没有吧

26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: 没

27 你現在有另一半嗎: 没 ==

28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：不知所措， 不过应该不会发生在我的身上 哈哈！

29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ：不会吧
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：没喜欢人啊
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：没~ 都没交往过 ==

32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 没啦！！

33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：没有

34 是誰，你們什麼關係：没有~

35 現在有人在追你嗎：没有
。。。。混 合 題 - １０ 題。。。。

36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：伤心， 不知所措
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：问清楚才下定论

38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：绝交， 这种朋友不交也罢

39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：不会， 因为没有地方比家里更舒服 =）

40 你上課認真嗎 : 应该吧， 视情况而定

41 你功課好不好: 还好
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: blog ,msn ,friendster ,看戏， 听歌, YM, 下载
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 不知道

44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：不懂
。。。。兇 手 題 - 1 0 題。。。。

45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：采恩 sharon

46 这個人對你好不好：好啊
47 這個人是你的誰：小学好友， 同时也是好友 =)
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：喜欢, 不过是朋友的喜欢
49 你們認識多久了：从三年级开始认识~

50 這個人是怎樣的人：好啊， 不过有时会做出让人出乎意料的事 哈哈~
51 這個人正／帥嗎：超正， 没骗

52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：有啊， 出巴刹的时候
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: 不可能的事

。。。。 聯 想 題 - １０ 題。。。。

56 說到正妹你會想到誰：采恩，素芳， 思莹， 海豚， 伊莹， 盈如， 念怡 （统统都很正）

57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：Albert Duncan （老哥的朋友， 见过最帅的， 人又高， 赞！） >.<

58 說到憨你會想到誰：不明白那个意思

59 說到痴你會想到誰：蟑螂
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：kenny

61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： 爱因斯坦， 哈哈 ==''

63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 海豚 （因为每次做傻傻的事）哈哈！！

64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：hmm, 盈如~ 因为给人感觉是酷妹，不爱笑~哈哈~

65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : 我， 伊莹 （大笑姑婆二人组） wakaka~~

。。。。學 校 題 - 1 1 題。。。。

66 你的班導是誰: Mdm Suriati =)
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：第二排的第二个

68 你最喜歡的老師是誰："Rosemary" haha !! （傻傻的）
70 你的英文好嗎：还好吧

71 你的體育好嗎：不好~

72 你的数学好么：还好~

73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：不喜欢~ kns一个

74 你的學校好看嗎：　还好吧， 不是很好看

75 你的班級是：3 Elite

76 你的班級在幾樓：第一楼


开始点名咯~
* 伊莹
*盈如
*思莹
*海豚
* shy hui
*念怡

**没人啦， 想不到了 **

_the movie that i always wanted to watch_

~mall cop~ (my favourite movies at all time =) )

Dance Flick (the funniest movie i ever seen *LOL*)

Camp Rock (cool~)

17 again (Zac Efron <33 )

-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince- ( i wont miss this!!)
(something unfortunate happen to dumbledore, the headmaster of Hogwarts

TT )

-Hannah Montana the Movie (Miley Cyrus <33) -

_get me out of this_

la la~ so do i come here~ =))
these few day only trapped at home and do nothing else beside >>
enjoyed drama
so bored at home~ what else can be done?
since my dad sent the car for annual service and re-spray the car~ @.@
somebody pls get me out of this~
T.T or else i am gonna die because of suffocation =((
hmm, there was a higher possibility that i won't be able to hang out with my friends this sunday~
what a pity~

tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow..
i am always alone at home?
i wonder why i always go alone..
on the long long road~


somebody pls get me out of this~!! =(((

_开心的一天_

今天
跟老朋友一起出巴刹~ 爽死我咯
哈哈，几开心下咯 因为我们很久没有在一起了
小学朋友里面， 就只有他们还会找我一起出 呵呵
首先 爸爸妈妈把我一个人丢在百盛~~ T.T
可怜的我
只好自己一个人在那边等
等啊等 等啊等
终于等到采恩 跟 素芳的到来~~
然后他们就去买kokoberry来喝咯
我买的时候很便宜以下哦~
可是芳跟恩买的时候是原价叻~~
都不知道为什么~~ hehe =='''
本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起来百盛的
哪里知道她说要去做头发的treatment所以只能到富丽华才跟我们会合~~ 扫兴~~ =((
后来肚子饿了， 就去merry brown吃东西 不错吃一下哦~~
然后我们就一边吃， 一边谈天~~ (^.^)谈到很多事情呢 呵呵
然后我们就到百盛里面走走， 顺便陪芳去买她跳舞的衣服~
说到跳舞，恩跟芳下个星期在indoor stadium 有跳舞的表演
很想去看， 可是不懂有没有人陪我去看 =)今年的应该会很好看吧~~
然后我们去popular 因为我要买卡片~ 可是看来看去， 没有一张顺眼的， 所以就走人咯~
过后我们就搭taxi 去富丽华了~~
去到富丽华~第一件事情就是去拍大头贴~~本来以为shy hui 会跟我们一起拍的
可是她说她的hair treatment还没做好，真的是kek dao 没办法， 就我们三个一起拍咯~~
在那边磨蹭磨蹭时间~ 然后就到上面的food court坐坐， 顺便等shy hui 来
waseh, 人家变美了哦~ =) 头发还拉直了呢 呵呵
然后大家就一起吃一杯冰~~原来跟朋友一起吃冰 是这种感觉呢~~ ^^
然后shy hui说她要下去了， 恩就突发奇想说要跟踪她~~
天魔星---采恩
007----素芳
747----我

霹雳 MIT 出动~~！！
很可惜， 跟踪失败， 几厉害下咯 kek dao

哈哈， 不过最后还是遇见他~~

最后在小木船那边买了蛋糕吃 就去妈妈回家了~~
回家之前还去买了一个保健品给爸爸， 算是早来的父亲节礼物~~



就这样， 开心的一天就此结束~~

=）

^^---友谊万岁--- ^^

_teardrops on my guitar_

gorgeous ^^

teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

_那又怎样？？_

哈咯~
我有上来了~~
最近一直忙k偶像剧
结果没时间上来坐坐。。
哈哈， 如果给级任老师知道我假期里是那样的relax的活
那么我是真的不用指望可以活下去了
哈哈！！

