I had worked for whole day today.
today was the day for the newbies to do registration.
And me as one of the member of koperasi, had no choice but to help them out.
I worked from 7.30am until 4.30pm.
Those parents kept asking where to buy this and that. We kept answering them the answer again and again x) But what to do, we can't just ignored them and do our own works.
then i was the last one who went back home with one of my friend. Just after i stepped into my house. I received a call from my senior. She asked me to do her a favor. I nodded.
She left her bag,fail and something in The bilik kejuruteraan. But she wasn't available at that time,and the door is locked. There's no other options,so i helped her out. and everything's solved. =)) good then.
My friends decided to spent the last day of 2009 with Teachers. Perhaps they were enjoying their time right now. Unlike me, stayed at home and like a lifeless being. Nothing to do,i'm bored. No one's going to countdown with me, what a pity. ='( i guess everyone is busying to throw out parties~ =(( sigh....
shitz...
*my dad is coming home today,teehee~ =D
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
blinded by love + Before the year ends
there's no a exact purpose for me to blog here.
some people are blinded by love.
they cant judge which are correct, which are wrong.
for me, i never have the experience to fall in love with someone. *but i had experiences in which i had a crush on someone.
i don't know whether i will be blinded by love.i really don't know.
but i think no one can resist the power of love, isn't it?
but i will make an attempt to come across this..
one day's left, and i'm gonna say goodbye to 2009. 2009, i went through all the sweet/bitter moments with my precious friends. thank you for staying by my side when i need you guys the most. thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on when i was down. Thanks for lending me a pair of sympathize ears when i was feeling sad. there are thousand of words i want to tell them, but there's only one word i always want to tell them, 'thank you.'
Money / friends, which is more important. For me, money is just material wealth, FRIENDS are what we truly need. New year, new beginning. Let's start our new year with postive thinking. Brighten your days with your smiles. Do not mix with the wrong company, you might turn out to be the biggest liability of the society. stay tuned, and cheer up~
some people are blinded by love.
they cant judge which are correct, which are wrong.
for me, i never have the experience to fall in love with someone. *but i had experiences in which i had a crush on someone.
i don't know whether i will be blinded by love.i really don't know.
but i think no one can resist the power of love, isn't it?
but i will make an attempt to come across this..
one day's left, and i'm gonna say goodbye to 2009. 2009, i went through all the sweet/bitter moments with my precious friends. thank you for staying by my side when i need you guys the most. thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on when i was down. Thanks for lending me a pair of sympathize ears when i was feeling sad. there are thousand of words i want to tell them, but there's only one word i always want to tell them, 'thank you.'
Money / friends, which is more important. For me, money is just material wealth, FRIENDS are what we truly need. New year, new beginning. Let's start our new year with postive thinking. Brighten your days with your smiles. Do not mix with the wrong company, you might turn out to be the biggest liability of the society. stay tuned, and cheer up~
-what lies underneath the face,is a terrible soul-
i had a terrible day. i'm over the fire now. the anger in my heart overwhelmed me completely. why there's nobody for us when we need some helps? nobody wants to lend us a hand. this is cruel, brutally cruel. when we did all the things, nobody seemed to appreciate it. Do human always like this, i guess yes.they will never know how to cherish and appreciate until they really lost it.there's no use for blaming yourself constantly,everything's too late. well, HUMAN. Isn't this funny? We thought we know them completely, but actually,we are nothing to them. What lies underneath the beautiful face, is a terrible soul. And now, there's one thing i'm really angry about. i'm seriously want to stress on this.
we did all the jobs, we gave all what we can give, you all just enjoyed it. when we asked you to give us a help, everyone is gone. I don't know whether these bastards were trying to avoid us,but you know what,these bastards are not just only bastards, they are jerks. Piece of rubbish~ Don't blame me for using those words, you forced me to this,you are the one who bring me to this. I don't care if what i expressed here had completely my image, i just feel that if i don't expressed it here, it will be too unfair to me and my friends. Our intentions were originally good, but things change when those bastards made their decision. we didn't mean to force you, but do you know how does it feel when we were desire for helps? desperate for helps,okay!as the desire grew, there's no more patient. Jerks~!
-i felt completely relieved now~ whoah~
we did all the jobs, we gave all what we can give, you all just enjoyed it. when we asked you to give us a help, everyone is gone. I don't know whether these bastards were trying to avoid us,but you know what,these bastards are not just only bastards, they are jerks. Piece of rubbish~ Don't blame me for using those words, you forced me to this,you are the one who bring me to this. I don't care if what i expressed here had completely my image, i just feel that if i don't expressed it here, it will be too unfair to me and my friends. Our intentions were originally good, but things change when those bastards made their decision. we didn't mean to force you, but do you know how does it feel when we were desire for helps? desperate for helps,okay!as the desire grew, there's no more patient. Jerks~!
-i felt completely relieved now~ whoah~
Monday, December 28, 2009
just another day.
my family celebrated my grandpa's birthday last night
we had fun last night
mum prepared all kind of dishes, and it's appetizing
going out with friends tomorrow, out for a movie. *anticipating*
still few days left and goodbye to 2009.
2010, toughest year i'm gonna went through.
gotta be physically & mentally prepared.
gotta be in the same class with the person i don't like. ='(
are we going to separate with each other?? don't know.
like kelly Clarkson new hits -already gone
'i want you to know, it doesnt matter, where we take this road,someone's gotta go'
someone's gotta go. Maybe someone who i loved so much is going to transfer to another school. Nothing can be done to avail it. =(( but hopefully she would change her mind,for my sake. we've been friends for so many years.it's going to break my heart if she made the cruel decision. am i going to be alone here?
stared out of the window
trying to reach out
trying to speak it out
but feel like no one's hearing it
=(( this is sad.
am hesitating how should i spend my time tomorrow. it's like a celebration of the end of 2009, so i'm gonna make it as interesting & fun as possible. hopefully it's a unforgettable day.
*off now, bye dude.
we had fun last night
mum prepared all kind of dishes, and it's appetizing
going out with friends tomorrow, out for a movie. *anticipating*
still few days left and goodbye to 2009.
2010, toughest year i'm gonna went through.
gotta be physically & mentally prepared.
gotta be in the same class with the person i don't like. ='(
are we going to separate with each other?? don't know.
like kelly Clarkson new hits -already gone
'i want you to know, it doesnt matter, where we take this road,someone's gotta go'
someone's gotta go. Maybe someone who i loved so much is going to transfer to another school. Nothing can be done to avail it. =(( but hopefully she would change her mind,for my sake. we've been friends for so many years.it's going to break my heart if she made the cruel decision. am i going to be alone here?
stared out of the window
trying to reach out
trying to speak it out
but feel like no one's hearing it
=(( this is sad.
am hesitating how should i spend my time tomorrow. it's like a celebration of the end of 2009, so i'm gonna make it as interesting & fun as possible. hopefully it's a unforgettable day.
*off now, bye dude.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
it's 7.57pm now. staring at the monitor,my mind was blank.i could think of nothing right now.nothing at all.
i am the type of person who would admired someone easily.call me petty-minded/narrow-minded or whatever.i don't really care. This is Me,i am who i am.
but sometimes, i have to act like i don't care. But actually i care a lot. what can i do? i can only just put on a smile and pretend nothing happen.i don't want to hurt them, they are precious and irreplaceable. I want to cherish them. But sometime, i can't. Things just don't work the way we want, this is it.
for me, it's a numerous challenge i ever had. i'm really afraid that i can't sustain all of these.It's painful to deal all these alone by yourself.No one can help you. you're alone there, no one is by your side. you fight and you hurt,and you heal your wounded soul by yourself. it hurts.really hurts.
i was wondering what can i do to lighten their burden. but actually i could help nothing. in fact, i'm burden for them. Seeing others can get what they want easily, somehow i felt that He's playing a joke with me. 'we reap what we sow', i believe in this for every moment in my life. But sometime,it don't really work on somebody. Some people are just so lucky. they were born with a silver spoon in their mouth. They're just so lucky. Life is really unfair, don't you think so?
i hate it when those bastards come from wealthy families tried to show off. I don't really care actually, i just don't like the way they behave. So what? the money is not YOURS! so try not to do this stupid stuff.okay? If you're at the edge of death, you'll find all you need is not Money. Money can't buy neither love nor friendship. They are priceless, invaluable and irreplaceable. I once think that Money come first in my mind,followed by family and friends.but i was totally wrong.Nothing is more important than family & friends. they are my priority. some people see money as their treasure, but when your days are numbered, you can't bring your money down to hell or up to heaven. you can't.
there's no a specific reason for me to write something like this. I just expressed the feelings in my heart. I'm so relieved right now. =)
so, if you have friends or lovers whose intentions were not good, hey, listen to my advice. Just dump those bastards.they're not worthy.Or u can slap those bastards, they deserve it. Show your kindness by giving them a free lesson, they will appreciate. don't cry for them,or else you're just wasting your tears. Find someone who is more appreciative.
You'll find it someday,you will,for sure.
i am the type of person who would admired someone easily.call me petty-minded/narrow-minded or whatever.i don't really care. This is Me,i am who i am.
but sometimes, i have to act like i don't care. But actually i care a lot. what can i do? i can only just put on a smile and pretend nothing happen.i don't want to hurt them, they are precious and irreplaceable. I want to cherish them. But sometime, i can't. Things just don't work the way we want, this is it.
for me, it's a numerous challenge i ever had. i'm really afraid that i can't sustain all of these.It's painful to deal all these alone by yourself.No one can help you. you're alone there, no one is by your side. you fight and you hurt,and you heal your wounded soul by yourself. it hurts.really hurts.
i was wondering what can i do to lighten their burden. but actually i could help nothing. in fact, i'm burden for them. Seeing others can get what they want easily, somehow i felt that He's playing a joke with me. 'we reap what we sow', i believe in this for every moment in my life. But sometime,it don't really work on somebody. Some people are just so lucky. they were born with a silver spoon in their mouth. They're just so lucky. Life is really unfair, don't you think so?
i hate it when those bastards come from wealthy families tried to show off. I don't really care actually, i just don't like the way they behave. So what? the money is not YOURS! so try not to do this stupid stuff.okay? If you're at the edge of death, you'll find all you need is not Money. Money can't buy neither love nor friendship. They are priceless, invaluable and irreplaceable. I once think that Money come first in my mind,followed by family and friends.but i was totally wrong.Nothing is more important than family & friends. they are my priority. some people see money as their treasure, but when your days are numbered, you can't bring your money down to hell or up to heaven. you can't.
there's no a specific reason for me to write something like this. I just expressed the feelings in my heart. I'm so relieved right now. =)
so, if you have friends or lovers whose intentions were not good, hey, listen to my advice. Just dump those bastards.they're not worthy.Or u can slap those bastards, they deserve it. Show your kindness by giving them a free lesson, they will appreciate. don't cry for them,or else you're just wasting your tears. Find someone who is more appreciative.
You'll find it someday,you will,for sure.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas
to all the fellow readers and my precious friends : -
have a blessed Christmas. ^^
just Back from Parkson, and i bought a reference Book.It cost me about Rm 32..i was like what the heck, so expensive (though my mom was the one who paid for it ) mom asked me to buy Biology,Add Maths,Chemistry,Physics,but i only choose to buy biology first.if i bought it all together, it will cost about Rm 120..@.@ So i refused to entertain my mom's request. haha,i am lazy for the moment right now. ^3^
2010 is going to be a tough year for me. =(( *heavy sigh..
anyway, am going out with my friends next wednesday. There's a special occasion ^^.Haha.
gtg now, bye2, Merry Christmas~
have a blessed Christmas. ^^
just Back from Parkson, and i bought a reference Book.It cost me about Rm 32..i was like what the heck, so expensive (though my mom was the one who paid for it ) mom asked me to buy Biology,Add Maths,Chemistry,Physics,but i only choose to buy biology first.if i bought it all together, it will cost about Rm 120..@.@ So i refused to entertain my mom's request. haha,i am lazy for the moment right now. ^3^
2010 is going to be a tough year for me. =(( *heavy sigh..
anyway, am going out with my friends next wednesday. There's a special occasion ^^.Haha.
gtg now, bye2, Merry Christmas~
Thursday, December 24, 2009
my goal is achieved
i get my result.
and i realized that my hard work really pays off.
i am so relieved right now.
thx for my family for being supportive.
Thx for my friends for always by my side.
Thank You.
I'm satisfied and happy for the result. But it doesn't mean that i will have a smooth journey for always. Effort is needed. jia you =))
congratz to everybody. have a nice day.
*mom said she's going to bring me to celebrate tomorrow =)) thanks mum, i appreciate it.
and i realized that my hard work really pays off.
i am so relieved right now.
thx for my family for being supportive.
Thx for my friends for always by my side.
Thank You.
I'm satisfied and happy for the result. But it doesn't mean that i will have a smooth journey for always. Effort is needed. jia you =))
congratz to everybody. have a nice day.
*mom said she's going to bring me to celebrate tomorrow =)) thanks mum, i appreciate it.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
whenever....
whenever i need someone to help me
nobody's there..
whenever i need someone to comfort me
i saw nobody.
why is everybody treating me like this?
you are cold, cruel and hard.
nobody understands me.
=((
nobody's there..
whenever i need someone to comfort me
i saw nobody.
why is everybody treating me like this?
you are cold, cruel and hard.
nobody understands me.