今天的标题是 --- 那又怎样？？
想这个标题想到好久一下咯， 因为实在是想不到有什么更好的标题了
erm, 其实有一些事情在我的脑海里， 不管我怎么去思考都不会想得通 ==|||
所以， 就决定不管结果是怎样， 往简单的方面想就好， 不要想那么多

哎，这世界上人都会有讨厌的人，你讨厌我， 我讨厌你
你不爽我， 我不爽你
就这样不爽来不爽去， 讨厌来讨厌去， 这些 ‘恩怨’ 是不是要到我们死了， 才会化解？？
与其讨厌， 不如选择不管来得好， 就当自己比较不幸运会遇到这种人咯。。
当然该发泄的时候就发泄， 不要把自己的气憋着， 会很难受的， 说不定下一秒就进医院
哈哈！ （冷， 一点都不好笑）

当然， 你讨厌的人， 可能是在朋友之间所发生的
可是， 你在她/他的背后说她/他的坏话， 你感到很满足吗？？说不定自己的罪恶感还会增加哦
最算你再讨厌那个人，那又怎样？？ 那个人还是你的朋友
“因为一日为友，终生为友”
做得了朋友是一种缘分，也许你会不爽他/她，但是大家依然是朋友的事实， 依旧没有改变
谁叫大家都是朋友呢？？ =)
先了解彼此才来下定义， 不然可是会后悔一辈子

好了， 今天就到此为止吧~~要去温习功课了~对了听说朋友今天有跳舞表演， 加油加油


*p/s 觉得自己伤害了朋友的人， 赶快跟他们道歉+自己反省吧
（我也要反省一下, paiseh） (n.n)'''

仔细想想能有朋友这种感觉真的很不错

_原来_

原来
有些时候
事情会比我们想象的复杂

明明说不在意了
可是心里面却很在意

明明说不喜欢了
可是心里面还是很喜欢

明明说不管了
可是自己的心却在不停的挣扎

想骗自己说 一切都是假的
可是 事实就是事实 没得好辨了

有时候
幸福已经敲门了
可是我们却不知道
至到它走了
才会懂得什么叫后悔

有时候， 不要忽视身边的人， 也许他们的出现与存在对你来说是再也平凡不过的事情
但是， 也请你学会珍惜吧
适当的时候给予他们一句适当的问候， 也不错
因为他们心中想要的就是你的关心， 你的问候。。。

学会珍惜， 就会发现自己其实拥有不少珍贵的东西。。。

_wtf_

saturday~
normally. i wouldn't have to wake up so early..
but just because of the stupid sucking and no use test..i have to sacrifice my bed time and have to wake up so early..
the test is really sucks man..all so hard..sienz..
and guess what? that stupid fucking no use fat ass principle will call the parent of those who get C in each subject..
what the fuck la..who do you think you are??
i know i am rude..but you are the who turn me up like this..
i really can't control myself anymore..i try to convince myself that whatever you did..
is for my own good..
but i just can't do it..never expect it will be so hard for me to accept the way you are..
cause i hardly can see there is any benefits for us if you do like this!!
wtf...
just hope that i wasn't belong to here..shit!!

_my heart is gonna explodes_

test is coming soon..
and we have received a bad news..
totally a bad news for us..
for the chosen one..
we had no choice but become the chosen one..
we have lost our freedom..
why you want to tied us up??
we are just like the birds that lost their wings..
unable to fly and have no right to fly..
being control by the evil fat nanny.. v(=.=)v
this time..
if we could not "fly" successfully, the evil fat nanny is gonna shoot us using her gun T.T
pity us..
do you have the right to do so??
no..you have no right at all..
sigh, but what can i do?
the gun is in her hand..
she can do whatever she want...
shoot us..??maybe.. (lol)

anyway, gonna try hard for the coming test..
or else the evil fat nanny is really going to shoot me..lolx

_i see your true colours_

i wonder doesn't a friend..
is always the one who will support you...
the one who will always stay behind you and supporting you?
friends, is like a four leaves clover..
hard to find, and lucky to have..
some people say that, friends are the siblings that the god didn't give us..
well, somehow, i find this sentence is very meaningful and somehow it is a quite reasonable answer for me.. to answer the question : what does the term "friend" stand for..

if you are asking me this question, my answer would be like the one i have stated above...
but somehow, there is a few types of friends in my life, maybe it does appear in your life also..
well, depends on your luck..0.0

some friends are really a true friends, the one who will never abundant you no matter how bleak the situation are..

some friends are just like the people who are using the mask to talk with you..
who are using you as the tool to do something..
some might use u as the bridge to cross the river..some even like viruses, harmful and dangerous...

some are the people who would say something bad about you..like me..i have met so many people like this before..ignorance is the best way to avoid this kind of people..some people thought that as if they are the king/queen of the world..all must obey them??sorry la..i wouldnt do this for you, everything is worthless...don't think you have the right to do so..you faker and B*tch..just get off and go away from..

i will never lose something even you have gone or die~~

and finally i see your true colours..

i wouldnt mix up with you anymore...!!! b*tch

_faker_

ever since when...

the people around me turn out like a doll..

a doll that would never talk with me..

everything is like an illusion..

i choose to not believe anyone..

there is a huge wall between me and you all..

and wall that you could never break..

is there anyone that i could really believe??

everyone is using the mask and talk with me..

everything is just a lie..

the promises that we had made..is DEAD and Gone..

Gone away like the wind..

and i could see no more..

_gloomy_

if you are standing next to me right now..
you will definitely know that i am feeling blue and depressed..
the exam is coming soon..
i am not well prepared..
so what should i do??
and time is unwilling to wait for me..
a girl who just want everything in her life perfect..
=(
but due to many reasons...
life wasn't going the way i want...
but i know that life is like that...
what can i do??
wait at there and cry like a baby?? =='''
*sigh*
i dont know...
i am searching the clues which can make life much more easier..
but i knew that people would always said : smile make life easier..
really?? is it dependable??
there is a big question mark in my heart, a question that people will never know..
because i have treasured it in the deepest place in my heart..
no one is gonna find out, what am i curious of...
friendship?? exam?? life?? personal matter?? or love??
just guess yourself..
anyway, i will just enjoy the life i am having right now...
and i should complain no more about this..
let the life keep going on its own..
and life doesn't always work out the way u want..
it was just like a boat..
sometime you can travel all around the world without any problem...
but sometimes, there is an enormous storms or waves which will turn the boat over..
well, that's the way it is...

_if i am given a choice_

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i would become a bird..
flying in the sky..
worry about nothing..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i can travel all over the world..
and enjoy the happiness..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
my heart is gone missing..
so that i would love no one..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i never met you..
so that my heart wouldn't feel itchy like this..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that..
i can have a special place in your heart..

if i am given a choice,
i wish that...
i can become the princess in your heart..
the most special one in your heart...

only that..
i don't have any choices..
but only stay calm at here..
and wait for you to seek for me..
now and forever...


written by _QiAnz_

_be appreciated_

today, i opened my mail box and checked whether my friends have send me something
or not..but then, i received a mail, a touching mail..

it is about people's attitude towards some issues..
well, let me tell you..
if you were complaining about you were unhappy about these and that,
why don't you think about other people??
do u think that you have any right to complained about this??
there were still many people who was more unlucky than you, but did you ever heard them to complain?? but instead they worked very hard in order to 'survive'..have you done this??
i guess no...but i know you are now non stop complained about it..

well, if you were complained about your parents were making you annoyed..
did you ever know that, some people in the corner of the world don't even have a chance to
speak with their parents or sibling?? why??if you asked me, my answer is
MAN-MADE DISASTER...

if you were still complained about this and that after you have read this article..
i think you are really cold blooded..don't ever think that you are the most unlucky people in the
world, they were still many people who faced the same problem with you..
if you have time to complain, why don't u use your brain to think a way to solve it??

=) PLEASE BE APPRECIATED

10-04-09 friday

the bookmark that i received =)

before going out lor =)

at da tou tie shop with yi ying

sorry, i know something has went wrong here..lol
actually this post was supposed to be down there, but i made it wrong already, anyway..
it' still the same thing isn't it?? =)

today went out with yi ying lor..we go watch cinema at parkson there =)
race to witch mountain..
a nice movie..=) and it was very touching when it goes to the end hehe almost cried out..
but i managed to hold my tears >< buy ="="''" hmm ="="'')">

Saturday 11-04-09

zi lian si =='''

at the airport toilet =x

today my big bro go to KL

a bit heavy hearted =(

no more laughter will be heard anymore when he went to KL

*sigh*

anyway, hope that he can finish his course successfully =)

jia you =)

my life is ruined ==

my life is totally ruined ==
ruined by homework, ruined by a lot of complained, my life sucks man ~ SUCKS~!!
i can tell you that, even in my dream, i will still dreaming that i am seating for PMR, pity me.,
very depressed.. ==
sigh, that stupid principle, still want to held a lot of seminal..
use your brain a bit okay, we can use the time to do our own revision, and not sitting in the music room and doing nothing..!! wth
i am totally speechless, my life is occupied by those no use thing..
everyday study study and study, but well, i have no argument with this since i like to study..
well what i don't like is wasting my time with those useless activities...
i hate it = =
and one thing i want to complain is my eye bag is getting bigger than before TT
wth..==

TT

_one-way flight_

hey, i come here again =)
this week was definitely is a tiresome week =( we have to study even for today =( that stupid principle, please used your brain a bit okay?? you are causing me going crazy!!!

okay, as you can see the title for today is one-way flight...well, it's not the flight i am talking about..
well, what i am talking about is love..
love is a one-way flight when you fall in love with someone you are not supposed to love..
love is a one-way flight when you love him/ her, he/she don't know about that..
love is just like one-way flight when you are broken hearted..

it was just like no matter how hard you try, no matter how big the crush is, there is no reward back at all, i mean NO REWARD BACK AT ALL..
especially, when you love him/ her, he/ she don't know about that, it was very painful and silly..but that's the way it is..=(

okay, that's all for today..erm, before i end this, don't forget to turn off the light today as well as the other electrical appliances..=) save the earth, for the sake of the earth and as well for the sake for your loves one =)

happy earth day..=)

_what's wrong with mie??_ =(

it's had been a long time didn't come here..
what can i do?? there's "thousand" of homework i have to finish..
sometime even have to burn the midnight oil =(
*sigh*..
luckily i have finished some of it..==v
found that i am a bit out of community..erm , i know my description is sucks, so please ignore it ==
get it what i said just now?? i said i am a bit out of community!!
sometime, somehow i feel that i want to be alone..i hate other people interrupt my world, i just want to be alone! but somehow the "taste" of being alone is not that bad =)

i love to do my homework alone, singing the song i like myself, hey don't think that i have mental problem ok?? i am NORMAL~~ don't ever misunderstand =)

each day passes in a blink of an eye =( PMR is coming soon..=( haiz

_first day after my birthday_

today, nothing special happened..
and then suddenly i felt like wanted to turn on the phone..
and then suddenly i received 7 messages..
haha..
the message was all about my birthday..
thx again to those who sent that..=)
Su fang, sharon, xiao bai, daphne and sze yin and still got two more i forgot le..==''' [thx =)]
hehe =) the happiest birthday ever..=)
yesterday Yuen Ting went to my house to return the disc that i have borrowed to her..
and she still remember my birthday, very unexpected lor..hehe =)
she gave me a small cake..nice ^^
thx ya Yuen Ting, best friends forever..=)

and today buzy doing my homework and projek..hehe..
and then 6pm like that, i went out of the house to have a day dreaming outside the house...><><'' very geli..hehe.. well, that's the activities for today..hehe.. _a nice and wonderful day_