=((
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
doomsday ;(
two days left.
and everything is going to revealed.
what am i going to do?
don't know.
i'm questioning myself.
but i don't know the answer. funny, huh? =.= Lame
the school is going to reopen soon.
which means i will have to spare my time wisely.
i guess there are tons of activities we have to take part. well, this is suck. =.=
what can i do, i got my fingers in all pies. Shit.
i'm going to bang my head against the wall, this is the best solution so far. ;)
but if something is destined to be happened,nothing can stop it.
yea, nothing can stop it =((
=(( i'm going to help my mum right now, she's shouting for me in the kitchen.something bad is gonna happen if i choose to ignore her. k, goodbye to all my fellow reader. wish you all are in the pink of health.=)
and everything is going to revealed.
what am i going to do?
don't know.
i'm questioning myself.
but i don't know the answer. funny, huh? =.= Lame
the school is going to reopen soon.
which means i will have to spare my time wisely.
i guess there are tons of activities we have to take part. well, this is suck. =.=
what can i do, i got my fingers in all pies. Shit.
i'm going to bang my head against the wall, this is the best solution so far. ;)
but if something is destined to be happened,nothing can stop it.
yea, nothing can stop it =((
=(( i'm going to help my mum right now, she's shouting for me in the kitchen.something bad is gonna happen if i choose to ignore her. k, goodbye to all my fellow reader. wish you all are in the pink of health.=)
Monday, December 21, 2009
love rain (sarangbi) by kim tae woo
Romaji Lyrics : -
sa rang haess eot deon eo tteon i ga tteo na gan jeog it get jyo
mo deun ge nae tas i ran saeng gag i deun jeog it get jyo
na geu rae seo jap ji mot haet jyo o
i reon a peum jjeum eun mo du ij eur su iss eul geo ra
da reun sa rang i chaj a or geo ra saeng gak haess eot jyo
wae geu reon de it jir mot ha jyo o
geu jeo ha neur ba ra bo myeo oe chi jyo da si han beon na reur sa rang hae jwo
nae mam sog jag eun ba raem i bi ga doe eo nae ryeo o myeon
nae sa rang i meo ri e nae ri myeon chu eog i doe sar a na go
ga seum e nae ri myeon so jung haet deon sa rang i tteo o reu go
nae sa rang i ip sur e dah eu myeon neor sa rang hae ne ge oe chi myeo
bi ga nae ri neun geu gir eur tta ra geot da ga geot da ga geot da bo myeon
ba ra deon ne ga nar gi da ryeo
mid eum i ra neun yeol soe ro sa rang ui sang jar yeor eo
sa rang i ran gi do ro jeon ha neun jeon hwa reur geor eo
nae mam i neor jap ji mot hae do
geu jeo ha neur ba ra bo myeo oe chi jyo da si han beon na reur sa rang hae jwo
nae mam sog jag eun ba raem i bi ga doe eo nae ryeo o myeon
nae sa rang i meo ri e nae ri myeon chu eog i doe sar a na go
ga seum e nae ri myeon so jung haet deon sa rang i tteo o reu go
nae sa rang i ip sur e dah eu myeon neor sa rang hae ne ge oe chi myeo
bi ga nae ri neun geu gir eur tta ra geot da ga geot da ga geot da bo myeon
ba ra deon ne ga nar gi da ryeo
dor a ga geu ttae ro
nae salm ui dan han beon gi do haet deon dae ro
i reoh ge oe chi myeo
sa rang bi ga nae ryeo wa
neo ui sa rang i na ui nun e nae ri myeon nun e nae ri myeon
nae ap e ni ga seo it go
nae gwi e nae ri myeon ni ga da si sa rang eur sok sag i go
neor sa rang hae nae pum e an eu myeon tto da si haeng bok hae ji myeo
hae ga bi chu neun geu gir eur tta ra gat i tto geot da ga geot da bo myeon
ba ra deon kkum i seo iss eo
English translation : -
Once someone I loved left me and I thought it was all because of me, so I couldn't hold onto her.
I thought that I could forget this pain, that another love will come to me.. but why can't I forget?
All I can do is to look up at the sky and shout once again "love me", when this little hope in my heart becomes rain and falls.
[Chorus]
When my love rains on my head the memories come alive again. When it rains on my heart I think of the precious love. When my love touches my lips, I love you shouting to me. Following the road where the rain comes, you'll see me waiting for you if you keep on walking, walking and walking.
Open the box called love with they key of faith, call with the phone transmitting a prayer called love, even if my heart can't find you.
All I can do is to look up at the sky and shout once again "love me", when this little hope in my heart becomes rain and falls.
[Chorus]
When my love rains on my head the memories come alive again. When it rains on my heart I think of the precious love. When my love touches my lips, I love you shouting to me. Following the road where the rain comes, you'll see me waiting for you if you keep on walking, walking and walking.
Return again to that time.. to my life like that one time when you prayed. When I shout like this..... the love rain falls......
[Chorus]
When your love rains in front of my eyes you stand in front of me. When it rains on my ears, you whisper love into my ears again. I love you when I hug you, when I become happy again. Following the road where the sun shines on, we will see us if we keep on walking, walking and walking.
Yeah ~ Once again praying for you to come back to me...
:+: i was amazed by his singing skills, he is really talented =)) , keep it up,kim tae woo! :+:
Saturday, December 19, 2009
raining
unpredictable weather.
just now the sun was shining brightly on the deep blue and azure sky.
but now all the dark cloud covered the sky
seems like it is going to rain soon.
it's so cold right now.haha still love the weather though
it can calm my mind down
wonderful~
ok
gtg now..bb..
just now the sun was shining brightly on the deep blue and azure sky.
but now all the dark cloud covered the sky
seems like it is going to rain soon.
it's so cold right now.haha still love the weather though
it can calm my mind down
wonderful~
ok
gtg now..bb..
as we knew,
the school is not reopen yet
but tons of works are already given by the teachers to us
we are just a normal human being like others do.
we are not your machines or your servants.
yes, as a student, it was our obligation to do all the works given by them.
but do you know that, we need to rest?
we need times to take a break.
i wonder why it always us? why? why not others?
don't you think that this is seriously unfair?
don't get me wrong, everybody. i just expressed what i can't expressed.
this is my personal page. so i think i got my freedom to express what i want.
at school, or even at home i can't really show my true side to my friends or family.
i just hide my feelings inside me.
sometime, we do the works, but others get the pays. funny and unbelievable right?
well, let it be.. I dont wanna get myself stuck in this stupid and asshole thing.
bullshits.
the school is not reopen yet
but tons of works are already given by the teachers to us
we are just a normal human being like others do.
we are not your machines or your servants.
yes, as a student, it was our obligation to do all the works given by them.
but do you know that, we need to rest?
we need times to take a break.
i wonder why it always us? why? why not others?
don't you think that this is seriously unfair?
don't get me wrong, everybody. i just expressed what i can't expressed.
this is my personal page. so i think i got my freedom to express what i want.
at school, or even at home i can't really show my true side to my friends or family.
i just hide my feelings inside me.
sometime, we do the works, but others get the pays. funny and unbelievable right?
well, let it be.. I dont wanna get myself stuck in this stupid and asshole thing.
bullshits.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
stunning news
like usual, i turned on my comp and surfed the internet.
i logged in my Facebook account and read a stunning news.
i don't know where they get the news from, and i'm not sure whether it was true or not. But i choose to believe it. =x
they said, Pmr result is coming out on 24th of Dec, which means, next Thursday.
which means i still have one week to Go. and which also means that i only got a little of time to get mentally and physically prepared.
the end of the speech, this is driving me insane.
some said that the result is coming before Christmas. Yes, i accept this. If we think about it logically, this fact can be accepted. we started out exam earlier than the previous year did.so there's a possibility that the result is coming out earlier.
i wanted to say that, i've done my best, i've put my efforts, and i really really wish that what come out is something Good.
Qian
i logged in my Facebook account and read a stunning news.
i don't know where they get the news from, and i'm not sure whether it was true or not. But i choose to believe it. =x
they said, Pmr result is coming out on 24th of Dec, which means, next Thursday.
which means i still have one week to Go. and which also means that i only got a little of time to get mentally and physically prepared.
the end of the speech, this is driving me insane.
some said that the result is coming before Christmas. Yes, i accept this. If we think about it logically, this fact can be accepted. we started out exam earlier than the previous year did.so there's a possibility that the result is coming out earlier.
i wanted to say that, i've done my best, i've put my efforts, and i really really wish that what come out is something Good.
for all my friends..
wish you...
All The best.
wish you...
All The best.
Qian
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
-random stuff-
well, webcaming with buddy just now.. see the picture up there..her pretty face =Dbut there is something wrong with her Webcam,so the image is kinda blur. xD
OK,story begins.
there's a story between mermaid and prince.
and..
there's a story between a girl and a boy.
She lost him once.
The one who used to love her so much.
She blamed herself for being so stupid.
She learned to Cherish him, but it was too late.
though it was never too late to apologize. But words leaved scars.
The mistakes she has done, can't be erased anymore.
The choice she has made, can't be changed anymore.
The words she has said, can't be taken back anymore.
she was too scared of losing him, once again.
Thus, she choose to Apologize, but not declared her love.
anyway...
there's something she always wanted him to know........
....
....
...
I LOVE YOU, I REALLY DO.
....
...
I LOVE YOU, I REALLY DO.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
-forever??-
do you believe there is an immortal being in our world?
well, i don't.
then, do you believe 'forever'
seriously, i don't.
Nothing can Last forever.
i discovered a nice song.it was an old song though
i was touched by the lyrics.it was just like a mirror,it reflects what's on my mind.so i'm gonna paste the lyric here.hope u enjoy this.
原來和你一樣害怕著孤單
沒有你的夜晚
星星和我一樣徬徨
掛在天上
忽明又忽暗
不知不覺窗外的天已變亮
原來醒的時間越來越長
沒有你的異鄉
只有冷風陪我流浪
我怕我的思念
游不過這片海洋
別對我說永遠 永遠 永遠
永遠是太昂貴的誓言
我握不住也看不見
最後隨著浪濤消失不見
別對我說永遠 永遠 永遠
永遠不是我要的明天
你愛過我就已足夠
就算到了最後愛已擱淺
只求你留我在你心田
well, i don't.
then, do you believe 'forever'
seriously, i don't.
Nothing can Last forever.
i discovered a nice song.it was an old song though
i was touched by the lyrics.it was just like a mirror,it reflects what's on my mind.so i'm gonna paste the lyric here.hope u enjoy this.
永遠永遠 by 李翊君
一直以為自己可以很堅強原來和你一樣害怕著孤單
沒有你的夜晚
星星和我一樣徬徨
掛在天上
忽明又忽暗
不知不覺窗外的天已變亮
原來醒的時間越來越長
沒有你的異鄉
只有冷風陪我流浪
我怕我的思念
游不過這片海洋
別對我說永遠 永遠 永遠
永遠是太昂貴的誓言
我握不住也看不見
最後隨著浪濤消失不見
別對我說永遠 永遠 永遠
永遠不是我要的明天
你愛過我就已足夠
就算到了最後愛已擱淺
只求你留我在你心田
-negative thinking-
i hate myself for being so naive
i hate myself
i can't stop thinking negatively
i just can't
when i tried to approach for you guys
somehow i smelled the rat
something went wrong here
it seemed like you guys were trying to avoid me
=( why everything have to turn upside down like this.
i hate changes.i hate everything.
i hate myself
i can't stop thinking negatively
i just can't
when i tried to approach for you guys
somehow i smelled the rat
something went wrong here
it seemed like you guys were trying to avoid me
=( why everything have to turn upside down like this.
i hate changes.i hate everything.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
updates :D
i watched a movie just now.
it's called 'The Prince and Me'
it's an old movie,but it had a nice storyline
strongly recommend to all of you, 5 stars rated! thumbs up! LOL
it's like a fairy tale, an ordinary girl get to know a Prince from Denmark,and they fall in love.
i really envy the girl.
but somehow this is kind of impossible in reality.anyhow, enjoy this.
worried.....
worried...
worried about everything...
my heart beat started to increase
every time i think of it
i convinced myself
not to get myself stuck in these
but i can't
i can't get rid of these
it occupied my mind, my breathe,my sight and everything
why does this always happened on me?
i am sick of these!
i have no one to share my feelings with
i am afraid..
i am afraid to bother everybody
i am afraid they will think i am such a nuisance
i am afraid they will think me as a big menace
i am afraid of everything
i consider everything,but it doesn't work at all.not at all
tensions,stresses and everything, i have to say that i really hate this.
if only i am given chance
i would choose to live as a bird, but not a human.
i am really tired.
worried about everything...
my heart beat started to increase
every time i think of it
i convinced myself
not to get myself stuck in these
but i can't
i can't get rid of these
it occupied my mind, my breathe,my sight and everything
why does this always happened on me?
i am sick of these!
i have no one to share my feelings with
i am afraid..
i am afraid to bother everybody
i am afraid they will think i am such a nuisance
i am afraid they will think me as a big menace
i am afraid of everything
i consider everything,but it doesn't work at all.not at all
tensions,stresses and everything, i have to say that i really hate this.
if only i am given chance
i would choose to live as a bird, but not a human.
i am really tired.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
tagged...
一旦被点到，就不能回拒噢
■开始■
〓关于我〓
★姓名★韵倩
★马来文名★Kiu Yun Qian
★洋名★没有耶~
★花名★Ah Nong (my mom called me this),1000，蚯蚓 ==
★生日★3月14日 =)
★星座★双鱼座 pisces
★生肖★DOG
★体高★160 cm
★体重★ 50 kg something (didnt measure for a long time ady)
★来自★Kuching
★宗族★chinese
★信仰★Buddhist
★嗜好★online,games,listening to my fav music,chat with friends,Novels and Dramas,Movie!
★兴趣★do some research on Kpop artists
★怪癖★erm,like to fart? lol
★性格★sensitive,emotional,laugh a lots,influenced by others easily
★职业★a part time student =)
★愿望★erm, travel all over the world, but it seemed kinda impossible
★地址★== i choose not to answer, i live on earth! LOL
★颜色★white,black, silver, sky blue
★卡通★Alvin and the Chipmunks, The princess and the frog~and lots
★花朵★Dandelion
★音乐★ R&B,Jazz,Pop,Rock and lots
★食物★Salad!and my fav Nacho,yummy~thumbs up!! LOL
★饮料★ Soda,Pepsi,Iced Lemon Tea
★衣服★ i prefer T-shirt!
★裤子★ jeans, and sports pants
★裙子★i don't wear skirts！xD
★穿着★ erm,as long as it is comfortable, anything will do,but not naked! LOL
★造型★ don't really care about this
★国家★ England,America,Korea,Taiwan, Africa and Japan
★艺人★ Super Junior, f(x),Adam Lambert,David Archuleta,Taylor Swift,Phil Collins,Boys like girls,Dessert Rose band
★物品★ erm,phone's accessories and lots
★季节★i like all execpt summer
★动物★ doggy~
★发型★ there is nothing special about my hairstyle.
★节目★ Britain's Got Talent！！
★电影★Ninja Assasin,storm warriors, New Moon, any of the Disney's Movies & couples retreat &the proposal, there's a lot but i can't mentioned of it.LOL
★科目★ Science, Math and Geo
★运动★ pardon, i don't join sports, whatever =P
★朋友★A lots,they are my treasures!