_happy birthday to me_**thx friends, luv you all**

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~
hehez, i have grown one year older..^^ didn't receive any gift or present which is very expensive or made in any well-known brand, but instead i have received a lot of meaningful present and gift from my beloved friends, thanks friends, i really really appreciate it..i really do~^^


First, Corina, i want you to know that, thx friend..you were the first one who wished me happy birthday, you were the one who always said that:Qian, your birthday is just in the corner..and you were always the one who cheered me up whenever i feel sad, you were always the one who lead me to the light whenever i was trapped in the darkness, you were always the one who i would share my top secret with..thx, friend, you are my best best friends forever, since i was born, i really hope that there is a people who can understand me like you do, and you had fulfill what i wished for..=) thx..

second, to my beloved friends, kelly, Daphne, Mavis, Sze yin..=) thx for the lollipop, maybe for other people who don't know how to appreciate, it was just a small present and gift, but for me..i really like the lollipop, it was very meaningful to me...and i liked the flavor too,it tasted very sour and sweet..like our friendship..maybe sometime we quarrel,that's when it tasted sour, when we were happy, that's when is tasted sweet..i like the moment we share with each other, i like moment when we laugh together, when we study together, when we were gossiping together..and thanks for singing the birthday song outside the school, you guys really make my face blushed to red..hehe..=)friends, really love you...

at last, friends, i want to let you know that... friends, you are the apples of my eyes.. friends, you are the loving companions at all time.. friends, you are the people who always cheered me up.. friends, i want you to know that, when we graduate, i will remain fresh the memory we used to share with each other inside my heart, always and always..and there will always be some special places in my heart for you guys, for my beloved and trusted friends..=)
i won't forgot you guys..i will always remember you guys are the one who made my face blushed into red outside the school..although i didn't received many present like other people did..but one things for sure is, the gift and the wishes are surely the most meaningful things in my life..=)
although words cannot express what i feel now, but lastly, friends i would like to let you know that..
..THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS..

_don't be too proud of it_

today
is a tired day..because today my school has organized a parent's day..
tiresome day..=(
feel a bit sleepy now..
erm..as the result for the parent's day..
i did some little improvement, and some of my subject result drop..=(
sigh, what a trouble..very bothering..=(
and i really hate ____
always treat other people like servant as though they are the richest, the purest, and they are elite..!!
don't be so proud of it..~!! you still don't know what actually happened in school..don't always looked down at people okey??not all people are born to be rich and beautiful..!!if i am given a choice, i wished i was born like that~!but what different is, we do not have to choice..this is the way we are since we were born, there is nothing you people can laugh at..><,beside have you ever hear that goodness is better than beauty..??so what if you were born rich and you have the beauty?it doesn't mean that you have the right to judge people with their appearance and laugh at them??of course you don't have the right..!!so its better you just shut your mouth tight and don't ever laughed at other people..!!
finally i feel a bit relieved after i said whatever i want to said~~

_a black friday_

today, it's totally a BLACK FRIDAY~
a lot of things happened...and i really frustrated~
love, friendship, study...and lots more...
very frustrating..=(

lots of people cry..
there is a scar carved on their heart..
and this a day we definitely won't forget..
struggled against your mind, friendship and as well as love...

i really can't take it anymore..
and during our difficult time..
there was a girl who is big mouthed really making me angry and disappointing!
how dare you made the things get even worse??
if there is anything happened to them..
and you!! are responsible for it...
thick face!~

someone help me please..

_daily activities for today_

today..same as usual..nothing specials happened..><><''haha.. today.. one of us have been missing....><><''ngek ngek..miss you much..~ =) haha..sorry ya for didn't reply your msg, my phone was out of credit..i haven't reload..sorry...>< =) hope you understand..erm.. for soi po=) :
today u asked me got any news in the school..well i already mentioned at the beginning of this article..haha, i forgot to bring my own T-shirt le..haha, and our form teacher already know the reason why you absent..but only that she haven't know the details of this problem..guess she will ask us tomorrow, and we have to tell her the truth..>< fine =")">钢管舞娘 aka the strip dancer~lolx, very funny isn't it..we all laughed until our stomach beh tahan..haha...^^lolx, she got her own "sexy"pose,different kind of poses o.. surely u will "nose bleed" if u see that...^^lolxx...hehe...=)

haha, thats the activities for today, i will keep on writing the daily activities everyday (if i have the time to do so..haha)don't forgot to view my blog everyday lor..=) miss ya..=)
p/s: i love sunset!! (lolx, i just wan to express wat i feel now, lolx, this doesn't related to with the things above..haha, crazy me><><)

**when one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.**

i'm not wishing for anything.....

i'm not wishing for anything..!!
i'm not wishing for your sympathize~
i'm not wishing for your love, i'm not wishing your caring, i'm not wishing for anything from you..
because you are just untrustworthy!!..

i don't even know whether there is a place SPECIAL for me in your heart..
time had gone, and you had change..a big change..
i'm not saying anything offensive, im telling the truth..!
when u are expecting something to happen, u will sooner realize that, you will disappoint more..
so..
i'm not expecting anything from u ever again..!!
yes, u can say me selfish..
so what being selfish?? human beings are selfish..!!
don't u dare to tell me day u don't behave selfish??of coz u did..
your words had crush me...my heart broke into pieces..
this is very discriminating,okey?? maybe you didn't realize what had you done on other people..
but this is a sin..but i'm not willing to tell you about what fault u have done..u gotta understand yourself..==~!!!
but i won't regret on my decision, since this is my final decision..
i won't interrupt your life again..you have your own dreams..i have my own life!
goodbye then.....forever..

``~~**++frustrated++**~~``

frustrated~
this few day is really boring...=(
study->tuition->revision->bedtime->call it a day =(
tired eh..haiz..
anyway, i enjoy my time at school with my friends
haha..
today, got a lot of funny material to talk about..haha..
my stomach is almost explode...><
and we also kepo with with others ppl matters..kepo =)
haha..
and what the hell is going on, they keep sending me some useless link in my msn..=(it's bothering..
haha, that day caught someone red handed, i know sometime that are not supposed to be know actually..
but anyway, i still not sure whether it is true or not...it's just my opinion, nothing serius..haha, mayb i am a bit too concern ler..haha..=)
okay, stop here..=) i am knocking off..haha..

x X QianZ X x

_情人节快乐_

情人节快乐 =）
祝大家有个浪漫又快乐的情人节哦。。
今天跟朋友在电话聊聊天
他生病了，最近很多人生病哦，连我也生病了。。
最近，考试弄到我们都很心烦
因为老师老是将我们跟别班比较，哎。。
因为考试都弄到心情不好，总有一种不好的预感 =(
最近都对未来有一种期待
即期待可是又害怕
因为在前面等着我们的， 不懂是美好的还是不好的。。
毕竟未来是不可预测的。。
每当遇到失败或不开心的事情的时候
人总是会灰心。。我想我也会一样。。
每当看见人家这样的时候，总会理直气壮的认为为什么要这样
可是当自己经历的时候才会知道真正的滋味
虽然会说服自己不可以这样，可是还是控制不了自己的想法
哎，真不懂这种感觉怎样才会消失
哎，人就是这样。。
生活到那么消极
倒不如活到开心一点 =)

加油

-lifes doesn't always work out the way u want-

today..our class are being compared with other classes again..=='''
"you guys are elite class, you don't call yourself as elite if other people come from other classes get higher marks than you.." yea, that's it, it just happened..==

"elite class must get straight A's"
"elite class must perform.."
"elite class must not let your teacher down.."
"u guys are really making me disappointing..."
elite, elite, elite and elite..
all elite, i think i should change my name already, u can call me elite then..!! ==''
we are humans, we need time to relax, we need time to study, we are not as perfect as u can think..and don't always count on us!!don't always expect things on us!!i know all the things school plan for us is for our own good, but can't you let us take a breath for a while~!!!

hate that i m in this class..haizz, i only can said that " lifes doesn't always work out that way" TT

_we come from different world_

today, a nice day for sure~ ^^ totally wicked~

but it just something bothering me..=(

tomorrow is already Chinese New Year, i really hope this matter won't be bothering me anymore, if i am given a choice, i hope i can erase my memory about this =(

well, maybe it is just my feeling, but how come i feel that, you are far away from me =(
something that aren't easily to approach =(
well, i know u got a lot of friends, but do you treat me as a friend too, it's not like i want to angry with you, the matter is : do you really treat me as your friend?? (i feel very sad about it)

i am persuading me i shall forget about this, but my stupid mind just won't let it be..=(
at least you tell me what happen to you, are u angry with me i wonder..
if YES please tell me i beg you , if NO please tell me too..=(

someone please help me =(

well, maybe we come from different world, different life~ =( i am always the one who being abundant, am i always the one who eat dust =(

_wicked_

ahahahahaha!!! wakakakakaka!! muahahahaha!!
two days more~~Chinese New Year is arriving~ LOL =)

Gong Xi Fa Cai~ ^^
hmm, just finish having my dinner and straight away on9 =) of coz i already take my bath =)
today got a bit tired and a bit too rush, come back from school, relax a while, and the take shower, and then prepared my stuff and books, and then accompany my mom go fetch my sis and straight away go tuition~ 2pm-6pm TTv tomorrow still got tuition, hehexx..
==''shit, cannot log in the game..=='' wth..

today, it's a different day somehow..guess what..hehex our class is celebrating the JANUARIAN (lol, our class word, yea, that's us, creative,lol)~and we all celebrate together with teacher, haha, Thank You very much to our form teacher ^^ gotta study hard to pay back for teacher, lol..=)

something is perplexing me ~ =( but don't know how to explain, it just something boring, and, you know, it just boring, that is, its all i can explain..=)
anyway, hope this problem will go out from my mind and stop bothering..

TT still haven't recover from the incident..heart aching.. TT

totally disappointed..

nothing special happen during this few day. Study, study and study, nothing else than that.
and i feel a bit disappointed with someone..

well, it's a long story, something unhappy...
it was a misunderstanding, no one know what actually was happening behind the truth..(except for somebody who witness the whole thing happen)
and i was the who who being blamed now..
it's not like i want to proof that i ain't the wrong one..
but i was totally totally disappointed, totally totally disappointed...

and the others, can do whatever they want to, this is just unfair, totally unfair! unacceptable!
i hate it, there is no justice in the world, the world is cruel..i am living in the darkness now, i am very ashamed eventhough im not the wrong 1..

i hate it!

chinese new year is just in the corner~!! ^^

yeah~chinese new year is driving nearer~ ^^ wakakaka~

i had helping my mom for two day~lolx, guess what, i was trying to help her to do some cakes, and biscuits~ looks like i can be a "professional" chef already, lol, just joking anyway~

now studying Geography, while waiting for the video to loading~lol, nice idea eh, lol, u can relax for while, and no need to worry about the homework..lolx~

a bit boring this few day, doing nothing at home, being a lazy pig..study, sleeping, watching drama, online~thats all...

yesterday was raining cat and dog, the whole day was just kept raining, some of the places in Miri even flooded~but luckily my house wasn't like other place, it still safe so far, lol, hopr nothing dangerous will ever happen, and now the sky is turning "black", looks like it is going to rain again..TT and the wind is blowing so strong, i think if i ask my little sis standing out side, i guess the wind will blow her away, lol (try to imagine it)lol..better don't let my little sis find out that im talking about her, she definitely will chop my head down..lol..

ok, gtg now, wish me good luck for the stupid diagnostik test..lol..

bye~

_reLaxing_

been a bit busy this few day, after come back from school, and then i have to straight away take my shower, cause i need to accompany my mom fetch my little sister, guess what, i even having my dinner inside the car, lol, it's your fault (my little sis),lolx, im just kidding anyway..and then after fetch her from school, i need to go tuition...=='''

just imagine u have to do this everyday, it is extremely tiring~!! =='''
and guess what now??i am falling sick~!! well, it's not a big matter anyway, i always falling sick..== lol...

im seating for PMR this year, the pressure all over my head..=( BLOODY HELL~
and then i wonder WHAT THE HELL is happening to my school, just come back form school and then we have to seat for the stupid diagnostik test, what the hell, it is causing me a lot of pressure..==''stupid school and stupid rule..we have no time to prepare for this!!and guess wha some of our classmate try to remember the past year's test answer, and i guess they will get a higher mark than before, this is just so unfair...!!==

its weekend today, so i will relax a bit while i can, and then after the test have finish ,i definitely will buy an ice-cream for myself..lolx..