★模特儿★ dont know
★造型师★ dont know
★座右铭★ where there's a will, there's a way
★华语歌★ lots
★英文歌★ you'll be in my heart, can you feel the love tonight,nothing's gonna change my love for you,one step forward, silent night, joy to the world,complicated,come back to me, and a lots!
★马来歌★ there are some,but don't know the title of the songs
★广东歌★ /
★福建歌★ /
★电视剧★next stop,happines. wind & cloud 2
★遗憾之事★ there were something i want to tell somebody,but i didn't,and i do regret it now!
★若时光能倒流?★erm,i want to change my past LOL
★若选择一个人永远爱你?★wow,is this possible??nothing can last FOREVER
★若自己是亿万富翁★LOL, i will be over the moon,and i'll spent the money to buy the stuffs i want! LOL
★若有一天醒来，发现自己的样子变成金城武／蔡依林，你会?★ 跟自己说：what the heck, am i dreaming?
★若有三个愿望★ 1,i want to build a happy family with someone i really really love 2,hope i can past my every exam with flying colours 3, i want to have lots of MONEY
★面包／爱情★ 面包
★雨天／晴天★ rainy days
★爱情／自由★ 自由
★黑／白★ 白
★海边／山上★ 海邊
★唱歌／跳舞★ erm,dont like both
★美貌／性格★ somehow i think attitude is more important
★平淡／轰烈的日子★ 平淡
★相信／提防★ prevent is better than cure
★头脑好／性格好★can i have both?
★干皮肤／油皮肤★ can i drop both?
★金钱／快乐★ 快乐
★目前快乐吗★ still ok
★朋友对你好吗★ good =))
★你受朋友欢迎吗★ hehe
★好朋友是★ someone who can share our secrets with, someone who can lighten our burden..someone we really love!
★单身／恋爱★ 单身
★相信一辈子吗★ erm, no
★喜欢自己吗★ yea,i like myself
★相信自己吗★ 相信
★悲观／乐观★ 乐观！ XD
★若说最后一句话就哑口，你会★ 用写的 LOL
★若明天世界末日，你会★ 跟家人和朋友说最后的遗言 GOOdbye everyone, ILY!
★若你爱的人明天离开你，你会★ let it be,but i think i'll need an explanation
★最喜欢的一句话★ KNS, LOL
〓我〓
★时尚吗★ dont think so
★哪风格★ dont know eh
★优点★ erm,a caring person,perhaps...??
★缺点★ lazy,stubborn,awkward,not being good at sociable
★SPM有信心吗★dont know eh,future can't be predicted,but just do my best
★认为自己可以拿几科A★ DONT KNOW,you're making me nervous!!!
★崇拜的艺人★there are a lots
★能为他神魂颠倒的艺人★Shinee
★搞笑的艺人★ hei ren, Super Junior's Shindong, Leeteuk,Eunhyuk
★讨厌的艺人★ Don't have any
★欣赏的艺人★ 2pm,f(x) ,2ne1,G-Dragon and Big Bang
★甜美的艺人★ erm, SNSD?
★可爱的艺人★ Mei Mei
★古典美艺人★ ME LO! xD
★气质型艺人★ Hey! girl's xiao xun, Ady An
★实力派艺人★ Ady An,
★帅哥型艺人★ SHIA Labeouf!!Rain and lots
★新加坡的七公主里你喜欢★ who the heck is this?
★最登对艺人★ vanness Wu and Ady An,
★有想过当艺人吗★ never~
∥点名∥
→ Kelly
→ Niem yee
→Dolphin
→Mavis
→Nicholas Chong xD
→Kelvin Wong xp
→Carie
■开始■
〓关于我〓
★姓名★韵倩
★马来文名★Kiu Yun Qian
★洋名★没有耶~
★花名★Ah Nong (my mom called me this),1000，蚯蚓 ==
★生日★3月14日 =)
★星座★双鱼座 pisces
★生肖★DOG
★体高★160 cm
★体重★ 50 kg something (didnt measure for a long time ady)
★来自★Kuching
★宗族★chinese
★信仰★Buddhist
★嗜好★online,games,listening to my fav music,chat with friends,Novels and Dramas,Movie!
★兴趣★do some research on Kpop artists
★怪癖★erm,like to fart? lol
★性格★sensitive,emotional,laugh a lots,influenced by others easily
★职业★a part time student =)
★愿望★erm, travel all over the world, but it seemed kinda impossible
★地址★== i choose not to answer, i live on earth! LOL
★颜色★white,black, silver, sky blue
★卡通★Alvin and the Chipmunks, The princess and the frog~and lots
★花朵★Dandelion
★音乐★ R&B,Jazz,Pop,Rock and lots
★食物★Salad!and my fav Nacho,yummy~thumbs up!! LOL
★饮料★ Soda,Pepsi,Iced Lemon Tea
★衣服★ i prefer T-shirt!
★裤子★ jeans, and sports pants
★裙子★i don't wear skirts！xD
★穿着★ erm,as long as it is comfortable, anything will do,but not naked! LOL
★造型★ don't really care about this
★国家★ England,America,Korea,Taiwan, Africa and Japan
★艺人★ Super Junior, f(x),Adam Lambert,David Archuleta,Taylor Swift,Phil Collins,Boys like girls,Dessert Rose band
★物品★ erm,phone's accessories and lots
★季节★i like all execpt summer
★动物★ doggy~
★发型★ there is nothing special about my hairstyle.
★节目★ Britain's Got Talent！！
★电影★Ninja Assasin,storm warriors, New Moon, any of the Disney's Movies & couples retreat &the proposal, there's a lot but i can't mentioned of it.LOL
★科目★ Science, Math and Geo
★运动★ pardon, i don't join sports, whatever =P
★朋友★A lots,they are my treasures!
★模特儿★ dont know
★造型师★ dont know
★座右铭★ where there's a will, there's a way
★华语歌★ lots
★英文歌★ you'll be in my heart, can you feel the love tonight,nothing's gonna change my love for you,one step forward, silent night, joy to the world,complicated,come back to me, and a lots!
★马来歌★ there are some,but don't know the title of the songs
★广东歌★ /
★福建歌★ /
★电视剧★next stop,happines. wind & cloud 2
★遗憾之事★ there were something i want to tell somebody,but i didn't,and i do regret it now!
★若时光能倒流?★erm,i want to change my past LOL
★若选择一个人永远爱你?★wow,is this possible??nothing can last FOREVER
★若自己是亿万富翁★LOL, i will be over the moon,and i'll spent the money to buy the stuffs i want! LOL
★若有一天醒来，发现自己的样子变成金城武／蔡依林，你会?★ 跟自己说：what the heck, am i dreaming?
★若有三个愿望★ 1,i want to build a happy family with someone i really really love 2,hope i can past my every exam with flying colours 3, i want to have lots of MONEY
★面包／爱情★ 面包
★雨天／晴天★ rainy days
★爱情／自由★ 自由
★黑／白★ 白
★海边／山上★ 海邊
★唱歌／跳舞★ erm,dont like both
★美貌／性格★ somehow i think attitude is more important
★平淡／轰烈的日子★ 平淡
★相信／提防★ prevent is better than cure
★头脑好／性格好★can i have both?
★干皮肤／油皮肤★ can i drop both?
★金钱／快乐★ 快乐
★目前快乐吗★ still ok
★朋友对你好吗★ good =))
★你受朋友欢迎吗★ hehe
★好朋友是★ someone who can share our secrets with, someone who can lighten our burden..someone we really love!
★单身／恋爱★ 单身
★相信一辈子吗★ erm, no
★喜欢自己吗★ yea,i like myself
★相信自己吗★ 相信
★悲观／乐观★ 乐观！ XD
★若说最后一句话就哑口，你会★ 用写的 LOL
★若明天世界末日，你会★ 跟家人和朋友说最后的遗言 GOOdbye everyone, ILY!
★若你爱的人明天离开你，你会★ let it be,but i think i'll need an explanation
★最喜欢的一句话★ KNS, LOL
〓我〓
★时尚吗★ dont think so
★哪风格★ dont know eh
★优点★ erm,a caring person,perhaps...??
★缺点★ lazy,stubborn,awkward,not being good at sociable
★SPM有信心吗★dont know eh,future can't be predicted,but just do my best
★认为自己可以拿几科A★ DONT KNOW,you're making me nervous!!!
★崇拜的艺人★there are a lots
★能为他神魂颠倒的艺人★Shinee
★搞笑的艺人★ hei ren, Super Junior's Shindong, Leeteuk,Eunhyuk
★讨厌的艺人★ Don't have any
★欣赏的艺人★ 2pm,f(x) ,2ne1,G-Dragon and Big Bang
★甜美的艺人★ erm, SNSD?
★可爱的艺人★ Mei Mei
★古典美艺人★ ME LO! xD
★气质型艺人★ Hey! girl's xiao xun, Ady An
★实力派艺人★ Ady An,
★帅哥型艺人★ SHIA Labeouf!!Rain and lots
★新加坡的七公主里你喜欢★ who the heck is this?
★最登对艺人★ vanness Wu and Ady An,
★有想过当艺人吗★ never~
∥点名∥
→ Kelly
→ Niem yee
→Dolphin
→Mavis
→Nicholas Chong xD
→Kelvin Wong xp
→Carie
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Story
there was a boy who loved a girl very much, he loved her with his heart.
but the boy never able to express and declare his love to the girl.
He was afraid of losing the girl as a friend.
One day, the girl went abroad to study.
a few years has passed.
they ran into each other in a restaurant.
they greeted each other..
the boy put on a bright smile on his face and asked the girl : are u married?
the girl said : No, the guy i wanted to marry never proposed me.
the boy said : who is that?
the girl answered : that guy is you.
a heart-warming story. short but yet touching.
i like this ever since i read it.
Lol, if i was the guy i would straight away proposed the girl..
to everyone no matter who you are,
be brave and courage enough to chase after your dreams and Love
Love only come once in a lifetime
once you lose it
you will regret for your entire life
you will lose the chance if you don't learn to appreciate it
=)
but the boy never able to express and declare his love to the girl.
He was afraid of losing the girl as a friend.
One day, the girl went abroad to study.
a few years has passed.
they ran into each other in a restaurant.
they greeted each other..
the boy put on a bright smile on his face and asked the girl : are u married?
the girl said : No, the guy i wanted to marry never proposed me.
the boy said : who is that?
the girl answered : that guy is you.
a heart-warming story. short but yet touching.
i like this ever since i read it.
Lol, if i was the guy i would straight away proposed the girl..
to everyone no matter who you are,
be brave and courage enough to chase after your dreams and Love
Love only come once in a lifetime
once you lose it
you will regret for your entire life
you will lose the chance if you don't learn to appreciate it
=)
:D
so yesterday i went to Parkson
with my lovely Friends
and here they are --- Sharon, Su Fang and Yumiko
ROFL i MISS them very much!
i waited for them in popular, but they haven't came
actually fang n Yumiko arrived already but they didnt came to popular
so i accidentally run into them, and thus we met each other haha..
then they brought me to shy hui's stall
she hugged me and gave me a big embrace, well, i appreciated it =)) she is still my friend after all
then we talked a lot and laughed a lot
then our VIP miss Sharon has finally arrived
then again,fang and yumiko said that they were deadly hungry
so we went to McDonald to solve our lunch
McDonald didnt offered Coke today, nah...=((
so we drink Milo instead of Cola :'(
then we talked that we talked this, and then we went to cinema..Cinema was crowded with people and our plan to watch NINJA ASSASIN has failed..so we have to abort the plan, =((
then there was a sudden black out in Parkson what a menace
too bad i can't stayed with them until we finished our da tou tie..TOO BAD
my mum was rushing me, wth =.= then i went back
there are lots of picture i want to upload, but i will upload it as soon as possible after i edit it.
Last but not least,
A friend in need is a Friend indeed
[They might not as perfect as we can think of]
with my lovely Friends
and here they are --- Sharon, Su Fang and Yumiko
ROFL i MISS them very much!
i waited for them in popular, but they haven't came
actually fang n Yumiko arrived already but they didnt came to popular
so i accidentally run into them, and thus we met each other haha..
then they brought me to shy hui's stall
she hugged me and gave me a big embrace, well, i appreciated it =)) she is still my friend after all
then we talked a lot and laughed a lot
then our VIP miss Sharon has finally arrived
then again,fang and yumiko said that they were deadly hungry
so we went to McDonald to solve our lunch
McDonald didnt offered Coke today, nah...=((
so we drink Milo instead of Cola :'(
then we talked that we talked this, and then we went to cinema..Cinema was crowded with people and our plan to watch NINJA ASSASIN has failed..so we have to abort the plan, =((
then there was a sudden black out in Parkson what a menace
too bad i can't stayed with them until we finished our da tou tie..TOO BAD
my mum was rushing me, wth =.= then i went back
there are lots of picture i want to upload, but i will upload it as soon as possible after i edit it.
Last but not least,
A friend in need is a Friend indeed
[They might not as perfect as we can think of]
but
[They are the best i ever had..]
Monday, December 7, 2009
back again =))
hey dude, its me
so i'm back again
i felt so fresh whenever i first touched the keyboard
haha, so..erm just a few days ago, i am addicted to a series of Anime
so i just kept watching it
and thus i wasn't available to surf the net
forgive me guys =)
well, do you believe that i watched Digimon??
yes, i do .
i can watch it over and over again without getting bored..
i mean, i started to watch Digimon, when i was 7 or 8
i found it was really entertaining, it colours my life =)) well, thats when i found myself was seriously addicted to the anime world
some of my friends don't understand why, a person like me would spent most of my time to sit in front of the TV and watch the cartoon,as they find it quite lame
well, all i have to say is, that's me, when i feel depressed or getting upset about something, well, i just watched anime, and my anger somehow decreased gradually
I hate it when a series of an anime come to an End, i mean sometime my emotion was kind of influenced by it..Hmm, anyway, i loved them, they are my life, my everything
i considered everything.
but it doesn't work.
=((
well, there is something really bother me right now.
but sorry, due to my own privacy right, i guess i don't need to tell u guys whats the matter
seriously, i had a nightmare just a few days ago.
i dreamed about something violence , vile and repulsive =((
when the world is destined to come to an End
what would i do??