再见，2008……farewell~

再见了，2008~
一个对我充满意义的一年~
这一年，发现自己做了很多很多的傻事，
比如说老师在骂人，结果自己还在那边傻笑~还有，跟朋友们讲笑话，笑到像个疯婆子~
总之，有很多很多值得纪念的事情都在这一年发生……
老师离开，去别地教书~这几天，都一直想到六年级毕业的事情，事情都过了两年，可是现在想起来好像是昨天才发生的事情，只可以说时间过得真得太快了，哈哈，我一时之间都还接受不了，2008年已经成为过去式的了~今天还差点以为是2008年呢~ ==老糊涂~

新的一年，新的自己，要对去年那幼稚的自己说再见了，新的一年，就要好好的读书（好像老头子说话似的），今年要考哦PMR乐。不努力一点是不行的~是时候为为自己的未来着想~

2008~再见了~

-lazy pig- =)

hehe...today same again..just "trapped" inside the house and do nothing as usual..=)
hehe..my mom got go out today, but i decide to stay at home and do nothing, except for watching MYSTERIOUS INCREDIBLE TERMINATOR at youtube..hehe...OMG, the whole series is getting more excited and interest than i expected~ =p

then after that, i continue watching the Korean Drama that i had watched yesterday...XD...
still got 1 week to enjoy, then i have to study very hard..TTv..goodbye my precious holiday..
my uncle and my grandfather come to Miri yesterday..hehexx..
n my stupid sis get her phone..and this is just soooooooooo unfair and unacceptable~~
she get a phone and her phone is better than mine..TT..~
haiz.. nvm then, i'm very satisfied already..hehexx...

and i already finish reading the stupid BM novel...but still got some part im still very blur and not so remember about it...nvm then, as long as i already finish my "task"...
and still got 1 task haven't finish, my English holiday assignment~...
gosh, i just start to do it today..but will the teacher still remember that she had given us a holiday assignment before the holiday..you know..err..well, sometime the teacher is forgetful, so should i just leave it aside and continue enjoy my holiday before the holiday end?hmm, it's better i just finish it, this is for my own sake...==besides, if the teacher really forget about it, nevermine then, at least i can know a bit about what the story is actually about...haha..

gtg now~ bye~

-tired-

today..wake up quite early...TT
because Christmas and new year is just in the corner..
so i have to help my mom to clean the house..
being a free charge kakak for this whole day..lol..XD

it's so tired..but then we only spend 2 hours like that to clean the house..i'm sweating like i juz coming back from swimming..XD..
hooray, no need to wake up so early tomorrow..lol..
*sigh* i didn't even read the BM novel for this whole holidays..
dugong surely will scold me this time..
no idea..will read it later..but feel so lazy to do it..
i have no interest in the novel, but still have to read it..or else, i think i'm gonna fail in my exam...

yesterday kept telling ghost story during tuition class..
lol..trying to scared the small kid inside the classroom, but i'm afraid the principle will scold me, so i just kept quiet and doing my homework...and listened to the teacher's ghost story..got 1 story was really horrible, and it just happened to one of the student which was also the student of the tuition center, but he/she is in night class one...-.-

the story is like this, the student went to Tanjung Lubang (one of the Miri's beach)..and it was sunset at that time..then the student want to take the photo of the sunset before he/she went home..and then something horrible happened..!! ><'''the student used his/her handphone to take the photo, and the when the image come out, something that are not supposed to be in the picture come out..guess what??? inside the photo there was a head floating at there and the things seems like want to hug the student or whatever i don't know..my gosh..!!bloody hell..-.-'''..and then the student wanted to delete the photo but the she/he cant, she/he kept pressing the 'delete' button, but it didn't worked at all...almost one week like that he/she trying to delete the photo, but it just didn't worked..(bloody hell..)then the student just threw away the phone..*end of the story* well, for me this is just...u know, enough to make me cry 4 a whole day, no, three days i guess...this is just..you know..unbelievable...><

and after that...me and my primary friend Yuen Ting, keep talking about instrumental and music..this is the topic we can discuss for whole time during the tuition period..haha..XD..she said that she want to bring her keyboard to my house and learn together like that..haha..my pleasure..^^but don't know when will she come to my house...feeling very excited..hehe..because i never learn to play a piano or keyboard before..XD...hehezz...got to go now..and i smell some unpleasant smell..yuckxx.. ==''~bye~

X x Lovez, Qianz x X

untitled again..=)

a very nice day though i just staying at home for this whole day...^^
hmm...wake up at 8am like that..and then having laksa as my breakfast..yummy..=)
and then watched MYSTERIOUS INCREDIBLE TERMINATOR..hehe..MY GOD..Aaron is so hot~..=)..next episode is getting more excited..^^

and then..have a long chat with my childhood best friend..she want to cut her hair short..hehe..i bet it must be very nice..she is natural pretty 1..hehe...*sigh*the holidays almost end, still not enough eh..wish this holiday never end, then i no need to face with school, uncountable homework, teacher and that stupid principle..=='''

been worrying about my future a lot during this holidays..3 years later i'm gonna finish my secondary life and achieve my own dream..doubt that whether i can do it or not..u know, it seems like impossible..i don't have self confidence, this is why i don't like myself..hope myself can be more braver than i was..TTv..

Christmas is just in the corner..Merry X'mas to you all~all of my friends..have a nice and sweet Christmas with your dearest one and happy always~ *HAPPY GO LUCKY*
keep smiling and happy everyday then you will be more lucky..hehe...

X x Lovez, QianZ x X

my own world...

this is what i am talking about..this is my dream house, this is the place i like!! full of grasses, but i would like the house be more simple, a wooden house of course..^^well, I DO NOT OWN THIS PICTURE NOR THE HOUSE..and i like this picture so much..and this is my dream house..^^its like you can have a peace when you live here..haha..^^i juz love it..^^

Sashiburi desu~being a lazy pig just now..haha... hmm..nothing important happen currently...just feeling a bit out of mind... lol...yesterday learned Science chapter 4 about reproduction one.. lolx...want to laugh whenever i read this chapter but i don't dare...well, you know..its like don't respect our body..haha.. ^^v peace~ a bit tired now..just back from tuition and practice my violin skill just now...hehe.. now the thing i want to do the most is lie on the ground which is full of flower and grass and look at the sky...the fresh air approach my skin..looking at the bird flying freely..wow..it must be very nice...**i've been imagine i doing this a lot of time...**sigh, but there is no place like this in Miri..TT when i grow up..i want to live at the place which flowers are planted all around the house..^^ like the place where Bella live..haha..this is the life i want..no war and peace...but izzit impossible to find a place like this??i mean, now the world is no longer peaceful already...when we were enjoying our life, somewhere in this world, maybe something bad is happening...like people lost the people they love the most...or maybe war is happening somewhere around the world...our world can't be definitely peace..once we still desire for something, war will still happen.. hmm..thinking about which country or place i want to travel the most..haha..of course Japan is the 1st 1 in my heart..haha..then Scotland, England, Paris,Texas,Greece, Italy, Glasgow, Africa(well, i like here coz a lot of animal live at africa~yea~i want to see elephant..^^), Australia (Sydney), Korea, Taiwan..wow..a lot of place eh..lolx..not sure whether i have enough budget to travel to these place or not..lolx..gotta work hard eh..and find a nice occupation for myself..^^ ok..got to go now..bye~
Xx Lovez, QiAnZ..xX

what hurts the must~ **Cho Chang and Cedric Diggory**

hehezz..my favourite scene in harry potter and the goblet of the fire...cedric was having a dance with cho chang..^^.Hermione was dancing wif Viktor Krum at the back there..hehezz...

yes~a day passed again...~ ^^
today..my mom is going out to buy my sister's book ..i didn't went out~
guess why??hehe..coz wan read harry potter and the goblet of fire~ ^^
i skip reading prisoner of azkaban coz i oredy read it b4..n i feel very rush 2 read it..
but in this episode..my most favourite character- Cedric Diggory died~ TT
it was very sad~ eventhough he was just the minor character in this series..but i reli admire him very much..hehe...well one of the reason is he is so handsome..n im the big fans of cedric and cho chang~ ^^ they look so adorable together..sweet and cute..but unfortunately something happened in the end..sad...**tears**

i watched a lot of cho chang and cedric video in youtube..
im having my tears come out a lot of time whenever i watched the video..TT
this is really pity...TT

it must be REALLY SAD if someone u love was dead...separate with you...
TT..my heart is aching right now...TT...feel so sad now...

owh..it is so romantic..when cedric was having a dance with cho chang during the yule ball...
i hv the pic up there.....some scene i really like it...hehezz..i think when i watch haary potter and the goblet of fire..i think i will cry until my eyes turn red..like rabbit..i hate it..when the characters tat i like died in a movie..this is really painful eventot i wasnt happen in real life..but i juz hate it..i dun think any1 will like it..

what hurts the most by cascada (a really nice song..down there was part of the lyric i think is meaningful 2 me and 2 cedric and cho...TTv)

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

and having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....
(this sentence reli make me heart broken..oucch...my heart is aching..) TT

TT...tears is coming out now... TT

_the latest me_

well..found out myself is a bit different from b4..so..nothing 2 do...writing down a list about me..c how im different from b4..hehexx~..

** i like~ **
-laughing-
-smiles-
-family-
-friends-
-money^^ (well..i like moneys..^^hehezz..i admit..)-
-hot chocolate-
-double chocolate-
-chocolate with mint-
-my idols-
-all Harry Potter books-
-day dreaming a lots-
-laugh with no reason..maniac-
-gossip-
-spying ppl-
-hang out wif friends-
-lying on the bed n imagine something-
-lying on the bed and read books, play with my sutff-
-play violin (i enjoyed doing this a lot..whenever i feel angry..oni music can lower my bad temper) =p)
-play psp-
-play ps2-
-messaging-
-listening 2 radio / song-
-twilight=) -
-new moon-
-playing at beach and shout-
-sunset-
-sky-
-ocean-
-windy day / rainy day-
-love spring-
-love korean drama,hong kong drama, taiwanese drama, japanese drama-


** I hate~ **
-people ignore me-
-ppl don't reply my msg / call (eventot sumtime i do so..hehe..)-
-war-
-boredom-

** I cry~ **
-when the characters tat i like died in a movie-
-when sum1 i love is leaving-
-when i watch touching movie / reading touching story-
-imagine something sad-
- my mom scold me terribly-


tats the latest me..hehe..easygoing..easy get mad..easy went upset..XD no offense~

_boredom is killing me_

feeling a bit tired now~juz now helped my mom 2 do some house work~...
my bro keep on calling me 2 help her...shit..i was reading HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRET on tat time..until chapter sixteen i guess..coz forgot oredy..THE HEIR OF SLYTHERIN~^^hehezz..cant take my eye off harry potter XD...addicted~ wakakaka~..==..laugh like a maniac..lolx..

hmm...yi ying juz arrived at kuching yesterday around 7.12pm like tat..
hmm..i was on9 on tat time...n searching 4 some information about artist..hehezz...i search a lot about robert pattinson~..hehezz..he look more handsome in TWILIGHT~ XD...but no chance 2 watch it..pity me...