=(( well, kindly hope that everything is just my stupid and untrustable imagination
i mean
EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY, RIGHT??
so i'm back again
i felt so fresh whenever i first touched the keyboard
haha, so..erm just a few days ago, i am addicted to a series of Anime
so i just kept watching it
and thus i wasn't available to surf the net
forgive me guys =)
well, do you believe that i watched Digimon??
yes, i do .
i can watch it over and over again without getting bored..
i mean, i started to watch Digimon, when i was 7 or 8
i found it was really entertaining, it colours my life =)) well, thats when i found myself was seriously addicted to the anime world
some of my friends don't understand why, a person like me would spent most of my time to sit in front of the TV and watch the cartoon,as they find it quite lame
well, all i have to say is, that's me, when i feel depressed or getting upset about something, well, i just watched anime, and my anger somehow decreased gradually
I hate it when a series of an anime come to an End, i mean sometime my emotion was kind of influenced by it..Hmm, anyway, i loved them, they are my life, my everything
i considered everything.
but it doesn't work.
=((
well, there is something really bother me right now.
but sorry, due to my own privacy right, i guess i don't need to tell u guys whats the matter
seriously, i had a nightmare just a few days ago.
i dreamed about something violence , vile and repulsive =((
when the world is destined to come to an End
what would i do??
=(( well, kindly hope that everything is just my stupid and untrustable imagination
i mean
EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY, RIGHT??
Thursday, December 3, 2009
craziness =p
seriously
i was crazy about something lately
i finally realized how did it felt like
when u were crazy about something
=p
recently, i've been crazy about kpop
i mean, those celebrities are really highly-talented and they have a really good looking face
well i'm stuck with these stuff
and couldnt get myself from all of these =p
i think that's all what i want to share
gtg =p
i was crazy about something lately
i finally realized how did it felt like
when u were crazy about something
=p
recently, i've been crazy about kpop
i mean, those celebrities are really highly-talented and they have a really good looking face
well i'm stuck with these stuff
and couldnt get myself from all of these =p
i think that's all what i want to share
gtg =p
Monday, November 30, 2009
[it's hard to deal with the loneliness in our heart]
now spending my time in front of the computer
recently got nothing to do at home
it's pretty bored
anyway, i found some interesting and nice korean drama
i guess it will be as famous as the korean B.O.F
trust me, it will!
hmm, i was arguing something with someone on facebook just now
i was kinda mad of him
==
but i don't care
this is me
i got my own rule
you got yours too
but it was out of my business
it's not something i can take control of ==
k, gtg now~ bb =p
recently got nothing to do at home
it's pretty bored
anyway, i found some interesting and nice korean drama
i guess it will be as famous as the korean B.O.F
trust me, it will!
hmm, i was arguing something with someone on facebook just now
i was kinda mad of him
==
but i don't care
this is me
i got my own rule
you got yours too
but it was out of my business
it's not something i can take control of ==
k, gtg now~ bb =p
Thursday, November 26, 2009
[ i want to...]
suddenly i realized that life is so short
so
i want to declare something
before it is too late..
i mean, accident could be happened at anywhere, anytime and anyone could get involved in it
firstly there is something i want to tell u guys
i know that, i am:
-petty-
-narrow minded-
-never think twice before i spoke-
-rude-
-as cold as an ice-
so all i can say is "sorry"
sorry for all the mistakes that i've done
sorry for all the harsh words i've said
'sorry '
thats all =]
Christmas is around the corner
*anticipating* =]
haha
so
i want to declare something
before it is too late..
i mean, accident could be happened at anywhere, anytime and anyone could get involved in it
firstly there is something i want to tell u guys
i know that, i am:
-petty-
-narrow minded-
-never think twice before i spoke-
-rude-
-as cold as an ice-
so all i can say is "sorry"
sorry for all the mistakes that i've done
sorry for all the harsh words i've said
'sorry '
thats all =]
Christmas is around the corner
*anticipating* =]
haha
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
random post =x
today, i was wandering at home
nothing to do since shcool's life has ended for temporarily
so i decided to clean up and reorganizing my own stuff
and firstly, there's some pictures i want to share with u guys
it's been a long time i didn't upload pictures
so it takes me a while to upload those pic
hope u enjoy =))
well, these are my collection
some i bought it, some are my brother's collection and some are my uncle's
anyway, i love them, they are my life! i can't live without them for every second
my mom used to say that she wanted to throw away all these
i think i will cry to death if she really do so..
somehow i convince her not to do so
haha =))
enjoy these
pirates of the Caribbean ( iim loving it =o)
nothing to do since shcool's life has ended for temporarily
so i decided to clean up and reorganizing my own stuff
and firstly, there's some pictures i want to share with u guys
it's been a long time i didn't upload pictures
so it takes me a while to upload those pic
hope u enjoy =))
well, these are my collection
some i bought it, some are my brother's collection and some are my uncle's
anyway, i love them, they are my life! i can't live without them for every second
my mom used to say that she wanted to throw away all these
i think i will cry to death if she really do so..
somehow i convince her not to do so
haha =))
enjoy these
pirates of the Caribbean ( iim loving it =o)
Blade (this is nice, once i watched it i get addicted, lolx)
Resident Evil (always my liking)
anime's soundtrack
left : jigoku shouju aka girl from hell
right: natsume yuujinchou
Eureka seven
jigoku shoujo & natsume yuujinchou
Pokemon~(i love this since i know how to watch televisyen =)) lolx)
(though i am no longer a child but i still have to admit that i love pokemon, called me childish or whatever, i dun care =p)
there are still a lot but i was lazy to upload it
sorry, readers..thats all i can say
anyway i just finished watching twilight, i can't wait for New Moon =p
somehow i can't find the novel-new moon, seems like it has been out of stocks =x
gtg now, thats all for today
have a nice day
Thursday, November 19, 2009
[yesterday]
i persuaded my mom to let me out successfully =)
i was thinking maybe i can be a good promoter next time LOL
but anyway it was a fun day
i played a prank on my friends
i lied to them that i won't be going anywhere that day, and they believed..yeah, i am a good liar indeed!
then, my mom went to yuen ting's house to fetch her
she was still that tall! so envy of her! >3< anyhow we talked a lot in the car..haha
then we reached at our destination around 10.00am like that..*not sure..
i gave my friends a big surprise, they thought that i won't be coming, LOL but everything was just acting oppose their expectation~
hmm, i took tons of picture, but then i was lazy to upload them, as i need to edit it first..i will upload it asap..
hmm, they bring their friend also, and again i met a new friend~ lala~
after finished the movie (damn the movie was full of a lot of action, i think i can watch it over and over again without getting bored^^) then, we went to Marrybrown to solve our lunch..
and before that ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 will out on the cinema soon!! OMG, can't wait to see my cute & adorable & sweet& chubby Theodore! haha, i am not going to miss it..and NEW MOON ~wait for me!
after solving our lunch, we went to Boulevard again, and too bad Mavis make her own mind to go back home~
so only 7 of us were going to boulevard..seriously and honestly, Boulevard has nothing to shop~ ** but i have to make myself go there as it is easier for my mom to pick me up..hmm
then i helped yuen ting to choose a birthday present for her sis..as her sis's bday is just around the corner..i heard from yuen ting that her sister will go to Kuching for a small operation..hopefully the operation can undergo smoothly, and i wish her get well soon ! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ ^^
erm, i guess there is nothing to share about already, and i am in urgent right now..gtg..bb!!
i was thinking maybe i can be a good promoter next time LOL
but anyway it was a fun day
i played a prank on my friends
i lied to them that i won't be going anywhere that day, and they believed..yeah, i am a good liar indeed!
then, my mom went to yuen ting's house to fetch her
she was still that tall! so envy of her! >3< anyhow we talked a lot in the car..haha
then we reached at our destination around 10.00am like that..*not sure..
i gave my friends a big surprise, they thought that i won't be coming, LOL but everything was just acting oppose their expectation~
hmm, i took tons of picture, but then i was lazy to upload them, as i need to edit it first..i will upload it asap..
hmm, they bring their friend also, and again i met a new friend~ lala~
after finished the movie (damn the movie was full of a lot of action, i think i can watch it over and over again without getting bored^^) then, we went to Marrybrown to solve our lunch..
and before that ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 will out on the cinema soon!! OMG, can't wait to see my cute & adorable & sweet& chubby Theodore! haha, i am not going to miss it..and NEW MOON ~wait for me!
after solving our lunch, we went to Boulevard again, and too bad Mavis make her own mind to go back home~
so only 7 of us were going to boulevard..seriously and honestly, Boulevard has nothing to shop~ ** but i have to make myself go there as it is easier for my mom to pick me up..hmm
then i helped yuen ting to choose a birthday present for her sis..as her sis's bday is just around the corner..i heard from yuen ting that her sister will go to Kuching for a small operation..hopefully the operation can undergo smoothly, and i wish her get well soon ! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ ^^
erm, i guess there is nothing to share about already, and i am in urgent right now..gtg..bb!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
=((
here i am
the title is kinda rude
forgive miee =))
i found that everybody is talking the movie '2012'
and compliment abounds =)) good for this hehe
i want to watch this since last time i saw its advertisement board at cinema
and my friends is planning to watch this movie on the coming wednesday
guess what? too bad, i can't join them ='(
i'm persuading my mum to let me join them, somehow it doesn't work..arghh!!
but i don't even dare to imagine that i am going to die on 2012..i am too young to die..
i am not married yet, my dream is not achieved yet, and i hvt travel all over the world~
='(
just hope that all these are just rumors, but nowadays..trees are being cut down merely utilized for profits..animals lost their habitats..ecosystem is no longer balance.the environment is humiliated..=(( rubbish can be seen at anywhere..i can't imagine..someday when i woke up,i was greeted with this unpleasant scenes..dead bodies of humans and animals..oh no!!
if you considers urself as human, please don't do anything which is harmful to the environment..
saving the environment is our responsibility..being able to breath and live in this wonderful world is the best present we ever received! ='(
and this Saturday, we got lunch at Mega Hotel..which is organized by our school's koperasi..
guess what, that fcuking bitchy principle said that " no jeans " what the heck? whats wrong with jeans? do jeans offend u? what the fcuk~ then, i am now hesitating what should i wear on this coming saturday?? shit you !
gtg now, hope you guys enjoy this post =))
the title is kinda rude
forgive miee =))
i found that everybody is talking the movie '2012'
and compliment abounds =)) good for this hehe
i want to watch this since last time i saw its advertisement board at cinema
and my friends is planning to watch this movie on the coming wednesday
guess what? too bad, i can't join them ='(
i'm persuading my mum to let me join them, somehow it doesn't work..arghh!!
but i don't even dare to imagine that i am going to die on 2012..i am too young to die..
i am not married yet, my dream is not achieved yet, and i hvt travel all over the world~
='(
just hope that all these are just rumors, but nowadays..trees are being cut down merely utilized for profits..animals lost their habitats..ecosystem is no longer balance.the environment is humiliated..=(( rubbish can be seen at anywhere..i can't imagine..someday when i woke up,i was greeted with this unpleasant scenes..dead bodies of humans and animals..oh no!!
if you considers urself as human, please don't do anything which is harmful to the environment..
saving the environment is our responsibility..being able to breath and live in this wonderful world is the best present we ever received! ='(
and this Saturday, we got lunch at Mega Hotel..which is organized by our school's koperasi..
guess what, that fcuking bitchy principle said that " no jeans " what the heck? whats wrong with jeans? do jeans offend u? what the fcuk~ then, i am now hesitating what should i wear on this coming saturday?? shit you !
gtg now, hope you guys enjoy this post =))
tagged~
遊戲規則回答下列問題...
貼 到自己的網誌...
寫完後...
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人...
可以點...
點過的人...
被你點到的人 你要去跟他說
●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...
●我寫完了●
不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..
不能再点回点过你或被点过的人 哦...
我的大名: 韵倩
我的生日：14.03.94
誰傳給你的：采恩
近期開心的是: 放假咯~
生日想要得到什麼禮物：你的祝福~ =))哈哈
近期壓力大的是 : 考试成绩 & 减肥
未來想做什麼：地理学家/海洋生物学家/小儿科医生/护士 （好多好多..哈哈，太贪心了）
有沒有喜歡的人：没有
同學會要回去找老師嗎：不知道
跟誰出去最幸福：家人，朋友
跟情人出去最想去哪：海边/电影院
聖誕節要做啥：吃火鸡& 跟朋友交换礼物
最想跟誰過聖誕節：朋友
有幾個兄弟姐妹：四个 （包括自己）
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：叮当-我爱他
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：MBLAQ-oh Yeah
喜歡什麼顏色：天蓝
上廁所會不會先沖水：上好才冲水吧
最想大聲說什麼：你知道我很讨厌你吗？xD
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：敢
上廁所會不會脫褲褲：当然啦，白痴
谁很欠打：死肥猪校长
現在很迷麼：《下一站，幸福》*超好看！！
睡相很差：赞成 xD
現在的時間：04.16pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会
體重多少：跟你说了你会笑掉牙xD
今天天气：晴朗，没有太阳
你懷孕了嗎：没有==
你若中樂透最想做什么：买豪宅，然后再去旅行~
大學生一定要玩的活動：宴会吧~
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：黑
你相信爱情会永远吗 ：不
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：白色t-shirt （印有davy jones的图案，我最喜欢的t-shirt，哈哈)
放棄一個人會很難嗎：应该吧
最近在追看什么戏：下一站，幸福
【點名人物】
1.Chan su Feng
2.Yumiko
3.kelly
4.cai en
5.niem yee
6.carie xiao gui
7.daphne
8.mavis
9.suk hui
10jiao jia
④號認識⑥號嗎?不认识
⑩號是男還是女？女
①號有沒有兄弟姐妹?有~
⑦號姓氏? 没有姓氏
⑩號人緣好嗎?好
④號有人追嗎?有吧
⑥號喜歡的顏色是?不知道耶
③號和⑩號是朋友嗎?算是
⑧號的生日是?1月27 日
你怎麼認識⑩號的?同校的学姐
你跟①號的生日差幾個月?5个月
你喜歡①號聊天嗎?喜欢
你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎?没有
你喜歡和③號在一起嗎?喜欢
⑩号是什么星座阿?射手？不是很清楚耶~
现在①号在干吗？不知道哦
②号的性格？傻傻的
貼 到自己的網誌...
寫完後...
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人...
可以點...
點過的人...
被你點到的人 你要去跟他說
●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...
●我寫完了●
不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..
不能再点回点过你或被点过的人 哦...
我的大名: 韵倩
我的生日：14.03.94
誰傳給你的：采恩
近期開心的是: 放假咯~
生日想要得到什麼禮物：你的祝福~ =))哈哈
近期壓力大的是 : 考试成绩 & 减肥
未來想做什麼：地理学家/海洋生物学家/小儿科医生/护士 （好多好多..哈哈，太贪心了）
有沒有喜歡的人：没有
同學會要回去找老師嗎：不知道
跟誰出去最幸福：家人，朋友
跟情人出去最想去哪：海边/电影院
聖誕節要做啥：吃火鸡& 跟朋友交换礼物
最想跟誰過聖誕節：朋友
有幾個兄弟姐妹：四个 （包括自己）
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：叮当-我爱他
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：MBLAQ-oh Yeah
喜歡什麼顏色：天蓝
上廁所會不會先沖水：上好才冲水吧
最想大聲說什麼：你知道我很讨厌你吗？xD
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：敢
上廁所會不會脫褲褲：当然啦，白痴
谁很欠打：死肥猪校长
現在很迷麼：《下一站，幸福》*超好看！！
睡相很差：赞成 xD
現在的時間：04.16pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会
體重多少：跟你说了你会笑掉牙xD
今天天气：晴朗，没有太阳
你懷孕了嗎：没有==
你若中樂透最想做什么：买豪宅，然后再去旅行~
大學生一定要玩的活動：宴会吧~
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：黑
你相信爱情会永远吗 ：不
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：白色t-shirt （印有davy jones的图案，我最喜欢的t-shirt，哈哈)
放棄一個人會很難嗎：应该吧
最近在追看什么戏：下一站，幸福
【點名人物】
1.Chan su Feng
2.Yumiko
3.kelly
4.cai en
5.niem yee
6.carie xiao gui
7.daphne
8.mavis
9.suk hui
10jiao jia
④號認識⑥號嗎?不认识
⑩號是男還是女？女
①號有沒有兄弟姐妹?有~
⑦號姓氏? 没有姓氏
⑩號人緣好嗎?好
④號有人追嗎?有吧
⑥號喜歡的顏色是?不知道耶
③號和⑩號是朋友嗎?算是
⑧號的生日是?1月27 日
你怎麼認識⑩號的?同校的学姐
你跟①號的生日差幾個月?5个月
你喜歡①號聊天嗎?喜欢
你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎?没有
你喜歡和③號在一起嗎?喜欢
⑩号是什么星座阿?射手？不是很清楚耶~
现在①号在干吗？不知道哦
②号的性格？傻傻的
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
tagged!!!
被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
（一成不变的老规矩=..="）
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位朋友他被点到了。
(5)不可点那位点你的人。
(尽量点些有写Blog的人，他们才可回复。）
^..^" 被点到的：
01. niem yee
02. mavis
03. Daphne
04. Kelly
05. Nicholas Xiao Bai
06. Carie Xiao Gui
07. Su Fang
08. YuMiko Ling
09. And
10. Jiao Jia
——————————————————————————
1. [05号的人脾气怎么样？]
怪咖一个，爱作弄人
02. [07号有男/女朋友吗？]
应该没有哦~不是很清楚诶..
3. [你对02号的第一印象是...]
心思细腻的女孩 =))
4.
4. [ 01号有交过几个男/女朋友 ？]
两个吧~不是很清楚哦~
5. [ 04号最怕什么东西? ]
昆虫！这个我很清楚..哈哈
6. [ 你对09号的第一印象是... ]
很冷静的人吧
7. [ 01号认识02号吗? ]
认识啊！还是好朋友叻
8. [ 那10号认识03号吗? ]
认识吧！
09. [ 06号相不相信这世界上有鬼? ]
应该，哈哈
10. [ 08号的星座是? ]
水瓶座~对吗？？
11. [ 你跟03号的关系如何？ ]
很麻吉，哈哈！每次讲来讲去！ 我很爱作弄他
12. [ 05号读哪呢? ]
Smk Pujut
13. [ 你跟07号和09号，哪个比较熟? ]
7号~！
14. [ 你对03号最深刻的印象是... ]
她特别的跳高方式，保证你看了是一路笑着回家~哈哈
15. [ 07号的兴趣是？ ]
跟朋友聊八卦？？哈哈，因为我也喜欢聊八卦
16. [ 你喜欢和02号聊天吗? ]
喜欢啊~
17. [ 06号喜欢的人姓什么？ ]
我不知道他姓什么耶..
18. [ 10号是个怎么样的人？ ]
很难猜得透的人，哈哈..
19-[ 08号对你而言是？ ]
不可失去的好朋友~^^
20-[ 04号有跟你吵过架吗？]
有啊，朋友嘛，难免有不爽对方的时候，但是最后还是和好如初啦~
=============================
1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:
采恩~^^
2. 你们认识多久呢:
erm,从三年级开始认识，到现在应该是七年哦~=))
3. 有没有对他很想说的但是说不出口话？
erm,我们还是好朋友厚? xD
4. 她/他对你来说是...
好朋友~
5. 你觉得他/她的个性如何
开朗，开心果~
6. 请问他/她的电话号码最后四个字是？
4322 (我很记得~哈哈！）
=============================
問 : 对你来说，刚刚被点到的人里哪个最重要？
答 : ==''很难选
問 : 对你来说，什么样的求婚方式最特别？
答 : 只要是真心的，都ok啊~erm,不过有惊喜是最好啦~
問 : 一天你要是死了，上帝让你带一样东西上天堂，你会带什么？
答 : erm,我跟朋友们之间的美好回忆..
問 : 吵架时最讨厌对方...
答 :明明是自己错却把错怪在别人的身上的那种人，一巴掌给你醒啊
問 : 如果你找到了阿拉丁神灯但只能许一个愿望，你会想要...
答 : 哈哈，希望我能够达到我自己的愿望..
問 : 你会选择爱你的人，还是你爱的人？
答 : 我爱的人吧，虽然被爱是幸福的，但是还是比较喜欢自己爱的人
問 : 每当窗外下雨时，你会想到...
答 : 世界各地的每一个地方是不是也在下雨？XD
問 : 你会提出什么样分手的理由？
答 : 我们是不可能..(不知道啦，随便乱掰的)
問 : 你想在什么年龄结婚？
答 : 适婚年龄 25-27这样吧，哈哈！
問 : 小时候印象最深刻的事是？
答 : 从楼梯滚下来..xD
問 : 你对爱和喜欢有什么不同的看法？
喜欢没有像爱那样伟大..应该吧~哈哈！
（一成不变的老规矩=..="）
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位朋友他被点到了。
(5)不可点那位点你的人。
(尽量点些有写Blog的人，他们才可回复。）
^..^" 被点到的：
01. niem yee
02. mavis
03. Daphne
04. Kelly
05. Nicholas Xiao Bai
06. Carie Xiao Gui
07. Su Fang
08. YuMiko Ling
09. And
10. Jiao Jia
——————————————————————————
1. [05号的人脾气怎么样？]
怪咖一个，爱作弄人
02. [07号有男/女朋友吗？]
应该没有哦~不是很清楚诶..
3. [你对02号的第一印象是...]
心思细腻的女孩 =))
4.
4. [ 01号有交过几个男/女朋友 ？]
两个吧~不是很清楚哦~
5. [ 04号最怕什么东西? ]
昆虫！这个我很清楚..哈哈
6. [ 你对09号的第一印象是... ]
很冷静的人吧
7. [ 01号认识02号吗? ]
认识啊！还是好朋友叻
8. [ 那10号认识03号吗? ]
认识吧！
09. [ 06号相不相信这世界上有鬼? ]
应该，哈哈
10. [ 08号的星座是? ]
水瓶座~对吗？？
11. [ 你跟03号的关系如何？ ]
很麻吉，哈哈！每次讲来讲去！ 我很爱作弄他
12. [ 05号读哪呢? ]
Smk Pujut
13. [ 你跟07号和09号，哪个比较熟? ]
7号~！
14. [ 你对03号最深刻的印象是... ]
她特别的跳高方式，保证你看了是一路笑着回家~哈哈
15. [ 07号的兴趣是？ ]
跟朋友聊八卦？？哈哈，因为我也喜欢聊八卦
16. [ 你喜欢和02号聊天吗? ]
喜欢啊~
17. [ 06号喜欢的人姓什么？ ]
我不知道他姓什么耶..
18. [ 10号是个怎么样的人？ ]
很难猜得透的人，哈哈..
19-[ 08号对你而言是？ ]
不可失去的好朋友~^^
20-[ 04号有跟你吵过架吗？]
有啊，朋友嘛，难免有不爽对方的时候，但是最后还是和好如初啦~
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1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:
采恩~^^
2. 你们认识多久呢:
erm,从三年级开始认识，到现在应该是七年哦~=))
3. 有没有对他很想说的但是说不出口话？
erm,我们还是好朋友厚? xD
4. 她/他对你来说是...
好朋友~
5. 你觉得他/她的个性如何
开朗，开心果~
6. 请问他/她的电话号码最后四个字是？
4322 (我很记得~哈哈！）
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問 : 对你来说，刚刚被点到的人里哪个最重要？
答 : ==''很难选
問 : 对你来说，什么样的求婚方式最特别？
答 : 只要是真心的，都ok啊~erm,不过有惊喜是最好啦~
問 : 一天你要是死了，上帝让你带一样东西上天堂，你会带什么？
答 : erm,我跟朋友们之间的美好回忆..
問 : 吵架时最讨厌对方...
答 :明明是自己错却把错怪在别人的身上的那种人，一巴掌给你醒啊
問 : 如果你找到了阿拉丁神灯但只能许一个愿望，你会想要...
答 : 哈哈，希望我能够达到我自己的愿望..
問 : 你会选择爱你的人，还是你爱的人？
答 : 我爱的人吧，虽然被爱是幸福的，但是还是比较喜欢自己爱的人
問 : 每当窗外下雨时，你会想到...
答 : 世界各地的每一个地方是不是也在下雨？XD
問 : 你会提出什么样分手的理由？
答 : 我们是不可能..(不知道啦，随便乱掰的)
問 : 你想在什么年龄结婚？
答 : 适婚年龄 25-27这样吧，哈哈！
問 : 小时候印象最深刻的事是？
答 : 从楼梯滚下来..xD
問 : 你对爱和喜欢有什么不同的看法？
喜欢没有像爱那样伟大..应该吧~哈哈！
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
[....]
just here to inform all the readers that
i added another new song into my playlist
its another good song that i discovered from a Korean Singer Band - 8eight
the song is titled "goodbye my lover"(에이트-잘가요 내사랑)
the MV is really sad! strongly recommend to you guys, it is really a good song, you won't regret after u listen to it! =))
i am going to school tomorrow, for the stupid and no use rehearsal
and thanks to this stupid rehearsal, i have to cut off my nails!
bullshitz.. ==
k, i am busy with my own stuff right now, will update again tomorrow, perhaps..haha, see whether i have the time to do so !~
bye~
i added another new song into my playlist
its another good song that i discovered from a Korean Singer Band - 8eight
the song is titled "goodbye my lover"(에이트-잘가요 내사랑)
the MV is really sad! strongly recommend to you guys, it is really a good song, you won't regret after u listen to it! =))
i am going to school tomorrow, for the stupid and no use rehearsal
and thanks to this stupid rehearsal, i have to cut off my nails!
bullshitz.. ==
k, i am busy with my own stuff right now, will update again tomorrow, perhaps..haha, see whether i have the time to do so !~
bye~
Sunday, November 8, 2009
[updated]
here i am to inform all the readers that
i just added a new playlist
enjoy the songs~
1. three by Britney Spears
2. Toxic by Britney Spears
3. Circus by Britney Spears
4. Eh Eh I have nothing else to say by Lady Gaga
5. Ego by Beyonce
6.Ave Maria by Beyonce
7.Eat you up by BoA
8. She's like a Star by Taio Cruz
9.Love Game by Lady Gaga
10. Have you ever by Westlife (nice!!)
the first song is another good song from Britney, but the lyrics was kind of...erm, you will know if you go hear yourself~
i just added a new playlist
enjoy the songs~
1. three by Britney Spears
2. Toxic by Britney Spears
3. Circus by Britney Spears
4. Eh Eh I have nothing else to say by Lady Gaga
5. Ego by Beyonce
6.Ave Maria by Beyonce
7.Eat you up by BoA
8. She's like a Star by Taio Cruz
9.Love Game by Lady Gaga
10. Have you ever by Westlife (nice!!)
the first song is another good song from Britney, but the lyrics was kind of...erm, you will know if you go hear yourself~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
[a memorable day with my precious friends]
*lolx, Daph as we promised, i uploaded the picture! ahakz!!