hmm...wonder wat r otherz doing right now?? watching tv? hang out wif frenz?? spying ppl?? (well..i enjoyed doing tiz...n i hvt do tiz 4 ages..hehezz)well...watever...realize tat i grow fat a lot during tiz holiday~...should exercise regularly..or else..haha..i guess u all noe wat i mean~.. =p
my leg grow twice amount than usual ppl hv~..my gosh...dun wan 2 become goyle in harry potter..TT

wonder will some1 was thinking about me during tiz time..haha...no offense...
thinking about sumthing tat never ever will bcum true..well..i like 2 imagine..same word..no offense...hmm..i bet it muz b veli bitter when u luv sum1 hu u shouldnt love...

well...i been through tiz b4..veli sour..bitter..but somehow got abit sweet~ ^^


hehezz...gtg now...^^

love,
_QiAnZ_

FREAK out of my life ~ u weirdo!!!

shit~things unlike i expected....u weirdo ..juz FREAK out of my life!!!
bet u never appear in my life...
so wat..primary 3 until primary six ...the things we been through this all...seems like doesnt important 2 u..so wat m i looking for...no reward back!!! worry 4 nothing!!! its not worth!!! for wat im doing tiz..!!! for nothing !!!

hate u forever...oh yeah..u got u own friends...so old friends doesn't important 2 u anymore..
HAHA..i reckon tat u never treat me as ur friends..u b*tch...
better dun c u...hate u...hope tat i never ever meet u..
friends u cant live without..?? theres nothing u can predict in future..well...things owez don go like the way we wish for...drop off the thing u dun wan...n den choose a new 1 again~ hate!!!...F*ck off...!!!! better dun appear in front of me...

someday ur friends will suffer like me... !!!
what on earth are u thinking of !!! a qian jin dao xiao jie hu dont even noe how 2 use bas...dun u feel ashamed for urself!!! weirdo~!!!

a NICE~ WONDERFUL day~

hehez..today go out wif my dar all them~ ^^
we din go watch movie~ coz fang wan work~lolx..Daphne~im soli about tiz.still tot mayb i can tell u abit bout the story~hehezz..nvrm..plan 2 buy the cd~XD...i met yuen ting at the ground floor..then we go 2 shop 2 c whether got things 2 buy or not..hehezz..
about 11pm like tat...cai en call me said her and fang arrive ler..hehexx..
den we go union bookshop meet wif them..hehezz...cai en ask me whether she can hug me or not..n den we hug each other..she hug me till veli tight..seems like she veli miss me..XD
n den we go xiao mu chuan there buy drinks n sit at there n GOSSIP..lolx...
most of our topic is about XX de ler..hahah~XD...try 2 guess if u can..XD..hehezz.n den i share my sad things wif themm..hehexx..n den they all misunderstood me..WAKAKA~~tiz is so funny..hehezz..they misunderstood tat i like a wrong guy~..hehezz...veli funny o...till the veli the end they all suddenly realize they misunderstood ler..XD...funny dao si...XD..wonderful day..
n den we go take da tou tie..but b4 tat we all go toilet 1st~n den take some pic inside the toilet~hehezz....i look super duper ugly in the pic~ TT
n den we go take da tou tie lor...after tat having lunch at the food court there...we meet hui ying~~miss her so much..she didnt change at all....she work at union shop there..hehezz...she ask us whether can go out on 1/1/09 or not..coz tat day she go back 2 bintulu ler..TT...she is soo hardworking...hehezz..^^
having a nice lunch at food court~cai en and fang eat fried noodle..n den me and yuen ting eat salad chicken rice~nice~im so full..hehezz...haiz..its pity sze wen come so late..su fang ady last night told her we oni go boulevard..but she go imperial mall..=='''about 2pm like tat she arrive lor..hehezz..then we go play game...hehezz...i like 2 play cooking master 2~..nice~..hehe..

about 3pm like tat i go home lor...n den me n yuen ting oso got buy some ji nian ping b4 back home..its a cute ring..we buy it at SINMA~hehezzz...quite she bu de.~~TT..hehezzz...today is the BEST day in my life~

**BEST FRIENDS FOREVER~**

frustrated~ TT

whooa... long time din update my blog lw..
currently feel very tired.. TT becoz of an unexplainable reason..
juz feel tired becoz of nothing..ceh..feel like im a weirdo.. TT..

yesterday sumthing change my life..hehexx..guess wat??
lolx..try 2 guess if u can...wakakaka~...din expect this thing will ever happen in my life...hehexx..
haiz...yesterday my mood got abit weird la..sumtime happy sumtime angry..dun noe oso..mayb i need 2 consult a doctor lw.. P/S: mental doctor..lolx..i guess i am having a severe mental problem..hehexx..mayb will go rambutan soon..XD

when i feel angry i will do sumthing tat are not supposed 2 be done..dun like 2 sms or toking on tat time..
juz wan 2 be alone myself..n ppl better dun disturb me..or else mayb i will do sumthing tat will eventually HURT u...
well cant helped oso..hu ask me hv tiz weird behaviour???but will change tiz attitude 1..
dun worry...

realize tat..sum1 hu u rely on so much..doesnt like wat u expect...wat i think b4 wasnt correct at all..n i will ask myself dun b so kepo..!!i think tat me in ur heart muz b veli important..but it juz wasnt like wat i think..hah...wat izzit call?? destiny?? fate??or traitor..
well..no need 2 explain so much...juz b myself..and no need 2 kepo so much...u've got sum1 much more important than me~


SIMPLE IS THE BEST ~ yeah..going out tiz friday wif shy hui~ su fang (my dear)~ cai en (my lover..lolx..quite rou ma hor..lolx..XD)..annie can go wor..miss her so much~ TT

hehexx..feel so excited now..tiz is wat BEST FRIENDS called~..yeah cheerss~

P/S: to daphne if u read my blog..yeah im going 2 watch TWILIGHT tiz friday..hehexx...im feeling so good now..feel pity 4 u~ dun b sad...if cannot watch we all go buy a twilight cd 4 u..hehexx...4 a christmas present 4 u??how do u think?? XD (but hv 2 c whether got sell the CD or not..^^)..lolx..i noe u're the biggest fans of edward n bella..wakaka~