-you're captured on the screen-!! =))
so today i went out with my friends again
and now my purse is getting "slimmer" than before
guess that you all get it what i was trying to say right?
i spent a lot today, and everything was like out of my expectation
never thought that i would spent a lot today
still thought that i can save up some money so that maybe next time i won't have to beg money from my mom ='< hmm, first of all, we waited for somebody for so long, hehe, Daph, you owe us an apology~ lolx, you came so late.. since Daphne had her lunch (actually is breakfast) ady, so kelly and i decided to went to PP cafe to have our lunch.. the food was really appetizing and mouth watering,lolx =) if next time you guys were hesitating where to have your lunch, just go to PP cafe..the price was not so expensive like other restaurant do..=) and the food was okay we gossip about some people and some 0ldies haha! then we went back to Boulevard again..or else Mavis couldn't find us..after that i was very thirsty, That time Mavis already went back with her brother so it only left me, Daph, and kelly..we sit at xiao mu chuan~and again we gossip and spying again..this is what we like to do when we have nothing to do, haha, you can't take control of us, wakaka!currently listening to tank's song-ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi =)) erm, then i saw him~ haha!then we went upstairs and buy something lar..we asked Daph to put on some shirts and thanks god, the shirst really suited her! as she was the slimest among us, so thats why we asked her to put on those shirt, but unfortunalely,she didn't bring enough money, or else we will force her to buy away those shirt..from now on, i realize that, being slim is really good! so regret ='< but instead of regretting for everything i've done, doing something is better right? hmm~ then again we went to ice city again~milk ice was out of stock, so i just choose strawberry ice with coco flakes, it was delicious though~ hmm..=))
thats all for today~ bb =))
and now my purse is getting "slimmer" than before
guess that you all get it what i was trying to say right?
i spent a lot today, and everything was like out of my expectation
never thought that i would spent a lot today
still thought that i can save up some money so that maybe next time i won't have to beg money from my mom ='< hmm, first of all, we waited for somebody for so long, hehe, Daph, you owe us an apology~ lolx, you came so late.. since Daphne had her lunch (actually is breakfast) ady, so kelly and i decided to went to PP cafe to have our lunch.. the food was really appetizing and mouth watering,lolx =) if next time you guys were hesitating where to have your lunch, just go to PP cafe..the price was not so expensive like other restaurant do..=) and the food was okay we gossip about some people and some 0ldies haha! then we went back to Boulevard again..or else Mavis couldn't find us..after that i was very thirsty, That time Mavis already went back with her brother so it only left me, Daph, and kelly..we sit at xiao mu chuan~and again we gossip and spying again..this is what we like to do when we have nothing to do, haha, you can't take control of us, wakaka!currently listening to tank's song-ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi =)) erm, then i saw him~ haha!then we went upstairs and buy something lar..we asked Daph to put on some shirts and thanks god, the shirst really suited her! as she was the slimest among us, so thats why we asked her to put on those shirt, but unfortunalely,she didn't bring enough money, or else we will force her to buy away those shirt..from now on, i realize that, being slim is really good! so regret ='< but instead of regretting for everything i've done, doing something is better right? hmm~ then again we went to ice city again~milk ice was out of stock, so i just choose strawberry ice with coco flakes, it was delicious though~ hmm..=))
thats all for today~ bb =))
Thursday, November 5, 2009
[it was very weird]
so hey,i came here again =) now chatting with cai ge..lolx, he would be my best buddy if he was born to be a girl ;p haha, forgive me cai ge, this is what i really want to say..LOL he asked me in msn to give him my blog's link,so i did give him. But before that, he called me big ma ma,then i was hesitating whether i want to give him the link or not..but afterall, i just give him.he read it and he said he like one of the post.lolx, i was like..erm, suprised?? i guess,this is the only word can describe how i feel so far..today something happen among us, somehow i still don't really know what's happening, but the atmosphere is really weird, i mean WEIRD! we don't talk with each other really much compare with before. did i just do something wrong, something that really annoyed you..？from the article that i previously posted, he felt that i was kind of being...being..being lonely..?hmm, maybe he was right..thought i was surrounded by friends who came from all walks of life, but somehow we are just friends...not a really close friends..so far, the one who i am waiting for had not appeared yet,the one who i can really share my secret with..it's not like i don't want to share my secret,my feeling, my thoughts with others, but i just don't feel safe if i do so..i think you all can understand this right? though i always put on a smile whenever i hang around with you guys, but inside me, it was just not as the same as the outside...this can really explain, behind the truth, there is still another truth.. hmm..honestly i really admire those who were born to have anything they want..their parents showered they children with their love and their care. but so far, i am satisfied with my current family condition..i am satisfied.i am wondering when should i ask yuen ting out for movie, perhaps next saturday？i promised her that i will choose one day and go out with her.it has been a long time since last time we met.i really MISS her, at least she still care for me! i was planning to give her a birthday present, but i haven't choose what i want to give.maybe something memorable ? lolx, just whatever, hopefully she will like it.as time goes by, people change.*sigh* wish i can go back to where i originally belonged to ...but i know it was impossible..lolx, wish doraemon will grant my wish..=))
erm, got to go now,my mom is calling me.will post another article asap.see ya, and thx for reading ,have a nice day.
erm, got to go now,my mom is calling me.will post another article asap.see ya, and thx for reading ,have a nice day.
Monday, November 2, 2009
[feeling bored..]
so i am here again
for nothing
its already november
and in another words
mean that Christmas is coming ~
lolx
lots of Christmas decoration can be seen in the supermarket
haha
it was a tired day
=((
though PMR is over, but somehow my own time is still being occupied by some activities
hope i can get rid of those stupid activities
but somehow i can't =((
addicted to some chinese songs hehe
i just have self-made sushi as my dinner
delicious
want to have some? pls call o1x-86x81xx
haha =))
sushi will be served within 30 minutes ,lolx
whatever =p
i am bored
im not going to school tml
rest for one day
haha
and one more thing
i look really fat from a far distance
especially my face
someone pls help me
how to get rid of those excessive fat in my body
but..hehe
i can't control my mouth
i just eat whatever i want =p
forgive me
okay, feel kinda sleepy now
im off to my bed =)) bye
stay tuned
for nothing
its already november
and in another words
mean that Christmas is coming ~
lolx
lots of Christmas decoration can be seen in the supermarket
haha
it was a tired day
=((
though PMR is over, but somehow my own time is still being occupied by some activities
hope i can get rid of those stupid activities
but somehow i can't =((
addicted to some chinese songs hehe
i just have self-made sushi as my dinner
delicious
want to have some? pls call o1x-86x81xx
haha =))
sushi will be served within 30 minutes ,lolx
whatever =p
i am bored
im not going to school tml
rest for one day
haha
and one more thing
i look really fat from a far distance
especially my face
someone pls help me
how to get rid of those excessive fat in my body
but..hehe
i can't control my mouth
i just eat whatever i want =p
forgive me
okay, feel kinda sleepy now
im off to my bed =)) bye
stay tuned
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
［累了，却没有人诉说．．］
我很累了
有人知道了吗？
我很伤心
有人知道了吗？
我要哭了
有人知道了吗？？
各自都有各自的世界了
我们不再是同样世界的人
一些话
说了就不能再收回来
最算你说一万个‘对不起’
留在心中的疤痕
永远不能消失不见
有时候
累了
却没有人诉说的这种感觉
真的觉得自己是被遗弃的那个人
拿起电话
里面有许多人的电话
但是心中有的还是
空虚
我已经领悟到人性
人
是实际的
也许是不经意的
但是你的每一句话
真的在我的心中
照成不可弥补的伤痕
回到家
打开房门
我不停胡思乱想
在这个世界上
有没有人是用一个真诚的心去叫朋友
‘因为你老爸有钱， 所以我跟你做朋友’
‘因为你老爸很有名，所以不管你做错了什么事，都没关系啦！’
————————————————————————————————————————————
‘你是么谁？做错事就要负责任！你以为你是谁啊？’
‘因为你的家没有冷气， 不是大洋房，没有舒服的沙发，我睬你都傻啊’
‘你不会读书，做么要跟你做朋友’
‘你的样子这么丑，你不配跟我做朋友！’
‘你的家好窄哦，做么会这样子啊！真是的’
看透人性了吗？
你没有钱， 没有权利， 人家看你没有
人家看扁你
在这个世界上，有谁是用真心去看待一切
还是
你是用你的势力眼去看待一切的呢
我感到很空虚
世界上的一切，有没有一些东西是值得我去留恋
值得我去呵护？
有人知道了吗？
我很伤心
有人知道了吗？
我要哭了
有人知道了吗？？
各自都有各自的世界了
我们不再是同样世界的人
一些话
说了就不能再收回来
最算你说一万个‘对不起’
留在心中的疤痕
永远不能消失不见
有时候
累了
却没有人诉说的这种感觉
真的觉得自己是被遗弃的那个人
拿起电话
里面有许多人的电话
但是心中有的还是
空虚
我已经领悟到人性
人
是实际的
也许是不经意的
但是你的每一句话
真的在我的心中
照成不可弥补的伤痕
回到家
打开房门
我不停胡思乱想
在这个世界上
有没有人是用一个真诚的心去叫朋友
‘因为你老爸有钱， 所以我跟你做朋友’
‘因为你老爸很有名，所以不管你做错了什么事，都没关系啦！’
————————————————————————————————————————————
‘你是么谁？做错事就要负责任！你以为你是谁啊？’
‘因为你的家没有冷气， 不是大洋房，没有舒服的沙发，我睬你都傻啊’
‘你不会读书，做么要跟你做朋友’
‘你的样子这么丑，你不配跟我做朋友！’
‘你的家好窄哦，做么会这样子啊！真是的’
看透人性了吗？
你没有钱， 没有权利， 人家看你没有
人家看扁你
在这个世界上，有谁是用真心去看待一切
还是
你是用你的势力眼去看待一切的呢
我感到很空虚
世界上的一切，有没有一些东西是值得我去留恋
值得我去呵护？
i am sick of everything!
firstly
i want you to know that
whatever you say
it has nothing to do with me
yes, you got a girl friend
wow, highly-talented
model student
and just whatever
do not show off in front of me
feel like want to kick your ass
show off you want to study at Taiwan?
so what?
do not count the chicken before they are hatched!
understand??
try to put yourself into my shoe
if i ever insulted one of your best friend or family
you feel very happy har??
big butt!!just shut your mouth up!
whatever u say
i wont listen anymore
since when u have to right to judge us ??
you have no right to do so !
this is our problems not urs, understand??
cb kia ==
i will proof to you that
if today you are the one who underestimate other people,
then,
tomorrow you are the one who being look down by other people !
future cannot be predicted
and dont u know that
the unexpected always happen
pea brain!
=))
i want you to know that
whatever you say
it has nothing to do with me
yes, you got a girl friend
wow, highly-talented
model student
and just whatever
do not show off in front of me
feel like want to kick your ass
show off you want to study at Taiwan?
so what?
do not count the chicken before they are hatched!
understand??
try to put yourself into my shoe
if i ever insulted one of your best friend or family
you feel very happy har??
big butt!!just shut your mouth up!
whatever u say
i wont listen anymore
since when u have to right to judge us ??
you have no right to do so !
this is our problems not urs, understand??
cb kia ==
i will proof to you that
if today you are the one who underestimate other people,
then,
tomorrow you are the one who being look down by other people !
future cannot be predicted
and dont u know that
the unexpected always happen
pea brain!
=))
Thursday, October 22, 2009
[tired..]
i just went back from school
feeling tired
and
tired..
just this..
thought we will get our freedom back
after the exam over.
but everything is just acting oppose my expection
why?
why does this always happens on me?
sigh
did i do something wrong?
i just want to have one day
which i can relax
and do whatever i want
not spending my time in front of the computer
and typing the stupid script
and not spending time in school to tie up the books
i just want to have my own day
this is what i only want ...
sigh...=((
feeling tired
and
tired..
just this..
thought we will get our freedom back
after the exam over.
but everything is just acting oppose my expection
why?
why does this always happens on me?
sigh
did i do something wrong?
i just want to have one day
which i can relax
and do whatever i want
not spending my time in front of the computer
and typing the stupid script
and not spending time in school to tie up the books
i just want to have my own day
this is what i only want ...
sigh...=((
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
[speechless]
though PMR is over
but i still have to wake up early in the morning
and go to school
*being tortured ==
serious lack of bed time ==
yesterday went to airport again
to pick up my elder bro
somehow he has grown much bigger than b4
perhaps the place where he lived has a lot of appetizing delicacy
lolx, can i have one??
seriously, there is someone who i really hate so much
and honestly, i have never been hating someone like this
as if i want to chop the person into pieces and feed it to dog ==
whatever
just don't flirt with me
and do you know what is the meaning of courtesy ?
perhaps u dont know, right, bitch??
let me teach u , if u are talking to someone
who is older than you
you are not allowed to talk with ur big voice
==get that?
story happens when there is a bitch who talk to someone
without taking any consideration of her words
and by the way she speaks
think twice before you spoke, get it? bitch
and since when u have the right to judge me?
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE ME
this is the deal
i am who i am
if u can't stand for my attitude
just stop messing and f*cking around me
this is the rule
get it?
and u know what
finally i see ur true colours
fat slut =))
haha
sorry for the foul words that i used in this article
as the fire is over my head now haha
it is just the way to banish the tension and stress in myself
but somehow it is not one of the effective way
so
it is not advisable for u to use this method to banish tension
haha =)
anyway, i am going to spend my time at tanjung by this saturday
but still haven't get the permission from my mom
whether i can join this party or not
this party is specially organized by our class
and no money is needed lolx!
lolx, sounds like i am taking advantages
NO
i just want to learn to be thrifty =))
it is good being thrifty, wahaha
whatever
ok, gtg now
bye
have a sweet day
but i still have to wake up early in the morning
and go to school
*being tortured ==
serious lack of bed time ==
yesterday went to airport again
to pick up my elder bro
somehow he has grown much bigger than b4
perhaps the place where he lived has a lot of appetizing delicacy
lolx, can i have one??
seriously, there is someone who i really hate so much
and honestly, i have never been hating someone like this
as if i want to chop the person into pieces and feed it to dog ==
whatever
just don't flirt with me
and do you know what is the meaning of courtesy ?
perhaps u dont know, right, bitch??
let me teach u , if u are talking to someone
who is older than you
you are not allowed to talk with ur big voice
==get that?
story happens when there is a bitch who talk to someone
without taking any consideration of her words
and by the way she speaks
think twice before you spoke, get it? bitch
and since when u have the right to judge me?
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE ME
this is the deal
i am who i am
if u can't stand for my attitude
just stop messing and f*cking around me
this is the rule
get it?
and u know what
finally i see ur true colours
fat slut =))
haha
sorry for the foul words that i used in this article
as the fire is over my head now haha
it is just the way to banish the tension and stress in myself
but somehow it is not one of the effective way
so
it is not advisable for u to use this method to banish tension
haha =)
anyway, i am going to spend my time at tanjung by this saturday
but still haven't get the permission from my mom
whether i can join this party or not
this party is specially organized by our class
and no money is needed lolx!
lolx, sounds like i am taking advantages
NO
i just want to learn to be thrifty =))
it is good being thrifty, wahaha
whatever
ok, gtg now
bye
have a sweet day
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i get my freedom back =))
hehe
finally i get my freedom back
somehow i am still not feeling relieved
so afraid that
i wouldnt be able to achieve what i want
=((
but better just forget it
life will be better without exam
haha =))
*finally what is the feel of doing whatever i want without any hesitation**
** its wonderful**
**indescribable feelings**
**and living happily is the utmost important**
=))
finally i get my freedom back
somehow i am still not feeling relieved
so afraid that
i wouldnt be able to achieve what i want
=((
but better just forget it
life will be better without exam
haha =))
*finally what is the feel of doing whatever i want without any hesitation**
** its wonderful**
**indescribable feelings**
**and living happily is the utmost important**
=))
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
=holidays life=
hey dude
it's holiday
but for me
it's time to revise
not for celebrating raya =p
however
my mum just bought me a multi-functional study desk
haha, well, guess i am using the correct adjectives =)
well, seemed like i can do my homework and all sorts of revision without any problem
haha
since i put the study desk in my room
so it should be okay
silent and no one is going to disturb me
=p
the life i always dreaming of =p
doing revision inside the room without any interruption =)
woo-hoo
and yesterday i went out to parkson with my family
but my younger sister was not going with us
since she was spending her time at school, and you know what
she was still schooling yesterday
believe it or not, just believe it =p haha
and the first thing i did when i just arrived at Parkson
haha, i went to Popular
my favorite shop in Parkson
and i just get whatever books i wanted to buy without taking any consideration of the book's price
whatever =p Hehe
and all over i b0ught 13 reference books and it cost me (not me actually, its my mum, my poor mum, haha) about RM63
O.o
and i am planning to finish it within a week
but i know its impossible
but i will never know unless i give it a try
well, just do my best and give my best shot =)
haha, after that we just hang around and visit some of the shops in parkson
after spending our time in Parkson
we decided to go home earlier, before that we have to pick up my sis
and you know what
my leg feels the pain right now
haha, walking for a long distance in a day
lolx, no offense anyway =p
okay, its time to stop here
bye
=))
PMR COUNTDOWN
-18 days-
it's holiday
but for me
it's time to revise
not for celebrating raya =p
however
my mum just bought me a multi-functional study desk
haha, well, guess i am using the correct adjectives =)
well, seemed like i can do my homework and all sorts of revision without any problem
haha
since i put the study desk in my room
so it should be okay
silent and no one is going to disturb me
=p
the life i always dreaming of =p
doing revision inside the room without any interruption =)
woo-hoo
and yesterday i went out to parkson with my family
but my younger sister was not going with us
since she was spending her time at school, and you know what
she was still schooling yesterday
believe it or not, just believe it =p haha
and the first thing i did when i just arrived at Parkson
haha, i went to Popular
my favorite shop in Parkson
and i just get whatever books i wanted to buy without taking any consideration of the book's price
whatever =p Hehe
and all over i b0ught 13 reference books and it cost me (not me actually, its my mum, my poor mum, haha) about RM63
O.o
and i am planning to finish it within a week
but i know its impossible
but i will never know unless i give it a try
well, just do my best and give my best shot =)
haha, after that we just hang around and visit some of the shops in parkson
after spending our time in Parkson
we decided to go home earlier, before that we have to pick up my sis
and you know what
my leg feels the pain right now
haha, walking for a long distance in a day
lolx, no offense anyway =p
okay, its time to stop here
bye
=))
PMR COUNTDOWN
-18 days-
Thursday, September 17, 2009
-untitled-
Thursday
just a usual day
thought it would be a raining
but it just don't happened =((
heard some rumors from my friends that
some people were in big trouble
well
i was just an outsider
so there was nothing much i can say about
in fact
i don't have the right
but my curiosity is driving me crazy
i just wanted to know what's really happening
but everyone just shut their mouth tightly
so i can't get the news
but it seemed like the matters was getting worse
nevertheless, hope those who get involved
can go through their hard time bravely
and for all of the PMR candidates
the date of 'war' is just around the corner
hope that you all do well in your exam
and good luck for me =))
just a usual day
thought it would be a raining
but it just don't happened =((
heard some rumors from my friends that
some people were in big trouble
well
i was just an outsider
so there was nothing much i can say about
in fact
i don't have the right
but my curiosity is driving me crazy
i just wanted to know what's really happening
but everyone just shut their mouth tightly
so i can't get the news
but it seemed like the matters was getting worse
nevertheless, hope those who get involved
can go through their hard time bravely
and for all of the PMR candidates
the date of 'war' is just around the corner
hope that you all do well in your exam
and good luck for me =))
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
-the 'best' B-I-T-C-H i ever seen-
do you have any experience in how to handle a Btch?
well, if you have just share some secrets with me, k?
because someone is trying to get on my nerves
if i have the right, i will chop off your head without any hesitation
and kick your corpse !
violence? well, this is the only thing i can think of
if you are begging for mercy
sorry, out of mercy =)
there is a lot of question i always want to ask you
first of all, do you realized that the way u walk is just like a duck?
secondly, do you realize that you are good-for-nothing?
thirdly, do you realize that you act like a btch?
and you are the 'best' btch i ever seen, slut ==
besides, do u think that u have the right to laugh at people?
you have no right to judge people, can u just use your brain
oopsss, nearly forgot that you don't even have a brain
and you know what
you are the one who make me feels like i want to bang the wall
because i dislike the way you act, btch
yes, we are not genius, but at least we are clever than you were !
slut is just slut
you think that you look better after u straighten your hair?
ooops, i am very sorry to tell you that ,
.. i want to vomit ... =)
you are as lazy as a pig, but you know what? i think pig can work harder than you are
always taking advantages on us
talk like shit
act like btch
walk like duck
lastly, i will like to say that
if i am given a chance, i will like you to disappear from my eyesight
forever and ever
life will be perfect without you
get it, bitch??
************************************************************************
hey friends, you did a good job today
just dont care what the other people say
you are the best
dont forgot u still have us =)) jia you
greatly hope that you can find your mr. right
haha =))
(i use ur favourite blue colour as the colour of the font)
hehe
...life is full of obstacles which we shall learn to overcome it
take a deep breath
and close your eyes
don't give up
and everything will be okay....
it is not enough to be the best..
when you have the ability to be great!
fighting =)))!!
well, if you have just share some secrets with me, k?
because someone is trying to get on my nerves
if i have the right, i will chop off your head without any hesitation
and kick your corpse !
violence? well, this is the only thing i can think of
if you are begging for mercy
sorry, out of mercy =)
there is a lot of question i always want to ask you
first of all, do you realized that the way u walk is just like a duck?
secondly, do you realize that you are good-for-nothing?
thirdly, do you realize that you act like a btch?
and you are the 'best' btch i ever seen, slut ==
besides, do u think that u have the right to laugh at people?
you have no right to judge people, can u just use your brain
oopsss, nearly forgot that you don't even have a brain
and you know what
you are the one who make me feels like i want to bang the wall
because i dislike the way you act, btch
yes, we are not genius, but at least we are clever than you were !
slut is just slut
you think that you look better after u straighten your hair?
ooops, i am very sorry to tell you that ,
.. i want to vomit ... =)
you are as lazy as a pig, but you know what? i think pig can work harder than you are
always taking advantages on us
talk like shit
act like btch
walk like duck
lastly, i will like to say that
if i am given a chance, i will like you to disappear from my eyesight
forever and ever
life will be perfect without you
get it, bitch??
************************************************************************
hey friends, you did a good job today
just dont care what the other people say
you are the best
dont forgot u still have us =)) jia you
greatly hope that you can find your mr. right
haha =))
(i use ur favourite blue colour as the colour of the font)
hehe
...life is full of obstacles which we shall learn to overcome it
take a deep breath
and close your eyes
don't give up
and everything will be okay....
it is not enough to be the best..
when you have the ability to be great!
fighting =)))!!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
-boredom is killing me-
=((
it's 9.19 now
i still haven't go to bed
wonder will i wake up on time next day?
lolx
maybe
i only have 29 days left
thats all
4 weeks and 1 day
=((
all i have to say is
just to do my best
thats all
maybe won't be able to online and update my blog
for the coming days
so..
just wait till i finish my exam
the actual pmr
T.T nervous
jia you
Gambateh
it's 9.19 now
i still haven't go to bed
wonder will i wake up on time next day?
lolx
maybe
i only have 29 days left
thats all
4 weeks and 1 day
=((
all i have to say is
just to do my best
thats all
maybe won't be able to online and update my blog
for the coming days
so..
just wait till i finish my exam
the actual pmr
T.T nervous
jia you
Gambateh
Saturday, September 5, 2009
-how much i hate you-
quarreled with someone just now
i like to see you angry
i like to see you scold me
how??
you said you understand me?
what the heck??
are you kidding??
you bullshit
keep on depressed me
wanna curse you!
i realize how much i hate you
there's nobody who can understand me on this world
no one ever do!
no mood to study
just let it be
stupid
i hate you
mother fucker bitch
i like to see you angry
i like to see you scold me
how??
you said you understand me?
what the heck??
are you kidding??
you bullshit
keep on depressed me
wanna curse you!
i realize how much i hate you
there's nobody who can understand me on this world
no one ever do!
no mood to study
just let it be
stupid
i hate you
mother fucker bitch
Friday, September 4, 2009
-hesitated-
my results was out
and something were out of my expectation
and for this trial exam
i got no C
yeah!
but still i have to triple my effort
so that everything is in the control
it's already september
and it means that
there is no much time left
by hook or by crook
no matter i like it or not
i have to like it
i have to study
i have to do my best
i have to!!
no more hesitating!!!
and something were out of my expectation
and for this trial exam
i got no C
yeah!
but still i have to triple my effort
so that everything is in the control
it's already september
and it means that
there is no much time left
by hook or by crook
no matter i like it or not
i have to like it
i have to study
i have to do my best
i have to!!
no more hesitating!!!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
what on earth!
i know i didn't performed well
so
i will definitely try my best and do my best
next time
so
can you just shut your mouth up
and complain nothing about me ???
is it a hard task for you??
for stop complaining about all sorts of stuff
would you stop doing this?
i ain't academically inclined
so could you just stop depressing me?
all the pimples started to pop out on my forehead
and
YOU !
you are the one who should responsible for this!
you said that you were under a tremendous stress
so do i!
not only you
and me
the one who you keep depressed at
was really frustrated! frustrated than you were!
you are going to chop my head off?
bring it on then!
there is nothing i scare of! just bring it on if you dare !
do u think that i deserve all of that ??
my answer is NO
get it?
i done all the stuff you tell me to do
yes, i was so stupid! to obey your instruction~
and what on earth is happening
to me??
what the heck
you are really GETTING ON MY NERVES
so
i will definitely try my best and do my best
next time
so
can you just shut your mouth up
and complain nothing about me ???
is it a hard task for you??
for stop complaining about all sorts of stuff
would you stop doing this?
i ain't academically inclined
so could you just stop depressing me?
all the pimples started to pop out on my forehead
and
YOU !
you are the one who should responsible for this!
you said that you were under a tremendous stress
so do i!
not only you
and me
the one who you keep depressed at
was really frustrated! frustrated than you were!
you are going to chop my head off?
bring it on then!
there is nothing i scare of! just bring it on if you dare !
do u think that i deserve all of that ??
my answer is NO
get it?
i done all the stuff you tell me to do
yes, i was so stupid! to obey your instruction~
and what on earth is happening
to me??
what the heck
you are really GETTING ON MY NERVES
Thursday, August 27, 2009
[life is...]
-it's you-
-sorry sorry-life is miserable when....
[the one who i love the most betrayed me]
life is wonderful when......
[i could all the super junior's members in person!!!]
-but i knew that it was impossible- =((
[when i could travel to the place that i always wanted to go]
-Korea- -Texas- -Glasgow- -Africa-
Life is Sucks when....
[i can't watch Star King / Britain's got talent / Super junior's mv] [i can't use pc] [i can't watch my favourite television shows]
Life is tired when....
[i get sicked]
[being ordered by my mom to do the housework]
[the exam is coming soon]
[blackout ]
i am over the moon when...
[listening to the song 'sorry sorry' & 'it's you'] [my friends want to hang out with me] [there is a lot of super junior's wallpaper] [i get a good result]
i am feeling blue when...
[i fall in love with someone who can't love me back] [i get a poor result in exam] [i can't listening to the song that i always wanted to hear]
you can get on my nerves when...
[ u tried to take control over me] [ u tried to scold me] [u tried to cheat me]
thats all for today =))
saranghae =))
i love super junior!!!!!
^^
[the one who i love the most betrayed me]
life is wonderful when......
[i could all the super junior's members in person!!!]
-but i knew that it was impossible- =((
[when i could travel to the place that i always wanted to go]
-Korea- -Texas- -Glasgow- -Africa-
Life is Sucks when....
[i can't watch Star King / Britain's got talent / Super junior's mv] [i can't use pc] [i can't watch my favourite television shows]
Life is tired when....
[i get sicked]
[being ordered by my mom to do the housework]
[the exam is coming soon]
[blackout ]
i am over the moon when...
[listening to the song 'sorry sorry' & 'it's you'] [my friends want to hang out with me] [there is a lot of super junior's wallpaper] [i get a good result]
i am feeling blue when...
[i fall in love with someone who can't love me back] [i get a poor result in exam] [i can't listening to the song that i always wanted to hear]
you can get on my nerves when...
[ u tried to take control over me] [ u tried to scold me] [u tried to cheat me]
thats all for today =))
saranghae =))
i love super junior!!!!!
^^
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
[no matter what...]
today
the weather started to turning cold
i like it
did i mention that
it's raining cat and dog now??
i love raining
it would be very nice
if i could walk alone in the rain
as if the rain is going to wash away
my sorrow and sadness =))
first of all
for my friends
no matter who u are
as long as u are my friends
i greatly hope that you are in a good condition
also hope that u all are in the pink of health
troubles come
and troubles go
this is how our life is
but then
once we solve it
everything will be fine
so
jia you
dont let the troubles to get over u
and finally
the person might not be you
but then why don't u just let him go?
now
he was just like a big rock on your shoulder
the burden on your shoulder will become much more heavier
if you don't learn to let the rock down
why don't u just use a hammer and break it into pieces??
to forget a person u used to deeply fall in love with
is a hard task i know
but
no matter how
u must go through it
or else u will never make it
it is just the matter of time
i believe that u can do it
for all of my friends
wish u all the best
jia you
saranghae =)
the weather started to turning cold
i like it
did i mention that
it's raining cat and dog now??
i love raining
it would be very nice
if i could walk alone in the rain
as if the rain is going to wash away
my sorrow and sadness =))
first of all
for my friends
no matter who u are
as long as u are my friends
i greatly hope that you are in a good condition
also hope that u all are in the pink of health
troubles come
and troubles go
this is how our life is
but then
once we solve it
everything will be fine
so
jia you
dont let the troubles to get over u
and finally
the person might not be you
but then why don't u just let him go?
now
he was just like a big rock on your shoulder
the burden on your shoulder will become much more heavier
if you don't learn to let the rock down
why don't u just use a hammer and break it into pieces??
to forget a person u used to deeply fall in love with
is a hard task i know
but
no matter how
u must go through it
or else u will never make it
it is just the matter of time
i believe that u can do it
for all of my friends
wish u all the best
jia you
saranghae =)
Sunday, August 23, 2009
weirdo's feeling
yea, i am back
finally i get my precious pc back
the day without pc at home
was like hell
=(( lolx
today's chapter is...
well i have no idea
there is a hole in my heart now
the emptiness is killing me
someone pls help me
=p
just kidding
haha
did i fooled u?? ngek =))
i just went through an enormous challenge
the pmr trial exam
and well, i have to say that i did some stupid mistake in my exam
how stupid i am
*honestly i am =))
____________________________________________________________________
looking at the skywards
the clean air touches her face
the sky is as blue as the sea
so peaceful
and harmony
the children are playing at the field
like an angel singing the harmony's tune
they are as pure as water
the happiness is just around them
as the sky darkening
the stars are hanging on the sky
it is breathtaking
why couldnt we live in the place like this =((??
i want my childhood back
i am already at my wit's end T.T and under a tremendous stress
this feeling is just gonna kill me
boredom =((
finally i get my precious pc back
the day without pc at home
was like hell
=(( lolx
today's chapter is...
well i have no idea
there is a hole in my heart now
the emptiness is killing me
someone pls help me
=p
just kidding
haha
did i fooled u?? ngek =))
i just went through an enormous challenge
the pmr trial exam
and well, i have to say that i did some stupid mistake in my exam
how stupid i am
*honestly i am =))
____________________________________________________________________
looking at the skywards
the clean air touches her face
the sky is as blue as the sea
so peaceful
and harmony
the children are playing at the field
like an angel singing the harmony's tune
they are as pure as water
the happiness is just around them
as the sky darkening
the stars are hanging on the sky
it is breathtaking
why couldnt we live in the place like this =((??
i want my childhood back
i am already at my wit's end T.T and under a tremendous stress
this feeling is just gonna kill me
boredom =((
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
[一句心底的真心话， 真的有那么难吗？？]
男孩说
我只想要
默默的爱着他
看着他心仪的她开心
他自己也会开心
这是很经典的对白吧
每次看偶像剧的时候
里面
差不多都会有这种对白
你看着她开心
你心里真的会开心吗？
你真的确定你看到她开心
她内心里是真的开心的吗？？
我想问你你真的知道吗?
自己的生活
就是自己的生活
不要搞混了
你的世界
不是那些所谓的浪漫爱情戏剧
你的世界就是你的世界
喜欢就喜欢
为什么非得搞到那么复杂？？
为什么就一定要这样？
也许
是无心的
但是 这一切是真的很让人心疼
她现在看起来
就像是一个美丽的贝壳
看似美丽
其实
打开 一看里面却是空的
你明白我在说什么吗？
也许是种种的原因
导致你们不能在一起
但是
我希望你不要否认你们
还喜欢着彼此的事实
为什么你们不要把自己心里面的想法说出来
让对方比较好过
喜欢就大声的说一声
不喜欢
你也大声的对对方说
不要让对方在那里苦苦等着你
也许你的坦白
可以为对方
铺出一条幸福的道路
你的人生
可以容纳得下几个十年？
不要在你的人生里面
留下一个遗憾
坦白说出你们心底的真心话吧
我只想要
默默的爱着他
看着他心仪的她开心
他自己也会开心
这是很经典的对白吧
每次看偶像剧的时候
里面
差不多都会有这种对白
你看着她开心
你心里真的会开心吗？
你真的确定你看到她开心
她内心里是真的开心的吗？？
我想问你你真的知道吗?
自己的生活
就是自己的生活
不要搞混了
你的世界
不是那些所谓的浪漫爱情戏剧
你的世界就是你的世界
喜欢就喜欢
为什么非得搞到那么复杂？？
为什么就一定要这样？
也许
是无心的
但是 这一切是真的很让人心疼
她现在看起来
就像是一个美丽的贝壳
看似美丽
其实
打开 一看里面却是空的
你明白我在说什么吗？
也许是种种的原因
导致你们不能在一起
但是
我希望你不要否认你们
还喜欢着彼此的事实
为什么你们不要把自己心里面的想法说出来
让对方比较好过
喜欢就大声的说一声
不喜欢
你也大声的对对方说
不要让对方在那里苦苦等着你
也许你的坦白
可以为对方
铺出一条幸福的道路
你的人生
可以容纳得下几个十年？
不要在你的人生里面
留下一个遗憾
坦白说出你们心底的真心话吧
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
[when you're waiting for....]
do you know that
there are many people
who are destined
to leave a footprint
on our soul
some of the footprints are small
but
some leaved a deep footprint
on your soul
we couldn't get rid of the footprints
as the footprints
are part of us
but one day
the footprints will vanish
it just the matter of time
it has been taken away by the enormous waves in our soul
people come
people leave
this always happen around us
he/she
might be the person who you fall in love with
but if it is not destined
why u still have to persuade yourself that
he/she will come to you
will that happen??
when you're waiting someone in the rain
hoping that person would come and hold the umbrella for you
do you know that you've missed a lot of good things?
and there might be another person
who do the same thing
holding the umbrella
in the rain
and with a great hope in their heart
that you would come
for them
life is like this
it's hard to find the right one
if it is not destined
just let it go
look around
and see the thing around us
u might see that
there is another person
waving their hand
and
ask you to come for them
=)
there are many people
who are destined
to leave a footprint
on our soul
some of the footprints are small
but
some leaved a deep footprint
on your soul
we couldn't get rid of the footprints
as the footprints
are part of us
but one day
the footprints will vanish
it just the matter of time
it has been taken away by the enormous waves in our soul
people come
people leave
this always happen around us
he/she
might be the person who you fall in love with
but if it is not destined
why u still have to persuade yourself that
he/she will come to you
will that happen??
when you're waiting someone in the rain
hoping that person would come and hold the umbrella for you
do you know that you've missed a lot of good things?
and there might be another person
who do the same thing
holding the umbrella
in the rain
and with a great hope in their heart
that you would come
for them
life is like this
it's hard to find the right one
if it is not destined
just let it go
look around
and see the thing around us
u might see that
there is another person
waving their hand
and
ask you to come for them
=)
Monday, August 17, 2009
[真的会幸福吗？？]
不属于自己
却老是强求
真的会幸福吗？
不是自己的
却老是
骗自己
那时属于自己的
真的会幸福吗？
不是属于自己的
却想要拥有
真的会幸福吗？
这一切都值得吗？
要学会放开
很难吗？
也许吧
但是不是自己的
却强求
伤害自己
欺骗自己
伤害了别人
也伤害了自己
那么选择放弃不是更好吗？
却老是强求
真的会幸福吗？
不是自己的
却老是
骗自己
那时属于自己的
真的会幸福吗？
不是属于自己的
却想要拥有
真的会幸福吗？
这一切都值得吗？
要学会放开
很难吗？
也许吧
但是不是自己的
却强求
伤害自己
欺骗自己
伤害了别人
也伤害了自己
那么选择放弃不是更好吗？
Monday, August 3, 2009
[有你们真好]
今天
我生病了
所以没有去学校
待在家里
温习功课
大概九点半那样
我就开电脑上网
然后用到一半的时候
电话突然响了
以为是爸爸打电话来
哪里知道
是那几只
小鬼
哈哈
嘴巴虽然这么 说
但是心里其实感到很欣慰， 也很开心
没想到， 他们会如此的关心我
也没想到
我也有被关心的时候
哈哈
谢谢咯
有千言万语
想对你们说
可是
却不知道要说些什么
才能显出我对你们的感激
只想说有你们真好
谢谢你们
很久没有那么开心过了
已经是八月了哦
考试快要来了
很紧张哦
想要做到最好
但是不知道自己行不行
[ 凡是不要做到最好， 只要尽自己最大的能力就行了]
从某位明星那里得来的座右铭
哈哈，很有意义吧？？ 感觉整个心情都变不一样了哦
还有今天
发现某人的真面目
想不到你是那么的讨人厌
也发现自己是多么的恨你
原来你的感情
是可以分割的哦
我总算看清你的真面目了
原来你是披着羊皮的狼
而且是个大色狼！！
哈哈！！
我要跟你说再见了笨蛋！！
最近不如意 的事情是真的很多
相劝自己不要多想
但是
就是不能
真想改变这样的自己
不要多想了啦， 笨蛋
他们要说就管他们去说好了
虽然不知道他们在说谁
哎呀！
懒得理 了啦
最讨厌你这种人啦
去吃狗大便好了
不要再出现在我的面前
不然我要你死的很难看的哦
凸==凸
我生病了
所以没有去学校
待在家里
温习功课
大概九点半那样
我就开电脑上网
然后用到一半的时候
电话突然响了
以为是爸爸打电话来
哪里知道
是那几只
小鬼
哈哈
嘴巴虽然这么 说
但是心里其实感到很欣慰， 也很开心
没想到， 他们会如此的关心我
也没想到
我也有被关心的时候
哈哈
谢谢咯
有千言万语
想对你们说
可是
却不知道要说些什么
才能显出我对你们的感激
只想说有你们真好
谢谢你们
很久没有那么开心过了
已经是八月了哦
考试快要来了
很紧张哦
想要做到最好
但是不知道自己行不行
[ 凡是不要做到最好， 只要尽自己最大的能力就行了]
从某位明星那里得来的座右铭
哈哈，很有意义吧？？ 感觉整个心情都变不一样了哦
还有今天
发现某人的真面目
想不到你是那么的讨人厌
也发现自己是多么的恨你
原来你的感情
是可以分割的哦
我总算看清你的真面目了
原来你是披着羊皮的狼
而且是个大色狼！！
哈哈！！
我要跟你说再见了笨蛋！！
最近不如意 的事情是真的很多
相劝自己不要多想
但是
就是不能
真想改变这样的自己
不要多想了啦， 笨蛋
他们要说就管他们去说好了
虽然不知道他们在说谁
哎呀！
懒得理 了啦
最讨厌你这种人啦
去吃狗大便好了
不要再出现在我的面前
不然我要你死的很难看的哦
凸==凸
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
[the climb] by Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.
Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.
Whoa, O Whoa.
**meaningful and nice to hear**
**strongly recommend to u**
=))
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.
Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.
Whoa, O Whoa.
**meaningful and nice to hear**
**strongly recommend to u**
=))
Saturday, July 25, 2009
[有时候..]
有时候
生气并不代表生气
生气也代表在意对方
如果不会生气
那么就代表根本不在意对方
我并没有要伤害你的意思
我只是想要你知道
我心里装的是什么
想的是什么
当然
我也想知道
你心里想的是什么
如果你选择
沉默
我也不会责怪你
但是
别忘了
你身边也有一个这样
关心
在意
你的人
也许
不是你心中
期望的那个
但是
心中给你的祝福
永远是不会变
有谁会希望身边的人
不快乐
看你跟他们闹到那么快乐
我心里难免会有一点的不快
与
嫉妒
气你
是因为自己不够好
不能成为你最好的听众
我只能说
对不起
如果我伤害了你
对不起
如果我害你的眼泪流下来
对不起
如果我让你委屈
对不起
如果我做的一切让你感到伤心
总之
对不起
生气并不代表生气
生气也代表在意对方
如果不会生气
那么就代表根本不在意对方
我并没有要伤害你的意思
我只是想要你知道
我心里装的是什么
想的是什么
当然
我也想知道
你心里想的是什么
如果你选择
沉默
我也不会责怪你
但是
别忘了
你身边也有一个这样
关心
在意
你的人
也许
不是你心中
期望的那个
但是
心中给你的祝福
永远是不会变
有谁会希望身边的人
不快乐
看你跟他们闹到那么快乐
我心里难免会有一点的不快
与
嫉妒
气你
是因为自己不够好
不能成为你最好的听众
我只能说
对不起
如果我伤害了你
对不起
如果我害你的眼泪流下来
对不起
如果我让你委屈
对不起
如果我做的一切让你感到伤心
总之
对不起
Friday, July 24, 2009
[我给你的真心话]
这几天
真的很累
我的皮肤在太阳的‘关照’之下
变黑了
我想我可以去做黑人了啦
=((
这几天
我不懂我做错了什么
每次都是这样子
我已经尝试过
你还是用你那不屑的态度来对待我
跟你说话
爱理不理的
如果我是真的哪里有得罪你的话
你就说出来
不要用这种态度来对待我
这就是我给你的真心话
你跟别人就可以聊到很开心
那我算什么
需要我时 就来找我
不需要我时
就把我想垃圾般给扔了
你当我是什么？
手中的玩具吗？？
有时候
我真的感觉我们根本就是不同世界的人
我时真的高攀不起你们
反正我就是那种一无是处的人
看你们聊到那么开心
我只能在心理羡慕你们
也许没有我的存在
你们会更开心
比现在还开心上一百倍
反正我有哪一次不是多出来的哪一个？
无论是什么我都是多出来的那一个
我劝我自己很多次
算了算了
但是我是真的不能够忍下去了
反正我在你们的心里面是什么地位都没有人
我什么也不是
如果我是真得那么讨厌
如果你是很喜欢把我当作出气筒
抱歉
你找错人了
我不是那个适合的人选
懂吗??
真的很累
我的皮肤在太阳的‘关照’之下
变黑了
我想我可以去做黑人了啦
=((
这几天
我不懂我做错了什么
每次都是这样子
我已经尝试过
你还是用你那不屑的态度来对待我
跟你说话
爱理不理的
如果我是真的哪里有得罪你的话
你就说出来
不要用这种态度来对待我
这就是我给你的真心话
你跟别人就可以聊到很开心
那我算什么
需要我时 就来找我
不需要我时
就把我想垃圾般给扔了
你当我是什么？
手中的玩具吗？？
有时候
我真的感觉我们根本就是不同世界的人
我时真的高攀不起你们
反正我就是那种一无是处的人
看你们聊到那么开心
我只能在心理羡慕你们
也许没有我的存在
你们会更开心
比现在还开心上一百倍
反正我有哪一次不是多出来的哪一个？
无论是什么我都是多出来的那一个
我劝我自己很多次
算了算了
但是我是真的不能够忍下去了
反正我在你们的心里面是什么地位都没有人
我什么也不是
如果我是真得那么讨厌
如果你是很喜欢把我当作出气筒
抱歉
你找错人了
我不是那个适合的人选
懂吗??
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